Well before I apologize for my bad English and stupid question, can I throw away my own soul, if so what should I do, I need an answer Satan bless you
Your statement evidences a deep self-hate.
Throwing away your soul (provided it is even remotely possible, I do not think so) means throwing away your essence and higher part. So you would become a NPC, an empty person following the mass and mainstream garbage to live like a zombie. Would you really desire that for you?
Self hate may be powerful and drive your own mind to the worst desires, like self-harming, suicide, or like you said depriving yourself of your soul.
If you consider your soul the cause of your problems, you are wrong. Probably the cause of your problems is programming, negative energies, karma and dross. The cause of your problems is most likely NOT you and if you suffer in this life, most often is NOT your fault.
Self-hate often comes from others, in case you have been mistreated, abused, neglected when you were a kid (or in previous lives, somehow), you may have develpped self-hate. If you did wrong actions and mistakes in your life, often this is caused by mind programming and mental problems, the root of unfair behavior is NOT In the soul.
Mostly it's the mind bringing to mistakes and faults. The mind can be programmed and re-programmed so it can be corrected. There's no need to deprive yourself of your soul, as the mind will go on in mistakes, even more, because often the soul strives toward betterment, strives towards solutions for problems.
Like probably it's your soul driving you here, so you can solve your problems.