Wondering...

[misecoloco]

Hi brothers & sisters i was wondering if there's somebody in this site who lives in Everett, MA.
Or near Everett???

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

If a spirit is not of Satan..does it automatically mean that its a bad spirit. My entire life before my dedication to Satan..i used to be very scared...of the unseen. Damn i was scared of my own shadow. But then i always had this feeling that something was watching me.. Then my dreams...i have always had the wierdest dreams..but i never gave them much attention. Its after finding Satan that ive started paying attention to my dreams. And advancing myself spiritually i realised something. Am often visted(attacked)by spirits. I can't really say what sort of spirits.(angel or ghosts or ....) I could feel there presence...but withought seeing them. They have haunted me for as long as i can remember..caused me bad luck..and pushed people away from me. But not all of them..just one that is trying to protect me..or has always tryed to protect me. Am not afraid anymore..at least not of spirits. I face them and fight them when they try to hurt me. Mostly they attack me in moments of weakness. And these are when i get emotional breakdowns. When something puts me off. Idk how to explain it..but when am really pist everything becomes negative..when i try to meditate the energy feels negative and my aura becomes atotal mess...even when i try to meditate- instead of envissioning white gold instead i see total dark(black) And in such moments that's when spirits attack me. At first they used to attack me in my sleep..but not any more..now they come at me when am wide awake...i have seen one ..well not clearly..coz the closer it got to me..i got dizzy and passed out(not loosing consciousness ) just falling back weak dizzy with blurred sight..much like something forcing you to sleep abd you fight to stay awake.... I felt it touch me..and tryed to posses me..but i still fought it with my mind..en i failed. I called out to father to help me..en he did. This has not happened once or twice.. And the feeling when these spirits attack or touch me is one that can not live my mind... The touch is like that of electricity..at a low voltage...not really painful..but rather upleasant. Some times my body responds with a gental convulsion. I imagine the entire feeling feets the description of death. Well most times i fight them with my mind and they run away. But then there's this one.. It has touched me and all i felt was sadness..not my Sadnes(its it was its emotions) i could feel that it ment me no harm..i tryed to see it but it couldnt let me. It suddenly took the form of my dead relative. And it was then there..before me..we ddnt talk..we just stared at each other..there was only a rapid flow of emotions from it into me..emotions of Sadness and loneliness. Afterwards it left. All these are to vivid...i can't say wheather they are dreams or not. But am simply half conscious. Now this brings me to my quetion... Is there a chance that the last spirit i have described is not a bad spirit. Is there such a thing..cause yes it doesnot hurt me but...i dnt think its of Satan. For one reason i can only see it or it gets through to me when my aura of protection is down. Idk...any oppinions.. Am not a fraid of spirits any more..like not at all. I bunish..but they always come back. They are parasites. But i always enforce my aura of protection with energy from the sun. I make strong affirmations of protection and all. It only fails to work when am emotionally down.. But its all nothing i can't handle now. To behonest i dnt know what these spirits want from me. Some times they just give me a good beating..hound me like dogs...stuff like that. One sturbed me in a dream...but that was it...just a dream.. But they have never really caused any serious harm(i mean like tryed to kill me.) And they always attack me when am alone. They give me foul dreams and all that.... Any suggestions..abt that other spirits.....

 

[fake name]

I too have been haunted by spirits my whole life and they always attacked me at night before I dedicated.I no longer feel their presence looming over me at night but I have even fought off possession attempts on numerous occasions and in my dreams they would attack me in the form of everyone I ever knew.In the dream battles I would always be surrounded by people I knew in school who represented authority. teachers, students, police, anyone and everyone would all attack me like zombies in this dream warfare and me being a martial artist and most comfortable with the use of a sword (I suspect I was a master of fencing in a past life 2 generations back), I would have to cut through wave after wave of zombified human all trying to kill me for some unseen difference.

There were a few instances where spirits would physically manifest before me and attack me directly, the most notable of which being in the haunted house 3 blocks away I had to live in where a glowing blue spirit killed my cat, sucked up its life force and shot lightning at me!
I was evicted for the property damage it caused a week later........
So yes I have always been a ghost magnet and it almost always led to misfortune until I became a satanist.
HAIL SATAN!


On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:37 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If a spirit is not of Satan..does it automatically mean that its a bad spirit. My entire life before my dedication to Satan..i used to be very scared...of the unseen. Damn i was scared of my own shadow. But then i always had this feeling that something was watching me.. Then my dreams...i have always had the wierdest dreams..but i never gave them much attention. Its after finding Satan that ive started paying attention to my dreams. And advancing myself spiritually i realised something. Am often visted(attacked)by spirits. I can't really say what sort of spirits.(angel or ghosts or ....) I could feel there presence...but withought seeing them. They have haunted me for as long as i can remember..caused me bad luck..and pushed people away from me. But not all of them..just one that is trying to protect me..or has always tryed to protect me. Am not afraid anymore..at least not of spirits. I face them and fight them when they try to hurt me. Mostly they attack me in moments of weakness. And these are when i get emotional breakdowns. When something puts me off. Idk how to explain it..but when am really pist everything becomes negative..when i try to meditate the energy feels negative and my aura becomes atotal mess...even when i try to meditate- instead of envissioning white gold instead i see total dark(black) And in such moments that's when spirits attack me. At first they used to attack me in my sleep..but not any more..now they come at me when am wide awake...i have seen one ..well not clearly..coz the closer it got to me..i got dizzy and passed out(not loosing consciousness ) just falling back weak dizzy with blurred sight..much like something forcing you to sleep abd you fight to stay awake.... I felt it touch me..and tryed to posses me..but i still fought it with my mind..en i failed. I called out to father to help me..en he did. This has not happened once or twice.. And the feeling when these spirits attack or touch me is one that can not live my mind... The touch is like that of electricity..at a low voltage...not really painful..but rather upleasant. Some times my body responds with a gental convulsion. I imagine the entire feeling feets the description of death. Well most times i fight them with my mind and they run away. But then there's this one.. It has touched me and all i felt was sadness..not my Sadnes(its it was its emotions) i could feel that it ment me no harm..i tryed to see it but it couldnt let me. It suddenly took the form of my dead relative. And it was then there..before me..we ddnt talk..we just stared at each other..there was only a rapid flow of emotions from it into me..emotions of Sadness and loneliness. Afterwards it left. All these are to vivid...i can't say wheather they are dreams or not. But am simply half conscious. Now this brings me to my quetion... Is there a chance that the last spirit i have described is not a bad spirit. Is there such a thing..cause yes it doesnot hurt me but...i dnt think its of Satan. For one reason i can only see it or it gets through to me when my aura of protection is down. Idk...any oppinions.. Am not a fraid of spirits any more..like not at all. I bunish..but they always come back. They are parasites. But i always enforce my aura of protection with energy from the sun. I make strong affirmations of protection and all. It only fails to work when am emotionally down.. But its all nothing i can't handle now. To behonest i dnt know what these spirits want from me. Some times they just give me a good beating..hound me like dogs...stuff like that. One sturbed me in a dream...but that was it...just a dream.. But they have never really caused any serious harm(i mean like tryed to kill me.) And they always attack me when am alone. They give me foul dreams and all that.... Any suggestions..abt that other spirits.....

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Devil'sadvocate Nic.

You say these things attack you in times of weakness. Hm, well, it's not always a jewhovanite. It typically is, but not always. I wouldn't exactly call these things 'good' spirits though. If they truly "only" meant to convey a message then they are vagrants. As to why they would attack you only when you are down, and trying to meditate, I'm not sure I believe you have a mix of jewhovanites, and dark vagrants. Although, jewhovanites are known to take the form of a loved one to get you to become frusterated, or whatever else. As for your aura turning black, that's a direct enemy attack I base this on what you said. That happens *only* when you are meditating.

It's some kind of BS visualization/projection to fuck with you. I've had the same bullshit happen to me. It's better off being ignored, and continuing about your meditation. It makes it a lot more difficult I know, but you have to bite through it, and continue meditating. I still deal with it daily, as I have an irregular amount of harassment currently. Not so much the blackness in my aura when trying to visualize, but it seems that my visualization is tampered with, and it looks different when I am trying to clean my aura/chakras etc..

I recommend using the ALGIZ rune in your room, and household to banish any negative energy, as this can act  just like a banishing ritual. Also for those bastards who attack you and make you weak, just imagine the brightest white gold you can around you to literally blind it when they attack, and then do this immediately after.

I use this technique when attacks are too aggressive to ignore, or fight off in regular means. As for dreams, make sure you clean your aura/chakras when you wake up.

Concerning psychic attacks~