Since I dedicated myself in 2017 and discovered that I have some power, I have always waited for the right time to increase my intelligence. To increase my fighting ability. To increase my physical beauty. To increase every other characteristic of mine that I already possess greatly increased.
In my greed to want to achieve more than I already had in these areas, as if there was so much more to achieve, I lost my goals. I no longer knew what I really wanted. I didn't even know where to start and which ones I should prioritize because I didn't even know what to do.
But now I realized that I didn't want to improve my being pleasant to others since others already find me pleasant or the charisma I already had, it was never a matter of talent.
What I really wanted was vision. The vision of what exists, the understanding of how I could best use what I already had and not acquire it since it was already part of me. That was what I wanted, space in which to be, not simply to be.
So, without the slightest second thought, I officially declare the start today of my new Yoga and Meditation program that will empower my soul daily, and then use this power with a spell of EIHWAZ + PERTHRO + DAGAZ the same day. May God approve my choices, favoring them with compassion, guiding and correcting them as Zeus the Wise dictates.
In my greed to want to achieve more than I already had in these areas, as if there was so much more to achieve, I lost my goals. I no longer knew what I really wanted. I didn't even know where to start and which ones I should prioritize because I didn't even know what to do.
But now I realized that I didn't want to improve my being pleasant to others since others already find me pleasant or the charisma I already had, it was never a matter of talent.
What I really wanted was vision. The vision of what exists, the understanding of how I could best use what I already had and not acquire it since it was already part of me. That was what I wanted, space in which to be, not simply to be.
So, without the slightest second thought, I officially declare the start today of my new Yoga and Meditation program that will empower my soul daily, and then use this power with a spell of EIHWAZ + PERTHRO + DAGAZ the same day. May God approve my choices, favoring them with compassion, guiding and correcting them as Zeus the Wise dictates.
However, no. It is a bit long to study it in one hour lol