The Gods #75972 Why does it always have to be this way with me?

[AskSatanOperator]

Everyone has a cool story with some god, who dreamed of something or saw something, they feel the energy of etc etc etc...What's my problem? I know that no one meditates all day long and it's not even recommended because it can be overwhelming...I meditate, I SWEAR ON EVERYTHING that I donate my energy every day, hardly a day goes by without donating, only when something is really bad and I know it's not good to donate my energy...I work here for Jos ( I do everything is possible for me ) ..
I can count on my fingers how many times I had something and it was only at the beginning, I know they give priority to newbies but from what I see, they are always in contact with others even if they are older...I talk to the gods, sometimes not because I don't have much to talk about so I just focus on them and kind of "send" a good feeling...just to make it clear that I'm there even if I don't have anything to say...I've always celebrated my achievements with them, I've never looked for them only when I needed something...why it seems like I'm always left out...I know they're busy and can't spend their time on silly things but I'd also like a bit of attention, a bit of contact...and I've already asked for it.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Everyone has a cool story with some god, who dreamed of something or saw something, they feel the energy of etc etc etc...What's my problem? I know that no one meditates all day long and it's not even recommended because it can be overwhelming...I meditate, I SWEAR ON EVERYTHING that I donate my energy every day, hardly a day goes by without donating, only when something is really bad and I know it's not good to donate my energy...I work here for Jos ( I do everything is possible for me ) ..
I can count on my fingers how many times I had something and it was only at the beginning, I know they give priority to newbies but from what I see, they are always in contact with others even if they are older...I talk to the gods, sometimes not because I don't have much to talk about so I just focus on them and kind of "send" a good feeling...just to make it clear that I'm there even if I don't have anything to say...I've always celebrated my achievements with them, I've never looked for them only when I needed something...why it seems like I'm always left out...I know they're busy and can't spend their time on silly things but I'd also like a bit of attention, a bit of contact...and I've already asked for it.

The likely answer to this is either low energy sensitivity or relationship-based negative karma. It is possible for subconscious blockages to exist and the fact that you are expressing what you are now can be a sign of this. The idea in your head that they may be somehow unfairly ignoring you is itself a blockage which can create "friction" with your reception of their attention.

My advice would be to pick a God that you are most attracted to and intentionally try to develop a relationship. By drawing their energy into yourself, and by doing this consistently, this will make it easier to sense them and will help overcome any feelings of discomfort or distance.

The problem is more on your end, not theirs, but it is not always about how much you try. It is likely that you are already trying enough and they recognize you for this, but difficulties in perception or relational channels are making it hard for this be felt.

Don't worry, because this can be overcome, but try to avoid feelings of anger or questioning yourself get in the way of this. Some of this may occur as you break the negative karma, but try to understand this from a bird's eye, objective view, rather than imagine it as "real", as if the Gods would really treat you unfairly, because this is not actually the case.