AskSatanOperator
Well-known member
Hello,
Sorry, i don't know what category it is so I put it into meditations, because that's the main issue.
Also sorry about lengthy post, people used to misunderstand me, and im trying to avoid that.
My issue is, I am an adult without inherited wealth. Which means I work from 5 am to 5 pm. Which means if i just think about doing meditation, or any type of "work" that requires focus, I want to puke. No, no offense, don't misunderstand, I LOVE your meditation section. It is just the thought that i am about to collapse from exhaustion, and now i should put MORE effort into survival. How do others do it? How can you find will or strength to meditate, when all i can find is the question whether to kill myself or not? How do you find the free time?
I know it sounds like im lazy, but irl, im just so fcking done and exhausted all the time. No, i don't have depression, no i don't have motivation issues, I have sleep deprivation, because of enforced capitalism.
Do you have any type of solution to that? I'd love to meditate. -In theory, but when i about to do that irl, i struggle to not fall asleep.
pls help. ty.
Sorry, i don't know what category it is so I put it into meditations, because that's the main issue.
Also sorry about lengthy post, people used to misunderstand me, and im trying to avoid that.
My issue is, I am an adult without inherited wealth. Which means I work from 5 am to 5 pm. Which means if i just think about doing meditation, or any type of "work" that requires focus, I want to puke. No, no offense, don't misunderstand, I LOVE your meditation section. It is just the thought that i am about to collapse from exhaustion, and now i should put MORE effort into survival. How do others do it? How can you find will or strength to meditate, when all i can find is the question whether to kill myself or not? How do you find the free time?
I know it sounds like im lazy, but irl, im just so fcking done and exhausted all the time. No, i don't have depression, no i don't have motivation issues, I have sleep deprivation, because of enforced capitalism.
Do you have any type of solution to that? I'd love to meditate. -In theory, but when i about to do that irl, i struggle to not fall asleep.
pls help. ty.