AskSatanOperator
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I would like to share something with you.
I have a very big fetish, I've never put it into action but it's something I fantasize about a lot.
It started when I was still a child, and I used to go to the Catholic church. I never liked going, but I was obliged to take part until I took communion and was baptized. In the middle of mass I fantasized about having sex on the altar, using crucifixes as sex toys, priests and so on. I won't go into details, but I did some research and it's a common thing, especially for those who have suffered religious trauma. I don't think I suffered anything like that, even though I was forced to go, but I lived in a house that, even though it was religious, was fine and didn't have anything out of the ordinary, anything absurd. I think it depends on the person, because many who have this fetish imagine having sex with angels or, in a way (not my case), sin.
I know there's no such thing as sin, but I fantasize about sin, not the way I'll burn in hellfire, but not the way they use most: sex. Even though sex is not a sin.
I like this thing that seems "pure" to be corrupted. I've been here for 4 years, I know that angels are of the enemy, sin doesn't exist and having sex is good and helps with many things, my problem is what do I do? At the same time that I want to get rid of it, I don't want to.
I think I also like the idea of looking pure and someone trying to "corrupt" me with sex.
( I would like to dress up as a nun or someone dressed as a priest. )
I have a very big fetish, I've never put it into action but it's something I fantasize about a lot.
It started when I was still a child, and I used to go to the Catholic church. I never liked going, but I was obliged to take part until I took communion and was baptized. In the middle of mass I fantasized about having sex on the altar, using crucifixes as sex toys, priests and so on. I won't go into details, but I did some research and it's a common thing, especially for those who have suffered religious trauma. I don't think I suffered anything like that, even though I was forced to go, but I lived in a house that, even though it was religious, was fine and didn't have anything out of the ordinary, anything absurd. I think it depends on the person, because many who have this fetish imagine having sex with angels or, in a way (not my case), sin.
I know there's no such thing as sin, but I fantasize about sin, not the way I'll burn in hellfire, but not the way they use most: sex. Even though sex is not a sin.
I like this thing that seems "pure" to be corrupted. I've been here for 4 years, I know that angels are of the enemy, sin doesn't exist and having sex is good and helps with many things, my problem is what do I do? At the same time that I want to get rid of it, I don't want to.
I think I also like the idea of looking pure and someone trying to "corrupt" me with sex.
( I would like to dress up as a nun or someone dressed as a priest. )
