40 Day Challenge! (August 1st)

[Henu the Great]

Accountability post for today:

Last night, I did aura cleansing, aura of protection, and a little void meditation. Didn't do too well with the void last night.

Today, I did one 27-rep set of RTRs, and 1 Tetra and 1 Shattering. Aura cleansing, Returning curses, 100 Sowilo, aura of protection, and 4 minutes void meditation. It took a little over an hour. I was overwhelmed, struggled to keep count, and struggled to pronounce correctly, as I was trying to go as fast as I could.

Day 2 of 40 Day challenge is complete. Plan to do 40 Day program night meditations before going to sleep. That is to say, I'm combining this 40 Day Challenge with the 40 Day Program.

If you are struggling to keep count, consider the following:

It's easier to stay on count when you divide 9 by 3. So you do three times three, quite fast, and that equals one round of final rtr. Now, for this challenge we do 27x, so that would mean three rounds of 3 x 3. Pretty easy, right?

Another method to stay on count is to use this site: https://rtr.spiritualsatanism.org/

Downside is that you can't do the other rituals on that site, so you would need to open tetra and shattering rituals with paint or other such software for blotting.

And you can always slow down, even if just a tiny bit, to stay on count more easily.

You did not mention yoga. Are you doing it? Because by doing it you will have more energy to spend and you will not burn out as easily. By the sound of it you have jumped right into 3x final rtr, and that for 40 days straight can be tiresome. Really depends what kind of elementary composition you have (among other things), but that can be influenced.

 

[Demonic]

First day, let's go!

Unfortunately for me i wasnt able to start on 1st august,it was first day today,6 hours before new moon.I was busy on 1st of august so i m 7 days behind u guys. But i m here with rtrs and cleaning and will do full 40 days.
Anyways,the example of affirmation he gave with that affirmation one would only repel the negative energies that are directed to one self and wont clean the dirt and dross which are already there. So i modified it to something like "in a positive way for me i m completely clean and free of any and all negative energies,ill will,bindings,thoughtforms,hatred and destructive energies and constantly and continuously reppelling them and returning them to their senders".If anyone else wanna use it,it works really well

 

[Way_Seeker666]

Made a reply, lost it. No time. Time crunch, overtime. TL;DR, I'm a beginner, haven't done yoga yet. Barely time to make this post. Overtime at work. Long driving distance.

Fortunately, I have managed to keep up with the challenge. Day 4 of the challenge successfully completed, added 5 yogic breaths.

Got to go, no choice but to be terse, time is short.

Given that you're a beginner, don't try this challenge! Much more so with your heavy workload. You're going to do yourself harm by jumping right into such intensive spiritual practices. Do the FRTR at 9 reps each as usual and take the Surya reps down to maybe 27 or 36.

 

[Wayofthegods]

First day, let's go!

Unfortunately for me i wasnt able to start on 1st august,it was first day today,6 hours before new moon.I was busy on 1st of august so i m 7 days behind u guys. But i m here with rtrs and cleaning and will do full 40 days.
Anyways,the example of affirmation he gave with that affirmation one would only repel the negative energies that are directed to one self and wont clean the dirt and dross which are already there. So i modified it to something like "in a positive way for me i m completely clean and free of any and all negative energies,ill will,bindings,thoughtforms,hatred and destructive energies and constantly and continuously reppelling them and returning them to their senders".If anyone else wanna use it,it works really well

Glad you could join us none the less. Also the affirmation is not mine, its Maxines, it can be found here.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

 

[Wayofthegods]

I'm finally out of the overtime tunnel. Got some sleep, I've done all my meditations up to the current time. I'd made a post yesterday or the day before, I guess it didn't get approved, but in spite of lack of sleep, in spite of being broken down from overtime at work, I've managed to keep up. After having gotten some actual sleep, it was much much easier to do the meditations and RTRs.

Good job! If you feel it is too much, dial things back, though I dont think doing less then 100 Surya is necessary, as that has always been the standard. Do not fry yourself. If you feel alright, then continue. Our instructions have been 1-3 FRTRs. I doubt that 3 is going to hurt you, as people use to do 8-13 of them a day.

But go with how you feel.

 

[Tyrone1978]

First day, let's go!

Unfortunately for me i wasnt able to start on 1st august,it was first day today,6 hours before new moon.I was busy on 1st of august so i m 7 days behind u guys. But i m here with rtrs and cleaning and will do full 40 days.
Anyways,the example of affirmation he gave with that affirmation one would only repel the negative energies that are directed to one self and wont clean the dirt and dross which are already there. So i modified it to something like "in a positive way for me i m completely clean and free of any and all negative energies,ill will,bindings,thoughtforms,hatred and destructive energies and constantly and continuously reppelling them and returning them to their senders".If anyone else wanna use it,it works really well

The affirmation given is not for cleaning the dross. It's for Aura of Protection.

There is cleaning with the ball of light three times scanning and scrubbing and then tilting head before the SUUU-RRR-YAH vibrations.

I think you're still cleaning when vibrating but the affirmation given is for protection not cleaning because cleaning is all done beforehand.

 

[Wayofthegods]

I have fallen behind on my meditations. I need to do 3 sessions worth of 40-day program meditations and 2 sessions worth of RTRs. This is not counting tomorrow morning, which added on, makes 4 sessions of 40-day program meditations and 3 sessions of RTRs. All I would have to do to have not fallen behind like this is leave to go back home 2-3 hours earlier to do the meditations. Otherwise, I have to get up and go at an "early" enough time (for a 3rd shifter, maintaining sleep cycle) to head out, as my life is closely tied to one of my close family members, who is a 30-minute drive away. This is no excuse, as there's nothing stopping me from leaving 2-3 hours earlier, and that's pretty much what I'm going to have to do to ensure that I don't fall behind like this.

Taking the time to do the meditations in the limited amount of time I have to sleep, the limiter being that I need to get up to leave at some point during the day, is a significant cause of depleting my willpower to do the meditations. If I take the time to do the meditation, I might only get 3-4 hours of hours of sleep. Doing the meditations when I'm tired and just want to go to sleep just about gives me a nervous breakdown. Leaving earlier would solve that problem, at least while I'm not working.

TL;DR, I have fallen short, and as far as I'm concerned, I have failed the 40 day challenge. I can catch up and retain a "second-place" position by at least doing the same number of exercises, but I have failed to be consistent, the most important part of the challenge.

I humbly take responsibility and accountability before Satan and Lilith and all of Hell, for my failure. My ambitions are such that failure is not an option. I can't live with myself knowing that I'm not putting forth 110% effort. My vision puts me squarely in the position of being the adversary of the entire world, and I must shoulder the burdens of the world's hatred. I consider myself a living sacrifice to Satan, and I feel like failing to keep up with my spiritual exercises is an act of disrespect, as I am far more responsible for my failures than others who don't share my vision are. That is to say, it would be more forgivable if someone else who took this challenge made the same mistakes I did, if they don't share my vision.

I've been a dedicated Satanist for too long to have any excuse (about a year by now), I've been slacking for too long. There is no excuse for my incessant failure. I alone must bear the full brunt of the responsibility for my failures, but even more, in order for me to accomplish my vision, I must shoulder an even heavier burden, an almost unbearable burden. But I offer myself as a sacrifice, to create the Ubermensch, and I know that what I must shoulder to accomplish that is much harsher than I could possibly hope to bear, but I won't be able to live with myself if I give up on this vision. For these reasons, there is absolutely no excuse for me to fail. I feel that even one failure is a permanent mark against me, and I can't be forgiven, for once I slack off, it's too late to get that time back, and there's not much time left. I fully and humbly accept Satan's judgement, no matter what it is.

You are way over stressing yourself out. Either lower to what you can do. Or just check that day off. At the end of the 40 days. See how many days you missed. Even if you missed 10, that's 30 days of wrecking the enemy. Now you can see about doing better the next 40 days and so on.

Whether that means lowering, or just getting better at missing less days. This is just a training exercise.

Breathe.

 

[Demonic]

The affirmation given is not for cleaning the dross. It's for Aura of Protection.

There is cleaning with the ball of light three times scanning and scrubbing and then tilting head before the SUUU-RRR-YAH vibrations.

I think you're still cleaning when vibrating but the affirmation given is for protection not cleaning because cleaning is all done beforehand.

Yes,its more protection inclined than cleaning. It all comes down to personal prefrence in the end as how one wants to program energy. I program it to clean and send them back to senders,because i already use algiz multiple times during the day with higher reps for protection.

 

[Demonic]

I have fallen behind on my meditations. I need to do 3 sessions worth of 40-day program meditations and 2 sessions worth of RTRs. This is not counting tomorrow morning, which added on, makes 4 sessions of 40-day program meditations and 3 sessions of RTRs. All I would have to do to have not fallen behind like this is leave to go back home 2-3 hours earlier to do the meditations. Otherwise, I have to get up and go at an "early" enough time (for a 3rd shifter, maintaining sleep cycle) to head out, as my life is closely tied to one of my close family members, who is a 30-minute drive away. This is no excuse, as there's nothing stopping me from leaving 2-3 hours earlier, and that's pretty much what I'm going to have to do to ensure that I don't fall behind like this.

Taking the time to do the meditations in the limited amount of time I have to sleep, the limiter being that I need to get up to leave at some point during the day, is a significant cause of depleting my willpower to do the meditations. If I take the time to do the meditation, I might only get 3-4 hours of hours of sleep. Doing the meditations when I'm tired and just want to go to sleep just about gives me a nervous breakdown. Leaving earlier would solve that problem, at least while I'm not working.

TL;DR, I have fallen short, and as far as I'm concerned, I have failed the 40 day challenge. I can catch up and retain a "second-place" position by at least doing the same number of exercises, but I have failed to be consistent, the most important part of the challenge.

I humbly take responsibility and accountability before Satan and Lilith and all of Hell, for my failure. My ambitions are such that failure is not an option. I can't live with myself knowing that I'm not putting forth 110% effort. My vision puts me squarely in the position of being the adversary of the entire world, and I must shoulder the burdens of the world's hatred. I consider myself a living sacrifice to Satan, and I feel like failing to keep up with my spiritual exercises is an act of disrespect, as I am far more responsible for my failures than others who don't share my vision are. That is to say, it would be more forgivable if someone else who took this challenge made the same mistakes I did, if they don't share my vision.

I've been a dedicated Satanist for too long to have any excuse (about a year by now), I've been slacking for too long. There is no excuse for my incessant failure. I alone must bear the full brunt of the responsibility for my failures, but even more, in order for me to accomplish my vision, I must shoulder an even heavier burden, an almost unbearable burden. But I offer myself as a sacrifice, to create the Ubermensch, and I know that what I must shoulder to accomplish that is much harsher than I could possibly hope to bear, but I won't be able to live with myself if I give up on this vision. For these reasons, there is absolutely no excuse for me to fail. I feel that even one failure is a permanent mark against me, and I can't be forgiven, for once I slack off, it's too late to get that time back, and there's not much time left. I fully and humbly accept Satan's judgement, no matter what it is.

Chill out man. Take a breath. It was not a challenge to judge someone.
You can always restart it on correct planetary positions. Dont overstress urself. Just do 40 early in the morning and before bed it u low on time. Or even lower. Just dont feel down man. You got this!

 

[Tyrone1978]

The affirmation given is not for cleaning the dross. It's for Aura of Protection.

There is cleaning with the ball of light three times scanning and scrubbing and then tilting head before the SUUU-RRR-YAH vibrations.

I think you're still cleaning when vibrating but the affirmation given is for protection not cleaning because cleaning is all done beforehand.

True.

I've never used any runes before for cleaning or protection. Surya is a first for me.

I feel better for using surya, more joyful and clean feeling.

Yes,its more protection inclined than cleaning. It all comes down to personal prefrence in the end as how one wants to program energy. I program it to clean and send them back to senders,because i already use algiz multiple times during the day with higher reps for protection.