You need to focus on power meditation. Dont focus on your depressed feelings your sucking out your lifeforce. Meditate. As a brother trust me. Do it and when you start noticing little things KEEP meditating. You need patience and the will power to change. When your ready and it might and most...

Ever since he came into my life its gotten so much better im so much stronger.

Are you exaggerating? I kind of did when I dedicated. But to myself ha.. well youre dedicated. Just read the JoS page and learn from there youll learn a lot.. I did.. Start doing power meditations if you havent.

There is no deal.. Go to JoyofSatan.org and read it thoroughly. You cant just demand to see him and give him your soul for whatever it is you want.. _< It takes time and a lot of patience

Its disturbing..

ASMR? it feels like an orgasm that passes down from the crown to the base (chakras) It feel amazing when something triggers it.. how does it flood the sense of pleasure? could somebody give me their own explanation and if your comfortable, what triggers that feeling onto you?

I find it invigorating from experience, the other methods definitely work to.

Use self hypnosis. Feed your sub concious positive thoughts

Youll learn in time what power emotions can carry. And selfish people?? Let them be what you need is to learn how to control and use your emotions.

Ive been dedicated over a month. I found the JoS page 2 years ago and read everything over and over. I eventually got a black book and wrote every meditation. Ive been tortured by Xians most of my life but it didnt suck my life force. as I mediate more ill grow and understand more. Right now im...

By facing it. Rising above it. Conquering it. Releasing it.

Hi im a dedicated spiritual satanist. ill be joining conversations of interest and just getting to know the family! :) HAIL SATAN

When that day comes and we unite together.. it will be amazing.

Theres no need to do that. Their bioelectricity energy is beyond ours . try invocation with your GD youll see.. Keep your energy use it. Manipulate it. Dont release it.