After some consideration I have decided to follow through with this. My pain is far too much to bare. I dream of her laughing at me every night, and overcome with constant rage during the day- I'm punching brick walls every day until my knuckles bleed. I've realized the only way I can move on is...

Long story short- it appears I'm shadow banned from any and all dating apps. No matter what I do, or whenever I make an account with any app, bumble, tinder, hinge, badoo etc. I never find any matches or our conversations are cut short. Not to sound full of myself, but I'm a very good looking...

I suppose you're right. I guess I'm caught up on the chemistry we did have that seemed to be very real- and the potential if she wasn't so fucked up in the head. I doubt everything was contrived by her, considering all the money she spent on me when we first started dating + some very real...

Yup. I fell for her antics hook like and sinker. There definitely was a part of her that cared for me- but there was that manipulative and spiteful side that was out to get me as well. Was as if the two sides of her were at odds with each other. Continuing to learn more and expand my knowledge...

It is.

Thank you for your understanding... I've been beginning to learn more and more since I've joined- excited to begin and expand my knowledge and practice. Beginning my mediation toady.

There's a wealth of useful information here. Learning a lot already. Thank you. I'd like to be able to use magick to enslave her heart to me, make her fall in love with me- the same way she did to me. Could I use the black magick in this article to achieve that- or would I need to utilize a...

Easier said than done. I don't take kindly to my emotions being fucked with. I'd rather create some immediate closure.

New to all of this. Was led here on a whim in search for meaning- after a painful situation which left me feeling like I'm one of a rare breed of people on this planet, someone who actually has empathy. Someone who is actually "real", in a world full of fake people, liars, deceivers...