Everyday I feel like my mental health is only getting worse.
Hello there, sorry for your situation.
You are young, and young people have a limited view of (physical) life because of age. Young people may have a "all or nothing" mindset, because of mainstream society influence, movies with teen super-heroes saving the world with one finger, and high level of expectations.
Noone expects a young person to live a perfect and fulfilling life at its fullest, as this may come through efforts and experience, in years.
Probably you are over-worried about not being "top" in everything you do, that is the typical teen expectation.
No offense for young people on here, so many people are good and valid, but it works this way.
I may suggest, to slow down possible mind loops, to check and readjust your expectations about your life. This may lead to a quieter mind.
Everyday is the same and im surrounded by negative people which makes me sad. My financial situation is really bad and there isn't much I can do since I'm a student
Again, a young student is not supposed to be rich of wealthy (unless some family cases), you are still building. Unless you cannot afford eating but, it seems you can afford being a student now. Where are the main money problems located for you? Are you living with your family or do you struggle with daily needs? Please describe.
Anyway, what you say sounds as a possble bad planetary transit for you, to your Sun or Chart Ruler, or so. This may temporarily lower your energies and bring negative energies and people into your life.
I think, increasing meditation on Sun Mantras to reinforce Aura and protection, and also the 3rd chakra, may help both financially and energetically.
seems like people don't care when you're at your lowest. So how do you actually become better? I'm not asking for sympathy I'm asking for an actually solution. What is the best way to get rid of this " nothing matters in life " feeling?
Indeed.
Npc people often enjoy when you are at the lowest, because they love to bash down others, to feel better npcs.
Again, strenghtening lower chakras is of help, because those idiots bash on your lower chakras to put you down. If you are surrounded by many negative persons, their effect may be noticeable.
There is a lot that matters in life. For example you, as an SS, I would say.