AskSatanOperator
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Greetings brothers and sisters,
I have been having spiritual problems for a long time. Before, I couldn't go a day without meditating, my soul would suffer. I don't know if it's because of what I've been through, but I feel disconnected from life. My body and my psychology are at such a low level that I can't move spiritually. I used to feel peace when I was doing God rituals, but now I can't even feel it. I feel ashamed of the gods, I know I should meditate but I feel like something is holding me back.
I see the developments, I read the writings of our high priest but every time I try to move I sink lower and lower. What do you think I can do, I can't live like this.
I have been having spiritual problems for a long time. Before, I couldn't go a day without meditating, my soul would suffer. I don't know if it's because of what I've been through, but I feel disconnected from life. My body and my psychology are at such a low level that I can't move spiritually. I used to feel peace when I was doing God rituals, but now I can't even feel it. I feel ashamed of the gods, I know I should meditate but I feel like something is holding me back.
I see the developments, I read the writings of our high priest but every time I try to move I sink lower and lower. What do you think I can do, I can't live like this.