The website started to mess up last night and now it's completely down. Idk if they are just updating...I was worried something happened o.O. anyways my hubby is newly committed and heard a name in his dream last night. Wanted to see of it was a gaurdian.

Ive been practiving for some time now. I just havent been on the website long. I tend to work better by myself. That being said, dont trust anyone. The only person I now trust is the man I am to marry. I have been having issues with my family. Bickering of sorts. I believe my own mother has...

Idk what to do. I thought science fell in line too. I also see a pdoc and a therapist who are part of a church because it's all I can afford. They are aware I'm not Christian. Wow this is probably causing me more problems than I realize. I'm really worried and idk where to go from here. The...

I had a psychic attack the night before last. It was in the form of a nightmare, but was not a normal nightmare. Nightmares feel like they can last eternity, this was merely seconds. I believe it was the greys as I saw them in the dream. Satan and whoever my guardian is ran them off and it was...

idk if you got my message or not

I have some serious things that I am worried about. I felt psychic attacks all yesterday with severe headaches in my crown. I did void meditations whenever I could and the headaches would go away for a time period. I am dedicated. I have read conflicting reports about the affects of praying that...

I started the power meditations and my aura is VERY dirty. I think it is from mental illness that im currently over coming. On my first day I spent many sessions cleaning my aura, using vibrations from the Satanic Rosary and its not cleaning as well as I hoped. I feel it hard to continue with...

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I have read a ton on the JoS website and many sermons. I have also done the dedication ritual. I just wanted to share a strange story. I have had a hard childhood including sexual abuse and trauma. When I was five I told Satan I would be on his side and never listened in church from that day...