I lost faith in our Lord Lucifer. I was foolish and wanted to be friends to those without. But life started getting worse and worse and soon I started hating life altogether. Then somehow I came across the thought of our Lord Lucifer and I reread the Al Ji-Wah and suddenly I understood. And I...

Oh my....what do you do if you HAVE one, but you didn't ask for it? Its kinda scary to be honest. It doesn't want me to have any friends over...it just wants me for his own...he sometimes comes into my dreams as well...and he'll do stuff to me in my dreams...and I'll feel it when I wake up...he...

--- In [email protected], "Metal" <slytherin58@... wrote: --- In [email protected], "Laurel" <blackandwhitefantasy@ wrote: If heat is usually the sign of daemon presence, why is it that whenever my daemon guardian visits I get a cold feeling almost like ice cold...

If heat is usually the sign of daemon presence, why is it that whenever my daemon guardian visits I get a cold feeling almost like ice cold breath near my neck or forehead? Is that normal? Are there different kinds of daemons like in legend? Its soothing to me and makes me fall asleep easier...

I told my mother I was Satanist out of revenge and now she won't get off my back about it. As some of you already know, I have a christian family that liked to force their religion onto people, and they believe in baptism and stupid sh*t like that. My mom thinks I summon demons (which I DON'T)...

Just curious cause you seem to know about auras...my aura is always a really really REALLY light purple...like a milky white that is barely tinted purple...do you know what that means? My ex-boyfriend said something about innocence or something...I'm not sure...

Ok. So apparently my two older sisters used a ouiji board in my room when I was like 5 years old. After that I always sensed spirits in my shed, the living room, and in my room. It took until maybe a year or two ago to get used to them being there, and I eventually realized they didn't mean to...

No I just meant it was LIKE flirting...like the kind of energy was flirtatious I guess...I mean I know it was Lucifer once or twice...but to me the energy given off from whoever it is is really flirtatious. Before I became Satanist I talked to a Warlock about some things and I told him about...

Something similar happened to me. Only I was brought to a room I've never seen before and everything just spinned into a vortex thing that was really colorful and everything seemed to fade away then I sorta fell back into my 'body' and someone was sitting there smiling at me like I was a "cute...

After I dedicated my soul to Satan through my Astral Temple I felt someones lips press to my ear and someones body laying on top of mine (Like I felt squished) and I heard a faint whisper saying "You're under my wing now." For the next five to ten minutes I felt like I couldn't move, and when I...

I agree, I have a "ghost companion" and I'm sorry to say, I don't like it. I mean he follows me EVERYWHERE and it makes me paranoid. If I could pass it onto someone else PLEASE TAKE HIM. I'd rather have a daemon companion at least daemons WON'T try to fuck with my head. Personally I think ghosts...

Yes its normal. Sometimes its scary at first, but you have to learn the meaning of it before you jump to conclusions. I have two daemon friends and sometimes when I'm sleeping they will feed me 'blood' and I will see it flow into my mouth. At first I thought they were teasing me about the...

Thanks. Last night my mother made me go to a church christmas party and when I refused to pray and left the room they tried to force me into it. If I "pray" to jehova because my family forces it, is there anyway I could just pray to God instead? Like while we hold hands and pray I can change the...

I talked to Satan maybe three times. Once right after I dedicated my soul to him but it was a very short conversation. And the other times were before I dedicated my soul to him telling me that what I believed about him was right and to listen to my mentor. I'm not what most would consider a...