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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    It seems the person I was talking to was way further gone than I realised, and is gone in a more literal sense as well now. Honestly, it's things like this why I can't stand most transgender people. Well, all the more reason to change. I still hope that elaborating honestly about my experience...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I meant that it would be no overstatement, not understatement. I get those words mixed up a lot, it seems.
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    If you've ever had a sexual dream where you felt everything vividly and reached orgasm, then you should be able to understand. There is no actual physical stimulation in that case, and yet it feels just like physical touch; just like what me and my partner do. That's something the mind is...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    You're right, I was just saying that because I didn't agree with the term twin-soul or two-spirit, since I'm only one person with one Soul. And what these things were like in ancient times doesn't really matter to me anymore, since I'm alive in this modern age now. But upon reading it again, I...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    It seems you misunderstood my situation so I'll try explaining it more explicitly. I have vaginal sex with my partner almost every day, just not physically. I used to do it in-between lifetimes as a ghost, so after I dedicated and started meditating it was mainly just a matter of remembering how...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    You're right, there may still be some useful information in the things he wrote. Although when it comes to a controversial topic like this, it's hard to take anything anyone says about it as more than just an opinion in the first place. I'm sorry for misunderstanding your points and responding...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I think it can go either way in regards to the purity of masculine/feminine energy. Ideally, the masculine energy burns the dross away while the feminine energy deflects it and washes it away, but if there are problems then it can be as though the masculine energy kindles the dirt while the...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I wondered if it was uncalled for to write so much, but I just felt like reminiscing the good and bad moments of my time growing up, and figured I'd share it in case anyone was interested. Since you enjoyed reading it, I'm glad I shared it. It seems your reply went through this time. I read it...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I did read it before, but it was written by Mageson who was later exposed to be an infiltrator so I don't know how seriously to take it. But even besides that, that Twin Soul stuff never felt right to me personally. It could be that I just misunderstand it, but I know plenty of women who have a...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    When you put it in such a simple way, I'm reminded just how much I tend to overthink these things. Through spiritual growth, I overcame a lot of trauma and insecurities and was able to experience many new things, and because of that I understand a lot better now what I'm like. But as a...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    The health subforum can be a bit slow sometimes. If you responded to me as well, then I hope it goes through soon. In case you were curious if it was just a sexual thing for me based on the answers I gave, I decided to write a bit about my childhood to give you a better perspective of the...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I want to answer all of your questions properly and in full, so my reply might get a bit long. Just so you know in advance. I have an older brother, so I'm my mother's second. Klinefelter/XXY usually doesn't have many symptoms before puberty, although in my case I did have some motor...
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    Being Transgender/Feminization

    I opened up about this topic before, but since then I've had many more insights and I've come to peace with it more. Since topics like this are still active, I figured I might as well share my conclusions here again, just in case anyone is curious about my perspective. For starters, something I...
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    What causes transgender?

    I forgot to say earlier, but I read all of this post, and I understand what you mean now. I respect your choice of not accepting expressions of gratitude, but I feel like I would appear ungrateful if I don't thank you, and that makes me uncomfortable. As such, I will thank you for my own sake...
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    What causes transgender?

    I think you misunderstood what I meant; I did not take anything to an extreme. Also, I haven't noticed anyone ridicule me in this thread so far. If someone intended to, then I did not take it personally. If anything was directed towards me specifically, then I apologise for not noticing. When it...
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    What causes transgender?

    You're right. I was afraid of being ridiculed because of what I went through or because of the way I worded things, so I pre-emptively ridiculed myself and apologised. But that's no different from doing to myself what I was afraid of in the first place. It's not a good habit. You helped me...
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    What causes transgender?

    I see. Do I understand correctly that you are urging me to allocate more time to understand even the subtle nuances of my behaviour, no matter how inconsequential? When it comes to choices that affect me, I give them an immense amount of thought, probably more than most people would ever...
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    What causes transgender?

    I tried to clear up a misunderstanding with my previous post, but I feel like the answer I wrote might just cause more confusion. As I initially thought, the things I saw, felt and understood in those moments, as well as the matters of the past that led up to it, go deeper than I can explain...
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    What causes transgender?

    I never thought about it like that, and I did not think that you enjoy reacting to things at face value. I just thought that people get distracted by words too much and forget what things are really about sometimes; that's what it really looks to me when people have arguments. Until now I never...
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    What causes transgender?

    Although I found my own answers regarding the main topic of the thread, I'm still a bit curious about the similarities here, so I hope you don't mind if I stick around a little bit longer to chat with you specifically here. Does it sound familiar to you if I said that a certain individual used...
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    What causes transgender?

    Maybe I'm a bit too lenient with people exploding emotionally in a negative way. I guess it's just that I got used to it? I'm more interested in having a serious discussion than reacting to things at face value, so I usually just reply to the underlying feelings rather than the ugly way in which...
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    What causes transgender?

    I've been thinking and thinking so much that I forgot to look all this time. And yet, with a single look at my reflection, it all just makes sense now. Suddenly, all the answers I've been looking for all these years just came to me. I can't thank my Guardian enough. This always happens when I...
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    What causes transgender?

    So you believe that some people are "true trans" while others are just "trenders", right? Sure, there may be some people for who taking HRT is less of a bad idea than others. Recently, there's also a concept people refer to as a "body map" and I know from experience how awful it is when that...
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    What causes transgender?

    A single person doesn't get to decide on his own what words mean. By conventional definitions, what you describe is usually referred to as transsexual, while transgender is used to mean a lot of vastly different things. Even then, different people have different opinions about what each word...
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    What causes transgender?

    I don't know if it's okay to say all of this on here, but I don't have another way to contact you. I was wrong about you not knowing me, although I don't know if you remember me. I have to apologise to you properly, and I have to thank you properly for what you did. I knew the jew you...
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    What causes transgender?

    Although you say "of course", I think there can be value in exploding with emotions as well sometimes. If nothing else, it can get a person's feelings across, and for me it doesn't really make a difference since I'll understand the person's point and feelings either way, regardless of how...
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    What causes transgender?

    I want to go into more detail about the topic of surgery, since I doubt what I wrote earlier would be enough to satisfy you. This probably won't either, but honestly, I just want to get it all of my chest, regardless of whether or not you understand where I'm coming from. Shortly after I...
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    What causes transgender?

    I am pretty sure that you have me mixed up with someone else, as I'm relatively new here and don't have a reputation that warrants saying it's an honour to converse with me. I'm pretty sure I know who you're thinking of, though. I looked up other threads about this topic and that person often...
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    What causes transgender?

    Despite having talked to hundreds before in the hopes that I would find someone who understands, I couldn't find any transgender people I could relate to, so I can't tell you where it comes from in general. But I can tell you my story, using this throwaway so it doesn't interfere with...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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