Baroness Blossom said:
It's very nice
Can I use regular rosary? because my parents can suspect with my making rosary out of nowhere.
I don't know how old you are, but if you're over 12 years old, not having your own phone is so dangerous these days. Parents try and be so strict and only put their children in more danger. :roll: All they have to do is put parental controls on it, and it's fine.
I guess I was lucky I had such open hearted parents because they realised pretty early on I was going to do what I want, with their permission or without. I wish more parents realised that it eventually gets to this.
I wouldn't recommend using a christian rosary, since it defeats the purpose of mala beads (more beads = more reps), also the energy is just rotten and useless, so you're going to have to wait on that one. You can still do repetitions for workings without it, it is just a tool that helps.
one working where you don't need beads: https://satanslibrary.org/ProsperityRitual.html
or a group prosperity working: https://satanslibrary.org/ProsperityRitualRunes.html
Perhaps you could get a "learning hebrew" book from the library because that's not really suspicious. You could copy the letters initially and leave them in the book as a reference (yes they have bad energy but if this is the way you have to do it, you have to do it), then use the rest of the journal to redraw, do repetitions and destroy. You can scrunch the pages up and throw them in the bin. You can draw some pictures in there and pretend you're scribbling out artwork. The possibilities are endless really.
You could ask Asmodeus to protect your items as he helps guard important posessions, which imo will be necessary.
Putting things in a zipped up backpack/school backpack is a place where they don't usually check.
You can even make your own working for freedom which would be quite useful. Most workings have x10 vibrations per rune.
Some runes you could use:
Fehu - Prosperity, expansion, power over your environment.
Uruz - Freedom, inciting action
Raidho - Inspires travel/adventure
Wunjo - Counters disheartenment
Then make your own affirmation, ("I am" not "I will be") something like "I am free to do as I please, to travel where I please, I am completely free and liberated, present and future/now and forever."
Ultimately though, your parents will usually have the final say until you are 16, or even 18 in most countries. Please try to remain civil and understand they think they are doing what's best for you, even if they are completely wrong. You might want to consider getting a job as soon as possible to start saving yourself some money to move/buy yourself resources. It will be hard but please know we are all here to support you.
Lastly please don't be afraid to ask for help from Demons themselves.
This page is really useful for this: https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HELP.html
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Lenormand is a simple deck with simple symbology/meanings, I think that's why I favoured it over rider waite (before I found out it was jewish). It is great for beginners IMO, because it takes less time to learn whole suits and it is very intuitive, can help you sharpen those senses. I am also the type of person to prefer simplicity where I can get it (my brain processes it better).
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