#76980 I made a big mistake.

[AskSatanOperator]

A few years ago, I was in a state of loneliness and sexual excitement and contacted a certain entity through a pendulum. (Asked if there was someone who wanted to be with me in a loving/sexual way.)

When I felt a sexual touch, I naively believed that it was a reward from Satan, the Succubus.

In my defense, I can say that I asked 1000 times over the sigils of the gods - whether it is definitely from them, and whether it is a Succubus.

I got the answer - Yes, but apparently this essence can control the pendulum regardless of the location of the Sigil under it. Many times I masturbated and dreamed of feeling these touches, apparently strengthening my connection to “it”.

Now to the point and the problem - after that I started having terrible nightmares, after a while I found a girl, she left me for literally nothing, very cruelly - the nightmares intensified after that.

I am prevented from sleeping and deprived of sleep by sexual touching.

Reads all the time my thoughts, then in dreams in ABSOLUTELY different images comes and jokes about them, my problems, failures, this entity is also very strong and can predict the future for a long time ahead.

I have been and am very active in all schedules. I meditate and develop spiritually.

That also makes the increased probability of attack from the enemy, and not low rank.

Which I have attempted, and has NOT produced any results.

I turned to Satan, Orobas. Naturally conducted their rituals. (By the way, this entity also has the nerve to ridicule rituals, gods, implying that it is useless in my dreams) In general, very strong trolling on the verge of going crazy, but I'm still holding on.

Naturally aura of protection every day, I tried vibrating Vinnasaa, all does not give any results.

Further - more, this entity manipulates emotions, every time I want to break up with it I feel the strongest emotional pain, longing and love for it, as if it were a Succubus from Satan. I will say that I originally agreed that this is a FREE relationship through the pendulum and received an affirmative answer, which excludes the JUSTICE jealousy and revenge to my person from her side if it is so.

It also makes me think I'm jewish and that the gods are driving me crazy this way.

Uncontrollable abusive thoughts towards the gods arise.

What the hell can I do about it?

What is the probability that the Gods would become so mad just for the wrong “gene” (I am not 100% sure of my lineage) I have done NOTHING wrong in their regard, I serve by participating in rituals, I have been initiated, I pray to sigils asking for something. How would the gods feel if a jew (But only genetically, who has not acted and is not going to act against the pagans or their Gods, and even rather the opposite) did such a thing? I would hope they would just ignore it at worst, right? After all, irrational collective responsibility makes no sense!

 

[Egon]

After the current schedule, do the rituals to Abrasax, Marbas, Orobas, and Andras,

You or mostly anyone else aren't getting any Succubus, this is the harsh reality:

Succubi/Incubi Cowardly Bunk

Alright, let's have some real men and female talk here. Do not read if you are a coward or too sensitive to reality. Giant Disclaimer in front of Gods and Men and in-betweens, since some will want to get into a rage from this, the jews above all who wanted you childless, retarded and alone for...

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[Alexandros Iowno [TG]]

Daemonic presence means very strong energy and stimulation. It is like you asked for the greatest car to come to you, and is a super car, but you do not know to drive a car, even a bike is too much for you.

Basically the situation here is that bioelectric energy influences your mind and bodies into a hyper state of fixations and emotional turbulence, even mania. This is impersonal effect of being in the presence of a powerful being (even just once).

You need to clean/purify. Maybe, and you need to see this for yourself, absolutely no one attacks you, which is the case. It is overwhelming energy that you weren't ready for but have asked obsessively.

Second part is also a self doing of this energy stimulation, which is the sexual energy being given too much focus, which has the same effects.

If you double your electrical intake in the system, whether internally or by external presence, the mind and functional parts of your cousciousness will be on this state. Mental turbulence, thought fixations, emotional ones, paranoia etc. It can go even worse, and this is only due to improper advancement.

So, stop empowering, ask help from cleaning these from your mind and do cleaning of these specifically and protection. In a few months of work they will be gone (most are internal dross shit one needs to deal with anyway).

 

[MercuryWisdom]

A few years ago, I was in a state of loneliness and sexual excitement and contacted a certain entity through a pendulum. (Asked if there was someone who wanted to be with me in a loving/sexual way.)

When I felt a sexual touch, I naively believed that it was a reward from Satan, the Succubus.

In my defense, I can say that I asked 1000 times over the sigils of the gods - whether it is definitely from them, and whether it is a Succubus.

I got the answer - Yes, but apparently this essence can control the pendulum regardless of the location of the Sigil under it. Many times I masturbated and dreamed of feeling these touches, apparently strengthening my connection to “it”.

Now to the point and the problem - after that I started having terrible nightmares, after a while I found a girl, she left me for literally nothing, very cruelly - the nightmares intensified after that.

I am prevented from sleeping and deprived of sleep by sexual touching.

Reads all the time my thoughts, then in dreams in ABSOLUTELY different images comes and jokes about them, my problems, failures, this entity is also very strong and can predict the future for a long time ahead.

I have been and am very active in all schedules. I meditate and develop spiritually.

That also makes the increased probability of attack from the enemy, and not low rank.

Which I have attempted, and has NOT produced any results.

I turned to Satan, Orobas. Naturally conducted their rituals. (By the way, this entity also has the nerve to ridicule rituals, gods, implying that it is useless in my dreams) In general, very strong trolling on the verge of going crazy, but I'm still holding on.

Naturally aura of protection every day, I tried vibrating Vinnasaa, all does not give any results.

Further - more, this entity manipulates emotions, every time I want to break up with it I feel the strongest emotional pain, longing and love for it, as if it were a Succubus from Satan. I will say that I originally agreed that this is a FREE relationship through the pendulum and received an affirmative answer, which excludes the JUSTICE jealousy and revenge to my person from her side if it is so.

It also makes me think I'm jewish and that the gods are driving me crazy this way.

Uncontrollable abusive thoughts towards the gods arise.

What the hell can I do about it?

What is the probability that the Gods would become so mad just for the wrong “gene” (I am not 100% sure of my lineage) I have done NOTHING wrong in their regard, I serve by participating in rituals, I have been initiated, I pray to sigils asking for something. How would the gods feel if a jew (But only genetically, who has not acted and is not going to act against the pagans or their Gods, and even rather the opposite) did such a thing? I would hope they would just ignore it at worst, right? After all, irrational collective responsibility makes no sense!

You’re not a jew.

 

[AskSatanOperator]

Anonymous advice for the author of the post. If there are legitimate unclean astral connections to an enemy entity/thoughtform (you must rationally and logically determine if this has validity) then perform the THTHTH detaching mantra (https://templeofzeus.org/Detaching). Vibrate THTHTH 9x per major chakra, affirming the energy has severed any connections to negative thoughtforms and hostile entities from said chakra permanently. Create your own affirmation that gives confidence and surety towards the action. Affirm at least 3x this affirmation for each chakra. Then do a final 90x reps of THTHTH for your aura/soul, finalizing the action, knowing with certainty that any negative connections are nonexistent. Clean afterwards with Surya, then protection after. You are not jewish. Be strong, you will overcome this in time. Also, when overwhelmed by the astral you can always temporarily close your chakras. Good luck.