The Gods #75881 I would like an answer, so I will know about the guilt I carry

[AskSatanOperator]

Last year I needed a job (I don't need to pay household bills because I'm young) My father was calling me a failure and that he didn't know if I would actually get a job + my whole family, I was desperate about it So I asked the gods for a job, I created an aura to attract, magic work, everything and more, honestly I don't even know who brought me the job, but I was grateful with all my heart. Two weeks later I resigned. I didn't fit in there, I was still learning but something was there inside me that wasn't my place, the thing is that I took the first job that came my way just to show that I got a job for my family...but the thing is, I quit two weeks later. I felt extremely guilty, and if it was the gods who gave it to me? I probably looked like a coward in their eyes, one who doesn't accept things willingly. I still feel guilty (strongly) and I no longer have the courage to ask for help about employment even if I really need it.

 

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Last year I needed a job (I don't need to pay household bills because I'm young) My father was calling me a failure and that he didn't know if I would actually get a job + my whole family, I was desperate about it So I asked the gods for a job, I created an aura to attract, magic work, everything and more, honestly I don't even know who brought me the job, but I was grateful with all my heart. Two weeks later I resigned. I didn't fit in there, I was still learning but something was there inside me that wasn't my place, the thing is that I took the first job that came my way just to show that I got a job for my family...but the thing is, I quit two weeks later. I felt extremely guilty, and if it was the gods who gave it to me? I probably looked like a coward in their eyes, one who doesn't accept things willingly. I still feel guilty (strongly) and I no longer have the courage to ask for help about employment even if I really need it.

Try to readjust what you feel you have lost. Get even more power by meditating, adjust your affirmations, and maybe work with the Gods, there are rituals you can do, in addition to those of the Gods, this can also be helpful:

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[Henu the Great]

You could bite the bullet during a bad employment and look into another while working. Not everything in life is pleasurable and hardships build character. This way you can sustain yourself and be proud of yourself at the same time. Now you need to look for another workplace.

 

[arem]

Last year I needed a job (I don't need to pay household bills because I'm young) My father was calling me a failure and that he didn't know if I would actually get a job + my whole family, I was desperate about it So I asked the gods for a job, I created an aura to attract, magic work, everything and more, honestly I don't even know who brought me the job, but I was grateful with all my heart. Two weeks later I resigned. I didn't fit in there, I was still learning but something was there inside me that wasn't my place, the thing is that I took the first job that came my way just to show that I got a job for my family...but the thing is, I quit two weeks later. I felt extremely guilty, and if it was the gods who gave it to me? I probably looked like a coward in their eyes, one who doesn't accept things willingly. I still feel guilty (strongly) and I no longer have the courage to ask for help about employment even if I really need it.

if you fear they're disappointed now, just show them you are taking this as an opportunity to learn about yourself and do better. after all, personal and spiritual growth is what they are here to help us with.
you were put into an uncomfortable position and you couldn't take it. now you have a choice of curling up into a ball of shame, avoiding all of your problems, or saying "okay, i now see this is an aspect of my life and personality that has room for improvement. im gonna find the root cause and I'll do better" and let your actions show growth. im sure they'd be willing to help you and lead you futher

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Last year I needed a job (I don't need to pay household bills because I'm young) My father was calling me a failure and that he didn't know if I would actually get a job + my whole family, I was desperate about it So I asked the gods for a job, I created an aura to attract, magic work, everything and more, honestly I don't even know who brought me the job, but I was grateful with all my heart. Two weeks later I resigned. I didn't fit in there, I was still learning but something was there inside me that wasn't my place, the thing is that I took the first job that came my way just to show that I got a job for my family...but the thing is, I quit two weeks later. I felt extremely guilty, and if it was the gods who gave it to me? I probably looked like a coward in their eyes, one who doesn't accept things willingly. I still feel guilty (strongly) and I no longer have the courage to ask for help about employment even if I really need it.

The Gods are so advanced they can know beforehand if the job they give to you is good for you or not, and developments associated with it.
Don't feel guilty. Also, family pressure is awful, don't try to satisfy THEIR wish but try to satisfy YOUR wish. I lived trying to make my family happy of my choices but... choices was not good for me, so at the end what I built on false expectations crumbled and I started from zero again, this time based on my desire. Long path and a lot of struggles, but worth the effort.

This happened to me: I asked help to a Demon for a thing X that I was unable to find for my lack of mental order. I was unable to put energies in the right direction so my workings and efforts had weak results and unpredictable outcomes. Then it happened, I found more than one thing X and each time I thought "the good one!". But I was unable to secure those X for me. Later on (this is still happening now as X is not mine yet) I understood that previous X were helping me to build my own idea of the good X for me. I confronted myself with wrong ideas I had in mind, based on false expectations.
I think the right X will come soon, and the Demon know which is the good X. At the end, I have been guided through experiences to work on myself preparing for the right X.

Maybe it's happening the same to you, you are understanding through experience what kind of job is good for you, and also confronting with family expectations.
At the end, don't worry, if a Demon gave to you that job, the Demon knew it was highly possible that you quit. I would just follow the flow of events.