Other #76089 I believe serious enemy attack

[AskSatanOperator]

Greetings brothers and sisters. English is not my native language, so I apologise in advance for any language mistakes.

I am constantly feeling strong anxieties and involuntary thoughts/impulses.These are such degenerate, irrational thoughts/impulses that if I were to write them down, they would certainly not approve this post.And these impulses appear in me as sudden flashes of images of killing/torturing myself, unfortunate and frightening and very painful events/damages and not sleeping through similar malevolent things. Of course I do the empty meditation and have been able to tune out these, but they come on so strong that I can't cope with them.The best way I can describe these silly/scary fantasies is that they literally choke my mind.

By the way, anxiety and involuntary thoughts/impulses usually occur at the same time, but they can also occur separately.These two things are not the same, I think modern (Jewish) psychiatry probably/likely would describe my anxiety as GAD and involuntary thoughts/impulses as OCD.

It used to be that Aop and cleansing kept me from having them (but mostly AoP), but now no matter how much I protect myself and cleanse, I can't keep them away, or even if I do my Aop, these anxieties and involuntary thoughts/impulses come back after about two hours. I use Elhaz as a general Aop, and Blitzkreig's Warfare Special AoP.Plus returning curses 1&2.It takes me over an hour just to defend- without returning curses!.But even that is in vain.
I also do the Protective Gods Rituals(Andras, Alastor Abrasax, Orobas, Marbas)and at the end of the ritual I pray to be protected from these enemy attacks(involuntary impulses/thoughts and anxiety). I used to feel protected and supported and after their Ritual I stopped having these anxious involuntary impulses/thoughts, but now I don't feel the protection anymore.That's why I'm getting very worried.I stopped doing FRTR a long time ago.

Otherwise, I use this AoP with Elhaz(I usually do this twice a day at least):

1.4x SATANAS vibration into my whole soul
2.Elhaz vibration 144X(I used to start at 88X when I first did it)
3.4x SATANAS vibration in my whole soul.
4.AUM - affirmation - AUM 8x. Affirmation.

I would like to ask for help as to what I can do after all this, I think all my methods have failed.I have also tried to read all the threads/topics on the forum about hostile attacks and mental illness and there were good answers,but I have even read outside (non Satanic) sources about mental illness but I am still not sure what else I can do. If this continues it will end very badly.Of course these are very similar to mental illnesses but in the past the Aop's eliminated these problems which is why I am almost certain these are enemy attacks.I can't spend any more time on defense because I am already facing burnout and dizziness and palpitations after too much vibration.

If I was on psychiatric medication, I would be even more vulnerable to these attacks, because I have read that these psychiatric drugs tear and weaken the Aura (I hope I can escape from this).

Thanks in advance for any help.

 

[AFODO]

Because Eihwaz is not a protecting rune, why are you using that for AoP? Never ever seen anyone using that for AoP.
Use Algiz, Sowilo, Tiwaz, Thurisaz, some combination of these, for AoP.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

involuntary thoughts/impulses

Hmm more like you're trying so hard to suppress the thoughts, chase them away, try not to think, but push those things away, which of course come back into your mind. For example: don't think about a cat! You must have thought about it for sure because if you try not to think about the cat, it comes into your mind automatically.

But, as we are talking, before I asked you not to think about a cat, were you thinking about animals? No. What you think about, based on your talk, has always remained in your mind as just an intrusive thought. You didn't say something like, "I imagined doing an ugly thing and I did the ugly thing," it was simply a "I'm trying to tell myself: don't think about the ugly thing and the ugly thing comes to my mind" (don't think about a chair).

Stop repressing yourself. Void meditation keep doing it, that is not to repress a thought, but to control the flow of thoughts in your mind (controlling is meant as making it orderly, not as giving you the power to repress, and, generally increasing your concentration).

It is simply my advice, I am not inside your head, but I think it is worth at least giving it a try. Will you let me know after a while that you have tried, please? So you can tell me if it has changed and we can find further solutions.

these impulses appear in me as sudden flashes of images of killing/torturing myself, unfortunate and frightening and very painful events/damages and not sleeping through similar malevolent things

But even here you didn't actually hurt yourself then, did you? It sounds more like you are so terrified of what is happening to you, that simply this terror manifests itself in these violent thoughts.

I think all my methods have failed

If I have even the slightest understanding of what is happening to you, you might opt for the ISA Rune that calms your mind. Something like, "I permanently block all negative intrusive thoughts from my mind in a healthy way." That will help you deal with it better, but it is only an aid. What I said before is I 66% of the work I think is suitable. This is 33%.

Futhark/Odin

 

[Shines666]

Greetings brothers and sisters. English is not my native language, so I apologise in advance for any language mistakes.

I am constantly feeling strong anxieties and involuntary thoughts/impulses.These are such degenerate, irrational thoughts/impulses that if I were to write them down, they would certainly not approve this post.And these impulses appear in me as sudden flashes of images of killing/torturing myself, unfortunate and frightening and very painful events/damages and not sleeping through similar malevolent things. Of course I do the empty meditation and have been able to tune out these, but they come on so strong that I can't cope with them.The best way I can describe these silly/scary fantasies is that they literally choke my mind.

By the way, anxiety and involuntary thoughts/impulses usually occur at the same time, but they can also occur separately.These two things are not the same, I think modern (Jewish) psychiatry probably/likely would describe my anxiety as GAD and involuntary thoughts/impulses as OCD.

It used to be that Aop and cleansing kept me from having them (but mostly AoP), but now no matter how much I protect myself and cleanse, I can't keep them away, or even if I do my Aop, these anxieties and involuntary thoughts/impulses come back after about two hours. I use Elhaz as a general Aop, and Blitzkreig's Warfare Special AoP.Plus returning curses 1&2.It takes me over an hour just to defend- without returning curses!.But even that is in vain.
I also do the Protective Gods Rituals(Andras, Alastor Abrasax, Orobas, Marbas)and at the end of the ritual I pray to be protected from these enemy attacks(involuntary impulses/thoughts and anxiety). I used to feel protected and supported and after their Ritual I stopped having these anxious involuntary impulses/thoughts, but now I don't feel the protection anymore.That's why I'm getting very worried.I stopped doing FRTR a long time ago.

Otherwise, I use this AoP with Elhaz(I usually do this twice a day at least):

1.4x SATANAS vibration into my whole soul
2.Elhaz vibration 144X(I used to start at 88X when I first did it)
3.4x SATANAS vibration in my whole soul.
4.AUM - affirmation - AUM 8x. Affirmation.

I would like to ask for help as to what I can do after all this, I think all my methods have failed.I have also tried to read all the threads/topics on the forum about hostile attacks and mental illness and there were good answers,but I have even read outside (non Satanic) sources about mental illness but I am still not sure what else I can do. If this continues it will end very badly.Of course these are very similar to mental illnesses but in the past the Aop's eliminated these problems which is why I am almost certain these are enemy attacks.I can't spend any more time on defense because I am already facing burnout and dizziness and palpitations after too much vibration.

If I was on psychiatric medication, I would be even more vulnerable to these attacks, because I have read that these psychiatric drugs tear and weaken the Aura (I hope I can escape from this).

Thanks in advance for any help.

I have the same problem as you brother, in this period more than ever.. I thought the exact same thing as you, as if there was something going on.

The only difference is that my thoughts are disordered, nonsensical... they bombard my head continuously, keeping me detached from the present, making me distracted (risking hurting myself) and as soon as I try to chase them away I feel agitated, restless, confused...

after a few now I feel an overload accompanied by an annoying pain in the head.. I would really like to solve this problem.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I am constantly feeling strong anxieties and involuntary thoughts/impulses.These are such degenerate, irrational thoughts/impulses that if I were to write them down, they would certainly not approve this post.And these impulses appear in me as sudden flashes of images of killing/torturing myself, unfortunate and frightening and very painful events/damages and not sleeping through similar malevolent things. ad that these psychiatric drugs tear and weaken the Aura (I hope I can escape from this).

I have the same problem as you brother, in this period more than ever.. I thought the exact same thing as you, as if there was something going on.

The only difference is that my thoughts are disordered, nonsensical... they bombard my head continuously,

What I say is only a possibility, but is aligned with my idea something is happening in the astral on a large scale, while the enemy looses power.

The mind can temporarily delete, repress and make unavailable some unwanted and painful memories. I have the sound proof of this in myself so I talk by experience.
This happens when we suffer a traumatic event that is so negative and unbearable, the mind consciously forget this. It's a defense mechanism, to allow the person to go on with life, without this conscious burden. Is typical in childhood abuse. But those memories still exist at the emotional level, and may surface at a point in life like this: scattered thoughts, dreams, emotional outburst, etc. At the beginning they don't make sense.
I notice a high increase in number of people posting here, to ask help with abuse and surfacing problems. Probably, the global resistance of the enemy to keep their crimes buried and forgotten, is loosing power so people are more free to "remember" the past.

Regarding irrational impulse to kill or damage yourself, this may be as well and enemy attack (protection and the Gods help will solve that), or an inside pulse originating from self hate. Self hate is typical in people who suffered abuse, beating, emotional blackmail, etc. in childhood or even in past lives. This happens because the victim is lead to feel guilty, and blames him/herself.
Exactly same as it happens with he jews, Gentile blame themselves for the jewish crimes.

In short, it is possible for both of you that buried emotions and memories are surfacing.
My personal suggestion is to ask your own Guardian Demon if this comes from attacks, or comes from the inside of you. In the second event you will need guidance from a Demon for a recovery path (they have been very caring and helpful with me).
I hope this helps.