AskSatanOperator
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i have recently turned 18 and wanted to ask what the spiritual implications of taking estrogen and testosterone blockers are for someone who was born as a male. the reason for this is partly because i do not want to age like a male, i am proud of the fact that i grew up as a male and that i possess a masculine intellect, but i still do not wish to proceed with all of the secondary sex characteristics that i already mostly developed, my body is slowly ruining itself. i can tell that i would greatly regret not doing this as early as possible and i plan on consulting with an endocrinologist. it is not because i delusionally wish to become a female, it is more so, to look more feminine "pretty" instead of masculine pretty and look more gender neutral (not like a retarded leftist), i really dont want to develop any breasts at all, i could not give less of a shit if people consider me a female or not, i dont need validation. so in general, i am interested in knowing more about what implications various pharmaceuticals would have on my energetic body, kundalini etc. i dont want to change the way i think and i dont want to have mood swings but both are often consequences of a radical change in hormones and subsequently neurochemicals. if any of you could help me in regards to any spiritual workings i could do i would greatly appreciate it whether it be squares or meditations etc.
i will not be able to respond to any answers because i wish to stay anonymous for now. thank you.
i will not be able to respond to any answers because i wish to stay anonymous for now. thank you.