I love my demon love so much. i wont ever leave him. I spoke to him about how i am feeling and he makes my heart feel better. I would never find anyone like him in this world and i know i wont be happy or love anyone else that's not him. I love him and want to make him happy. I wouldn't be...

Hi.. How's you all? I keep dream desiring and wishing i to have kids and a family now. But i feel like i really cant because I have a demon lover and in monogous relationship with him for 3 years now. And i know it's not possible to have kids with them. But this desire has being following...

Hi there. Cut them out of your life since they dont respect you at all. I have learned from experience that Christians may stop bothering you after telling them to stop, but they'll come back again and again. They dont care about boundaries when it comes to their false beliefs. They'll push it...

I appreciate this!❤ It's better than the xtian poems we had to sing to as well. I remember when i was small in school. We had to sing xtian songs and poems to a human hating "god" If they see one of us not singing along, they force/make us sing which is sick. I was lazy and bored of it so i...

It's beautiful! ❤Thank you for sharing with us!

was also in the position where i had to stare at a screen all day when i was working. And that was heavy duty. There are some things you can improve with healthy habits. Let me tell you what made my eyes like that as well and brain. # coffee # sugar # not drinking enough water # not eating...

I dont live in the Northern Hemisphere. The dates are different for South Africans, Australia and so on.

A beautiful Poem : When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but dont You quit! Life is...

Hi! How are you guys doing? Stay focused. Stay empowered. Stay strong. Stay successful. Stay reminded. Stay happy and positive. 24 Quotes/sayings for your Journey All from Success Insider : "Believe you can, and you're halfway there!" "The version of You in 5 years will be so Proud that you...

Are you asking HP Sir? Why? I don't understand. Am confused now.

Hi Hi Pay attention to signs and be open to them when you searching for your guardian or doing any methods to find them. # You can contact Andras to show you a sign if he is your guardian. I also did this with Azazel to ask if he was my guardian and to show me a sign. He gave me a big sign the...

Nuuuu.. I am not gonna make a new account just for a username change. Nevermind. I'll learn to get used to my username. Yes

Happy Samhain Everyone!! On my side Thanks you Sir HP. Will try doing rituals. I am currently not well and have no energy due to season changes and winters arrival. Do what you can, everyone!

Hi how can i change my username? Can i please change my username to VibrantSun666 I kinda hate my current username. I'll miss it so much though. But it makes me feel uncomfortable.

Hi guys How's it going? I just wanted to ask how to attract a job? What kinda simple working worked best for you? What is the fastest way? Sorry i haven't being here for long. I've being doing self work and trying to improve things in my live and life got abit hard.

Hi there Fuchs! Thank you for your response. I didnt know that was a lucid dream lol. thank for link to the meaning of colors. I didn't know the meaning of white gold is there as well under the meaning of the Gold color.

Hi there ! Thank you for reminding me to exercise again. I've being off exercising because i have to be careful with my weight since i drop quickly and I'm underweight. Yoga also makes me drop weight. But I'm learning now again to do light Cardio and just every second day and just to start...

Hi HP and everyone. Just one question though. What about Abaddon ? In the high ranking demons section, it also said Abaddon is also know as Apollyon. Then i feel bad calling him Apollyon if it is a bad name when i talk to him.

Hi there Bros and Sis. May you be blessed with great strength and patience and great days to come. I have question. Hoping you have time to read. ☆☆☆☆☆ Do you get different color wings ? If so, how can i intepret the meaning of the color ? Because i see Gods/esses have different color...

Thank you thank you for your response and it's very helpful too. :) I thought it's because I'm a highly sensitive soul which i am. So i can feel things strongly and deeply than most people. But also learned and discovered i have a strong powerful mind. I've seen it when using my mind powers as...

Hi there. How's you all ? Hope you doing great. I'm doing good so far. ^_^ I got a question too. Hope you have time to read and politely post a comment too and be kind. ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ Is this normal ? Am i making the right choices ? I get those times i feel too sensitive to meditation that...

Same here i get that. Mine was severe though. I had to back away from everything because it was lasting for too long. So i practiced mindfulness meditation(using the sense) which helped my brain come back to the present and to be here. And absorbed a little energy from the earth so i can...

So i made a video on Spiritual Satanism from joyofsatan many months ago. And i totally forgot about it. But i see people actually liked it and it was shared by other people as well. You are more than welcome to share it some more. https://youtu.be/jDoFv_hLy_M Well i have being busy these...

Thank you for posting this. ^^ i needed the reminder how important it is to spend time with your gd. Because i always keep endlessly searching and searching for who my gd is and i still feel i haven't found him/her. So i was stuck in the obsession phase of searching that i couldn't get myself...

Thank you ! This is what i really need. Just have to get some carrots and plan and start preparing. And drink water when i crave. But i dont do gums since it's not good for the stomach if you know what it does.

Is there any other methods i can try ? I tried that method twice but it didnt work for me. I think it was a year ago before i saw this method, when i tried the pendulum method. After that and during it, An image of Azazel kept appearing strongly and repeatedly in my mind's vision. It kept...

I wanted to ask if i should go cold turkey or reduce ? Because i heard 2 people died from nicotine withdrawals from my 2 friends who lost their mothers to it because they went cold turkey. So I am abit afraid. Even someone died in my neighborhood from going cold turkey from drinking alcohol...

I'm glad my post approved. And i really appreciate it that you took your time to read and telling me how you think. I just want to help others and to better others as well by sharing my journey as well. I know it's a challenging journey but it's so worth it! Always remind yourself that you can...

I wanted to post this after being through a harsh time with enemy attacks and threats and they tried to kill me twice as well because i keep on fighting and i feel their anger gets worse and also i noticed when you at the bottom trying to get back on track again, the enemy will try and keep you...

I see nothing wrong with it. Go for it ! In fact I do something similar. I just visualize and feel white gold scorching light engulfing the earth and burning and destroying the enemy's curses upon the Earth. And after wards, I feel and visualize Earth clean and healthy. You are doing well.

Hi. I doubt your Dedication Ritual can fail even if you didnt do it perfectly. It's what comes from your heart and your intent. That's important. So dont worry about it. It worked anyway. :)

Here are a little of my experience: When I thought I definitely fractured my left heel. I was in a lot of pain. It got worse and worse over weeks and I didn’t have money for a doctor or pain pills. I couldn’t walk anymore. Or sleep well. It spread to my ankle and to my whole foot. At night I...

Hi there Brothers and Sisters. Sorry I can't think of a good topic name. Here it goes : I dont want to get in to many details. So a dream led me to contact Abaddon and asking if it was him who was trying to contact me. (there were words that appeared in that dream that led to a name) I...

Oh Thank you so much for letting me know! Lol I feel so much better now.

I got issues with posting. I know i haven't said anything wrong. I asked important questions on rituals and about fighting for Satan. And just replied with a simple gratitude and praise to you on another forum. None of them went through lol. So now I'm confused.

Why doesn't none of my posts go through which i posted on the 6th ? And they were important questions. And i haven't said anything wrong so i dont understand. But if I did, how I am supposed to get feed back and learn? Do posts get lost in this forum ? Is it because of the forum update that...

Thanks man I'll do what I can with my energy and the time I have. I stress abit about Void of Course Moon. Do you think I can do the rituals during it or just wait till it passes ? I hate the anxiety I have with astrology :/ I really dont like waiting and I have fire and I love to take action.