Workings #77012 Freeing 15 degrees Leo Sun

[AskSatanOperator]

My natal sun is in 15 degrees Leo, and I want to free it from its negative karma as it's conjuct Mercury (Rx), Lilith and MC. Should I approach this only using freeing workings, or using also Sun Squares would be effective?
In the case of the Sun Square, should I approach it as a freeing working? Example: " My natal Sun is completely free from negative karma and harmful expressions, now and forever".
I also don't understand how this degree might express in my life... Maybe regarding the father? My father was completely absent, and I never found a masculine parental figures, as I was always abused even sexually by all the men my mother choose. I also have a very strong personality, but it expresses always in a way that is not charismatic, and I know charisma is ruled also by the Sun. I am grateful for your answers.

 

[Schwarze Sonne]

First you should clean a lot your Aura, especially your Sacral and Solar Chakras, and start building a powerful AoP. Sexual abuses can create holes in ones Aura and you have to heal from that first. Take your time with this.

After that you can start empowering your Chakras and doing some Spiritual Sun Squares to strenghten your Natal Sun but not as a freeing working, just affirm "In a healthy way for me, the energies of my Natal Sun express harmoniously and positively, now and forever" or something like that.

If you have some traumas from those abuses you might consider doing an emotional healing working too, this one from HPS Lydia is very powerful:

Healing Psychological (etc) Damage

Posting this as I've recommended it to a few SS. The healthier we are in every way, the better our success, the better our future. You can do a few cycles of 40 days, or one 90 day working, or whatever you feel you need. This is best done when the Moon is in Scorpio, as Scorpio rules...

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[Karnonnos [TG]]

I also don't understand how this degree might express in my life... Maybe regarding the father? My father was completely absent, and I never found a masculine parental figures, as I was always abused even sexually by all the men my mother choose. I also have a very strong personality, but it expresses always in a way that is not charismatic, and I know charisma is ruled also by the Sun. I am grateful for your answers.

Yes, it relates to the father or 'father role' (lack thereof). 15 or 25 degrees Leo Sun or Saturn or IC/MC, sometimes even Uranus, can relate to that subject of CSA easily. The 15 and 25 degrees Leo/Aquarius can relate to a gamut of nasty things like this that cause trauma. I have seen that again, and again. You will also want to look at your fourth house, Moon, something is clearly off there.

I personally would focus on cleansing your Solar Chakra and empowering it, along with the Base (be careful of using the Saturn Square in your situation right now, perhaps try Nauthiz instead).

Do not jump to pushing out too much negative karma until you are strong enough to handle this. Munka is generally best for this.

 

[AskSatanOperator]

Yes, it relates to the father or 'father role' (lack thereof). 15 or 25 degrees Leo Sun or Saturn or IC/MC, sometimes even Uranus, can relate to that subject of CSA easily. The 15 and 25 degrees Leo/Aquarius can relate to a gamut of nasty things like this that cause trauma. I have seen that again, and again. You will also want to look at your fourth house, Moon, something is clearly off there.

I personally would focus on cleansing your Solar Chakra and empowering it, along with the Base (be careful of using the Saturn Square in your situation right now, perhaps try Nauthiz instead).

Do not jump to pushing out too much negative karma until you are strong enough to handle this. Munka is generally best for this.

Yes. I have actually Moon conjunct Zosma, and Uranus Rx in 4th house. I had a very strange childhood, but I believe Satan was always with me because I sublimated all my pain in a reflective nature, developed quite a strong character, and did the possible from a very young age, alone, to detach myself from my parents, even through legal matters.
Reading your reply I am amazed in discovering that I was guided months ago to clean my third chakra with very special attention. I performed for almost 6 months now the Shrim mantra working, and now I feel like starting with Wunjo. I feel like there is something in my identity/ego that needs to be healed.
I am grateful for your reply, and the great insights about the 15 and 25 degrees. I will follow all your advices.
Zeus bless you.