well..i did the dedication..what next? i mean..now im an official satanist amnt i? so well now i wanna go further and become satanist as many of here are...so how do i start and where?
hi.
here is the problem.i feel bad..sad..down..because of the past...something in the past happened to me and i just cant let it go..past is kinda 10 years..LOL...partly i can let it go coz part of it is based on xianity but part of it just me for a looooong time.
trying to be what im not for...
Hi everybody.i did the dedication.so below im gonna describe what i did.what i did was:
0.i took a shower before starting .
1.took candles (the point is im foreign.so my parents brought some candles from home here,this candles were from christian church and there they make candles so that...
So.i decided to make it more clear coz its serious i mean music is serious.coz i cant stand listening to that shit that nowdays metal has.so here s what im looking for.
1.IT mustnt be Black Metal (coz i just dont really like it.sry :(
2.it can be trash metal but not going into BLACKTRASH...
well i need some help with findin music.as i figured out that even Metal music today is under the influence of xians...i listen to new metal and alternative and sometimes black and power metal.but the point is new and alternative metal bands today start to turn into shit that xians did to rock...
well.heres the problem.i love walking in the graveyard.its my favorite place just cause its so peaceful there.and once when went there my dad came there too just to see what the fuck was i doin.well i was just sitting on someones gravestone or smth.well i do that coz i dont give a shit whos...
--- In [email protected], "gothicsnjezana" <gothicsnjezana@... wrote:
My Boyfriend has insomania,i wish i had.i know its weird but i wish i didnt need to sleep all night...:(
hi whoever reads this.
my name is mari.i`m a girl.i`m 14.i`m not american.4 month ago i arrived to america(my family won a green card). i started like this just so you know.
so.i was raised in christian family,that always believed in god and all that stuff.my mom and dad are not that much in...