--- In [email protected], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote: How do I pray to him? Its not like xian praying is it?

I have already committed to Father. But I still cant seem to do anything right. I started the training program but I had to stop cause I could not go into a trance without also going into a panic attack. I sometimes doubt my decision and when i get such thoughts I try my hardest to push them...

How do i tell me boyfriend im satanic? I mean.... whats an easy way of telling him. Hes been rasied catholic, but he does not really follow it anymore. I can tell we are gonna be together for awhile and this is the only thing i have not told him. I feel horrible. any suggestions?

I did the whole pendulum thing but.... it gave me a lot of mixed answers so i probably did not do it right. The only straight answer i got was "j". Is there a demon who's name starts with a j?

I would like to know how to contact Father and speak with him... It cant be as easy as simply speaking out loud as it was in the xians church can it? I have a few questions for him that im embarrased i even have to ask but the fact is that i do or i will never advance in anything. Please...

my ex is satanic as well, actually he is the one that opened my eyes to the truth. But we had a messy breakup,then became friends again and he seduced me into cheating on my current boyfriend. I recently left him again but im worried that since he is farther in the training program than me and a...

I still have a xian mindset when it comes to those that i have lost. I cant seem to shake the fact that my subconcious mind still thinks they went to "heaven". How can i fix this? It gets in the way... .<

I lost my older brother, the only real family ive ever had, two years ago. He was murdered, according to the police as the initiation to a gang. It was supposedly a random act of gang violence..... but anyways.. for a long time the only thing that got me through his death was the fact that he...

Ive started the traing program avidly, and i have done a lot of research. But after the first couple days, it started getting hard to meditate. My body WILL NOT sit still. I get sharp pains all over my body and i cant focus long enough to even steady my breathing. Is there anything i can do so...