So. I haven't been the most active member here, and I want to change that. Lately I've been working on myself and taking care of my health and for the first time in my life I really feel like I can change my ways. I'm still no where near being a perfect Satanist but. I have one vice that I can't...

You joined on the 4th. I highly doubt you were ever apart of this community. But you're more than welcome to peruse the website.

I don't want to sound like I'm complaining or anything. I try to avoid the forums tbh because a lot of people here seem really hostile for some reason. I can understand though, after seeing a lot of stupid comments and threads being put up. But I've tried to make a thread a couple times, and...

I am extremely relieved you did this, because I couldn't access the site for a bit. And what with the purge going on at the moment, I thought the site got taken out for good. Thank you for taking the time to do that!

Okay Loki this is like maybe my third post. But people tell you all the time that a lot of the stuff you post here is Jewish pseudo science and when asked to cite your sources or even explaining why you think the way you do. You completely ignore it, go take advantage of naive people somewhere else.

Hey thanks man that's already been taken care of. I'm just struggling to quit the ganja and remembering to do the meditations and RTR. I just find it odd that I don't really feel anything when I try meditating sober :/ I think that's just from my past when I was one of those psychonaut retards...

I'm not sure if this has been asked before. I had some limited meditation practice but what exactly should a neophyte focus on? I want to help and contribute with RTR's but I've also heard you should meditate and protect yourself beforehand? Should I just do void meditation for a while or can I...

Hi I'm gonna hop into your thread bud I'm new myself. And I think you're absolutely right about Kundalini. I'm not sure if that was truly what I experienced as at the time I was doing a lot of drugs and psychedelics. But doing this stuff on your own is very dangerous and that experience was the...