AskSatanOperator
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Since my childhood, my family has been involved with Jewish Kabbalah. We are not Jewish, or is my family, but they know about these things and are friends with a Romani woman. Usually, that Romani woman practices Kabbalah, and my family follows her, getting amulets or whatever they are called from her. These are usually pieces of paper, but they have always seemed very frightening to me. Ever since I was little, I was scared whenever I saw those pieces of paper.
Because of these spells, my family used to have frequent nightmares and almost daily sleep paralysis. Even my sister was affected; she also had nightmares every night. I was very young at the time and terrified of what was happening. But interestingly, nothing ever happened to me.
Now, my family has stopped dealing with Kabbalah, but there is still an amulet in the house that they call a "protection spell." I'm not sure if it’s really an amulet; it just looks like a piece of paper. They place it between the door. I want to take that amulet and burn it, but I know that the moment I do, my mother will sense it. What should I do? I hate that amulet; in short, I hate every spell that Romani woman has cast.
I don't like her because she damaged our family structure. But actually, my family is also to blame. I was only 5 or 6 years old at the time, yet even then, I knew that these things were weakening our family bonds. I told them, but of course, no one listened to a child. Because of Kabbalah, they went through many troubles and became more like crazy people than parents.
Would my hatred toward them anger the gods? Because of these spells, I experienced a deeply disturbing paranormal event that left me with a great trauma. I still haven’t been able to overcome it, and I hate it.
Also, could growing up in this environment be the reason I have certain abilities? Could it have influenced me?
Because of these spells, my family used to have frequent nightmares and almost daily sleep paralysis. Even my sister was affected; she also had nightmares every night. I was very young at the time and terrified of what was happening. But interestingly, nothing ever happened to me.
Now, my family has stopped dealing with Kabbalah, but there is still an amulet in the house that they call a "protection spell." I'm not sure if it’s really an amulet; it just looks like a piece of paper. They place it between the door. I want to take that amulet and burn it, but I know that the moment I do, my mother will sense it. What should I do? I hate that amulet; in short, I hate every spell that Romani woman has cast.
I don't like her because she damaged our family structure. But actually, my family is also to blame. I was only 5 or 6 years old at the time, yet even then, I knew that these things were weakening our family bonds. I told them, but of course, no one listened to a child. Because of Kabbalah, they went through many troubles and became more like crazy people than parents.
Would my hatred toward them anger the gods? Because of these spells, I experienced a deeply disturbing paranormal event that left me with a great trauma. I still haven’t been able to overcome it, and I hate it.
Also, could growing up in this environment be the reason I have certain abilities? Could it have influenced me?
