AskSatanOperator
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Hello. For some reason I was forced to say that I am SS (I had, of course, another option... But it would have revealed my Satanism anyway, and on top of that - one more thing, so I chose the lesser of two evils). In general... I naively believed that they would accept me. That the person to whom I was forced to tell about this, maybe, would come over to my side himself... Maybe. But not only that, but they also told me that you are a sect. That "rape of women is accepted in your country, you sacrifice animals. And in general - would the "True Religion" hide, advise to hide everything? Unlike Christians..." (well, and so on...). I don't know... I'm two... Sorry, I'm lying - a year and ten months in SS. But either my faith was not enough (it would be very sad and painful for me to hear this...), or the person speaks very convincingly. So much so that the next day I almost completely believed him, and almost turned back, but shame before the Father and the Gods held me back, they did so much good for me... Because of someone's blindness and, by the way, my easy suggestibility, I am now wavering on the edge of the abyss. But I want to hold on and not fall back into the darkness of ignorance and false light. I want to believe again the way I believed... Help, I beg you - what should I do? I am already defeating my memory of those days, it seems I am forgetting them. It should help. At least, I am not as afraid, it seems, as then. But how can I revive my faith? Answer, please...