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I have a deep admiration and respect for the gods and goddesses. Their wisdom, power, and level of advancement fascinate me. I am especially grateful to Zeus, as he guided me during difficult times and helped me become strong. I owe him a lot. However, these feelings are not the same as love. It's not like the love I once had for Allah.
The love I felt for Allah was much more emotional, sincere, and intense. But the result of that love was pain and disappointment. I was a child, and I was taught that this was a test. The heavy trials from that false god drove me to the brink of madness. But Zeus showed me the way and lifted me up.
Perhaps that is why I can’t establish the same emotional connection with the gods and goddesses now. I don't want to submit to them; I want to stand by them and draw inspiration from their guidance. Their level of advancement and wisdom excites me, but this feeling is not emotional love; it’s more of a pursuit of wisdom and admiration.
I can’t help but ask myself: Are these feelings really love? Or have I changed the meaning of love? I love them, but not with the same emotional intensity as before. Is what I feel wrong?
My mind is confused. I still haven’t fully understood what it means to love. Maybe it’s because I’m still young and haven’t reached maturity yet. But all I know is that my admiration and respect for the gods and goddesses are infinite. Perhaps my perspective on love has changed, and that’s why I’m having trouble understanding what I’m feeling.
Love, my siblings... Does the feeling I have for the gods and goddesses count as love? If not, how can I develop love for them? Is there something wrong with what I’m doing?
Also, can I refer to Zeus as "Light"? Since he is a guide to me, I like calling him "Light." I also refer to him as "Light" when I write about him.
I hope there’s nothing wrong in my writing. If my way of thinking is wrong, please attribute it to my youth!
The love I felt for Allah was much more emotional, sincere, and intense. But the result of that love was pain and disappointment. I was a child, and I was taught that this was a test. The heavy trials from that false god drove me to the brink of madness. But Zeus showed me the way and lifted me up.
Perhaps that is why I can’t establish the same emotional connection with the gods and goddesses now. I don't want to submit to them; I want to stand by them and draw inspiration from their guidance. Their level of advancement and wisdom excites me, but this feeling is not emotional love; it’s more of a pursuit of wisdom and admiration.
I can’t help but ask myself: Are these feelings really love? Or have I changed the meaning of love? I love them, but not with the same emotional intensity as before. Is what I feel wrong?
My mind is confused. I still haven’t fully understood what it means to love. Maybe it’s because I’m still young and haven’t reached maturity yet. But all I know is that my admiration and respect for the gods and goddesses are infinite. Perhaps my perspective on love has changed, and that’s why I’m having trouble understanding what I’m feeling.
Love, my siblings... Does the feeling I have for the gods and goddesses count as love? If not, how can I develop love for them? Is there something wrong with what I’m doing?
Also, can I refer to Zeus as "Light"? Since he is a guide to me, I like calling him "Light." I also refer to him as "Light" when I write about him.
I hope there’s nothing wrong in my writing. If my way of thinking is wrong, please attribute it to my youth!