OMG... I'm not scared to do it at all anymore...I've said that.. I have no fear or doubts about dedicating. And I do have all the materials.... I just need to find the right time to do it, ill do the aura of protection, and I don't carelessly leave my satanic items around just so you all would...

You make it sound like it so incredibly easy, it's not, and I'm not trying to hinder myself from dedicating or maintaining some kind of negative mindset, I am trying. I'm just trying to be careful and smart about it. Yes in a way I need to stop second guessing and "just do it" but I KNOW That...

I've been kind of doing meditations and all without being dedicate because I felt like I wasn't really ready and didn't feel like a very strong satanists. But now I'm coming to realize it isn't enough, all I'm doing now is not enough and I'm just sitting in boiling water because I'm probably...

I agree with everything Sammy said except for the meat part. We humans are omnivores and have to consume both veggies and fruits as well as meat, and can't really function long enough without any consumption of meat, even if there were non meat, veggie based (or whatever) alternatives. I...

I just finished watching a video called "The Pyramid Code". It was pretty interesting, and was talking about a great majority of what you all are talking about here and more. Since December 21, 2012. In my personal opinion we are entering the Age of Aquarius (please correct me if I'm wrong)...

I seem to be shuddering every several moments, it's like what the Xians would call catching the "holy spirit" or "holy ghost" it would start with this feeling creeping up inside me or my back and rushing upwards. This started the time this xian woman from my mom church came and talked for a bit...

Yessss, I too had this problem before while meditating, especially when I first started out, I don't know if you have any existing back problems, but for me I was able to solve this with practicing Yoga, alot of stretching out the muscles,I was really stiff then, in time the back pains begin to...

You all truly have been helpful!!!! I thank you all so much, I am very thankful for your kind words and wisdom, it shows that you all do care. I've found a way to meditate in the shower, strangely it's the only time and place I feel safer and can't hear my family, sometimes I end up staying in...

Can this explain why I have deep trouble trying to be in tune with my soul? Problems with meditating and other spiritual and intuitive things? I had a "christening" when I was a baby, and was baptise some months before becoming a satanists. It seems like the effects of Christianity has really...

Thank you, your response was most helpful, I notice the fluctuating feelings I get when Don't meditate at all or long enough, sometimes I get mix emotions at certain times, and other times I actually do feel something and its very hard to recreate the feeling and get it to happen again. But I...

I'm not goning to lie I've fell off with meditation, but still doing a bit of yoga, I've been feeling so much negative now... Let me a bit more detailed about my life scenario. I am a 20 year old female living with my parents in a 2 bedroom, 1 bath house. I share a room with my 18 year old...

OMG, this is so depressing... I consume a great majority of this stuff, and don't even have a job yet to buy my own food and such :( it's fucked up how many things in this world prohibits spiritual growth it's just so insane!!! Hail Father Satan!!!

Hello, I was searching for extended detailed explanations for each of the 7 chakras and came upon this site: http://www.aboutmeditation.com/beginners-guide-chakras/ I understand that most things in meditation and yoga are corrupted in this modern day and some things are added on or twisted...

I'm on the same boat as Tiago, the only difference is I have yet to dedicate. =/

I really want to dedicate and have bought all the major items I need to dedicate. I have several problems though... 1)I don't have my own room, my mom doesn't work anymore and school is out so my sisters are always around. (Absolutely NO privacy almost never). 2)I'm very shy of needles, so...

Ok so I've done some reading on errant thought forms and past life and a whole lot of other things that have to do with thoughts and finding out who you are. I'm new to Satanism and its really, really hard. I'm never was really an intuitive person or was "sensitive" , though I had days and even...

Thank you for the reply, it solved my problems, I know now what to do, thank you soo much :). Hail father Satan!

I want to practice inner purification before starting meditation. I know that my mind is filled with clutter, it feels cluttered. And I want to declutter my mind while gradually achieving inner purity. I want to be more positive. And catch myself sometimes saying negative things and thinking...

I don't really want to type up a life story but all I know is that I'm done with Christianity after seeing from a clear view point what it has really done to my family, and usually those that I know that are really into Christianity all share the same characteristics being self-righteous, judge...