Will Satan remove me from his protection if I ask him to?

[Kieith666]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Stay strong and seek to overcome the difficulty. Life is not a piece of a sugar cake, much of it is bad. The idea is to overcome this and not press ALT+F4 the moment things get bad.

Fight it through, you can do it.

 

[Purified666]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

Your problems don't define you. What defines you is how you deal with them.
If you think that Father doesn't care or appreciate your contribution(no matter how insignificant it seems to you), you're wrong. The success of the war on Earth depends on us. Gods won their war, they are helping us win ours but they can't win it for us. We all must do our part, doesn't matter if you're big or small. Get that RTR rifle and start firing!

I was close to suicide a couple of months back, where I felt like I lost everything I cared about. It was tough but I pushed through and things are looking better now.

 

[luis]

The God's are not here to spoon feed anyone. Even more if you know they are so busy, this is not the only planet they are helping. If you only do spiritual war and you do not try to fix the bad things happening in your life, nobody will do it for you. If something bad is happening, know that even with magick it takes a bit of time to fix. It's not impossible as i've had enough experiences with this. You can do it. The God's will help you but do not expect them to fix everything.

 

[FancyMancy]

Well, if no-one else is going to do this, I'd might as well -

Running away and quitting, by the sounds of it. You have the answers to the questions of how to make life and things better. Why not use those answers? Results don't happen in 1 second.

 

[Way_Seeker666]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

In addition to what HP Hooded Cobra and Purified666 said, you also must realise there are HUGE things going on and our Gods and Goddesses are EXTREMELY busy helping not just Earth but other planets as well. Their time and energy is very precious. That being said, they won't leave us to situations we can't handle, or at least persevere through. You are stronger than you feel right now, and things definitely can get better for you.
I've been through all of what you mentioned. Illegally evicted without warning, completely alone, suicidal. You can get through it, and you'll be stronger for it.

 

[Satanic_truth]

Satan cares about and values each and every one of his spiritual soldiers, even if you only contribute the minimum. Also, the war is neither won nor lost as of yet. If the war is won, we have only about 18 years until the gods return and guide us towards a new golden age. 18 years of struggle and fight seems a lot, but it'll be worth it

 

[darkmonkey666]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

Please do not do that. I was in the exact same situation. Last year I even posted on it. I am ok and I found a place. Honestly not fully sure if it was help from Bael or the meditation with the Necromicon spell book I did that helped me out with this.

Unless your living with someone and they hate you for some reason (a good reason to leave ASAP anyways) you always have a month or two to find some place most likely. Unless the laws are different where you are and they can just throw you on the street which sucks.

I will give you the meditation I did once I applied to a place with an affirmation to make them want to approve me. Maybe this will help you. Do number 47 you want to do it 47 times or a multiple of 47 I am guessing. That’s what I did.

https://www.holybooks.com/wp-content/uploads/The-Necronomicon-Spellbook.pdf

Create in some affirmation you are approved somewhere. Do it a few days or however long they are taking to look over your application. If it’s an emergency look on some place like Craigslist or something it may not be ideal to move into a place with someone you don’t know but better than being on the street.

Next up with your sadness cleanse your energy a lot. I would use visuddhi or Surya it may take hundreds of times but your energy will get way better. Try to visualize with this.

Also sananda or ananda is joy or happiness in sankrit maybe helpful.

This is what I can think of that may help you.

You have to not just give up but think outside the box. Oh and if someone left you or all that really who cares. They were not right for you. They are not the one there are plenty out there. Do a detachment of that person. Either through breaking all links or if you have problems with visualization munka and ansuz some number of times in each chakra like 27 or higher. Affirming you are free of all connections links or influences of that person whatever fits you.

If you are having bad situations try to look up your chart on Astro.com read a little on the symbols etc and see where your Saturn is and what would be aspected by a planet around the 1st degree of Aquarius that is where Saturn is right now and it’s retrograde so more malicious. It wouldn’t be if you cleansed yourself though and did protection

You give up way to easy. Look on the bright side.

 

[Kieith666]

The God's are not here to spoon feed anyone. Even more if you know they are so busy, this is not the only planet they are helping. If you only do spiritual war and you do not try to fix the bad things happening in your life, nobody will do it for you. If something bad is happening, know that even with magick it takes a bit of time to fix. It's not impossible as i've had enough experiences with this. You can do it. The God's will help you but do not expect them to fix everything.

I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.

 

[Kieith666]

Well, if no-one else is going to do this, I'd might as well -

Running away and quitting, by the sounds of it. You have the answers to the questions of how to make life and things better. Why not use those answers? Results don't happen in 1 second.

I never stopped doing warfare. Ever. I did so much of it 3 years ago, I got attacked with more stuff that I could handle and it broke me. I’m just tired of being overly criticized for everything I do. I’ve never asked for anything extravagant. Silence and some support once every blue moon would mean the world to me.

 

[Kieith666]

Stay strong and seek to overcome the difficulty. Life is not a piece of a sugar cake, much of it is bad. The idea is to overcome this and not press ALT+F4 the moment things get bad.

Fight it through, you can do it.

That would be easy if the gods had my back like they do everyone else here. So so easy... I’ve never had the support or comfort other Satanists get from Satan and the Gods. I’m ALWAYS doing something wrong in their eyes. And it just kills me. Considering what Ive gone through 3 years ago for them, and how I stayed loyal through all of it, and how I’m still loyal and doing warfare... and I’m just told to leave or I’m told how much if a failure I am.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Hey man, we all care about you. What are you going through? Maybe someone will have some suggestions, or at least can offer some emotional support.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

You need to seriously devote to cleaning your aura as much and as often as you need to or ask help from Satan and the gods in doing so if you're lacking the energy and drive for such, same with seriously building up your protective aura, yes negative things are happening but this does not mean you should let the negative energy that comes of it to fester in you and draw even more misery to you.

Years ago I was at that kind of breaking point myself, I was stuck in a situation with seemingly no hope of escape, I thought everything was over, I was stressed, chained, depressed, debilitated, trapped, couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, nothing. But I dedicated to just keeping clean and spiritually healthy and protected through it as best I could and this is what prevented it all from affecting me too deeply.

I was stupid to be stubborn and not ask for help from Satan, then again I wasn't even doing fuck-all for my spiritual advancement at the time, just the half-assed foundation, aop and cleanings twice a day and I wasn't even helping with the war at all either because I was too burdened, so I didn't think myself worthy of his help. It eventually got so bad I couldn't take it anymore and didn't know what to do, I almost literally fainted from the stress multiple times, I couldn't take it. Satan was probably sending me signs and help all over the place but I was probably too blinded to see it at the time, so it seemed he went of his own accord to guide me to some place better of which I finally saw it and went for it.

I can't tell you how much better I've been doing since then, I immediately got to work on freeing my soul from all the negativity, toxic connections, hangups, phobias and ptsds. I've been working on this path relentlessly ever since and have taken a very personal and direct task to spiritually advancing and fighting the enemy. It should have been impossible for me to get out of that life I was stuck in, but because of Satan it wasn't and I did get out, so instead of asking him to forget you and your problems, you should ask him for help and guidance. Stay strong and hold out.

 

[ess]

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Get your natal chart, and look at the Azazel's Astrology website. This will reveal where most of your issues lie. Just from the sounds of this post you probably have a strong Neptune placement. Read Lydia's "Obliterate Your Saturn" post. Follow a basic cleaning program, repair holes in your aura, and make a strong aura of protection. The use of Sananda and Vinasa can also be helpful if you're prone to psychic attacks a lot (never use Vinasa on yourself, use it on your room/house). And most definitely ask your Guardian Demon for assistance, or ask Satan himself, just look at his sigil and tune in to it.

It may sound strange, but a hard life is a blessing in some ways. Some people are born with perfect astrology, and little to no past life trauma, and they live happy lives as a result, some are not so lucky. But if you're born into a life of extraordinary pain and hardship, and regardless of that you keep fighting, you have the capability of becoming stronger than anyone else, and you yourself will become quite extraordinary especially with this gift of true occult knowledge. Don't let your potential waste away, that's exactly what the enemies of Satan want.

 

[FancyMancy]

Well, if no-one else is going to do this, I'd might as well -

Running away and quitting, by the sounds of it. You have the answers to the questions of how to make life and things better. Why not use those answers? Results don't happen in 1 second.

I never stopped doing warfare. Ever. I did so much of it 3 years ago, I got attacked with more stuff that I could handle and it broke me. I’m just tired of being overly criticized for everything I do. I’ve never asked for anything extravagant. Silence and some support once every blue moon would mean the world to me.

You said the Gods and Goddesses called you a failure or pathetic, etc., and that They are unsupportive of you. You know enemy entities interfere and pretend to be the Gods and Goddesses. If you allow the enemy entities to upset you, then you are giving them permission to beat you. Instead, you should just laugh at their retarded attempts, as in a literal laugh or just with your attitude, and continue empowering and advancing yourself regardless.

What exactly have you not been able to handle on your own, which you say They haven't helped you with? You say, "I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate.". You have been decieved. You have chosen to listen to lies and taken it on-board, and now are upset because of that. You should meditate properly with your Aura of Protection, and Chakra/Soul/Aura Cleanings, and Void Meditations, plus with Returning Curses 1 & 2, as well.

That would be easy if the gods had my back like they do everyone else here. I’ve never had the support or comfort other Satanists get from Satan and the Gods.

OK, now you are choosing to ignore things. If you have read some of my replies, you'd know that I am a lot further behind than others here. I have not seen, heard nor had actual conversations with any entity - good or bad. I have not yet opened my Third Eye nor my Clairaudience Points. I also have not seen posts by everyone here saying that the Gods and Goddesses hang out and go play bowling with them every Saturday, either. If you want pity, then come on; "everyone here" - where has everyone here said such things?

Considering what Ive gone through 3 years ago for them

You need to be working on yourself first and foremost. Spiritual Satanism and National Socialism is not about the self for negative selfish reasons, but you need to look after yourself first before anything else. Don't expect to go out on the front lines if you haven't passed boot camp yet. Get fit and healthy, practice boot camp-type exercises, then go and get the grades and training you need. Satan will not grant you second death/Soul death and dissipate your Soul. All problems can be overcome, and all damages can be fixed - it just takes time.

If you had have continued meditating these last 3 years, you'd be better-off now; you'd have been in a routine and you'd have done other things which need to be done. You know that. If you want to quit, then that's up to you, but I know that you don't. I'm not saying that as "reverse-psychology" BS; I am saying it because you have posted this here and are seeking help. You're not on your own; it can be a struggle, but Humans are incredibly resistant and endurable. You haven't become incapable, so you can still get better and more than better.

If and when you are in the mood, masturbate for pleasure but also use this orgasm energy in your meditations, as well. If you have money, and you can (once this (((lockdown))) has ended), then find a decent, clean and healthy prostitute/escort and hire them even for non-sexual purposes; or if for sex, then use protection, of course; or find a reputable, clean and healthy sex club, if there are any near (if "law" permits). If you can (again, after this (((lockdown))) nonsense), go and get a massage, for example. Go buy some various types and grades of tape, stick them to your arm, and daringly, as long as the tape glue is not too strong, rip if off your arm to get an interesting and probably-painful sensation. Smack - but not too hard - yourself in the face while looking in the mirror. Gently pull your hair on your head until it starts to hurt. Just feel alive! Go buy some chocolate and pig-out on it once (not all the time, though!). Yes, that's unhealthy, but you need to do Earthly, Physical, non-Spiritual things, as well. Buy some pizza with a lot of different toppings (presuming you can where you live), instead of just the boring margherita, and 'go large' if there is that option. Just chill out. I'm not suggesting to be unhealthy and do anti-promoting things which are negative and unhelpful and dangerous; I'm suggesting to do different things which you wouldn't do usually.

Wait until WWE or UFC are in your area, or somewhere where you can travel to, and buy a ticket and visit it. I dare you to have a cold bath or shower once in the next 7 days (seeing as it is getting warmer now), and enjoy how horrible that feels! I dare you to strip naked at home and cook some bacon in a frying pan! :twisted: Then eat it, of course. Just chill-out and do some fun and cool things. You also know about Sananda, don't you? It won't make you the happiest person in the World in just 1 second, but it will build up and work towards working for you.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

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I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

1. Thats the Enemy.
2. You appear to have some innate issue with being extremely critical with yourself, a psychological block is present.

 

[Coraxo]

because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.

Has it ever occurred to you that maybe what you're hearing is the enemy and not the Gods? Are you really that stupid to believe that the Gods would such thing? You do realize that the enemy can mimic the energy of the Gods, do you?

The Gods, like many has told you already, are not here to baby feed us. They're at least kind enough to protect us on the Astral plane which is part of "the deal" when you "sign the contract" when you dedicat your soul. You're expected to honor Satan and he and his Demons will provide protection astrally, which every single Satanists who dedicates their soul receives, with no exceptions whatsoever.

The amount of protection varies depending on many things, one main thing is how advanced the dedicated Satanist is, do you know how to clean your aura and soul and how to do an AoP? Then the Gods expect you to do so. Do you know how to do void meditation and eventually be able to control your mind and thoughts? Then the Gods also expect you to be able to do so. But no, you come here whining after you have been whining, for who knows how long, to the Gods that they're not protecting you. Are you here with us, alive and well still? Yes? Then the Gods did their part of the deal. The amount of curses and attacks we receive from the enemy is not a joke, if it weren't for the protection we receive from Satan and the Gods we would drop dead in no time. We Satanist are a main target for the enemy and can very easily be identified astrally, unless something is done to hide one's presence there.

We have been told times and times that we are in a WAR, but weaklings like you still come here every few days to complain about their life and how it's worse than everyone else and how the Gods love them less. Well guess what body, those of us who have a better life worked hard to do so, we have all the knowledge needed to improve our lives, to provide an unyielding protection for ourselves and our loved ones, and all of this knowledge is just few clicks away and takes few minutes a day to apply. And you still come here and whine.

You claim every time you worked on your higher chakras you started to hear bad thoughts, have you ever thought about researching about this and what causes it on the JoS website, or have thought about asking us here? No? Then no one here is to be blamed but yourself. If the Gods hate you then why bother provide protection for you? why do they bother to tell you to meditate every now and then?

You clearly don't understand the situation we all are in now, you think that the Gods shower us with gifts and everything is just sun and rainbows. Those of us who dedicate most of their time to serving Satan of course will receive more attention, that doesn't translate to Gods solving our problems for us, either they direct us to the solution or provide some support while we apply said solution, it's never some freebies.

As for the misfortunes in your life, you would be very naive to think that you're the only one went/goes through it, but you're also mistaken (surprise surprise), many of us went through the most awful situations you could think of while also being Satanists, and haven't blamed it on Satan or the Gods, instead we applied the knowledge the Gods shared with us to improve our lives. I personally, without reveling much information, have been homeless and have gone through a lot of hardship that almost ended up in my death, while also being a Satanist.
But here I am writing you this from the comfort of my bed under a ceiling in my own flat with a full stomach and a healthy mind, soul and body. And if it weren't for applying everything I learned and for reaching to the helping hand of the Gods, instead of "biting it" like what you're doing, I wouldn't be here today.

And one last thing, you seriously need to grow up, it's clearly you're going through a lot of hardship right now but this doesn't excuse doing stupid decisions. You claim that Satan and the Gods aren't protecting you and the first logical thing you can think of is to ask Satan to stop protection you completely? Do I really need to call out your faulty logic here?

If you want your life to better, then go ahead and make it better.

 

[Sundara]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

Imagine if Satan himself were physically in front of you and see if you could say that to his face. Brother, you would not believe the shit storm I’d been through as well of the rest of us, in the last couple of years. You wouldn’t believe it if I told you either. But your faith in the Gods and your very SOUL? That is everything the jews would want. They would love to read this post. Imagine a scummy Jew just “muahahaha-ing” at this.

 

[luis]

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I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

1. Thats the Enemy.
2. You appear to have some innate issue with being extremely critical with yourself, a psychological block is present.

Yep, that is definitely not normal. The God's will never say that nor they have the time to keep saying to someone they are faillure or else.

 

[Aquarius]

The God's are not here to spoon feed anyone. Even more if you know they are so busy, this is not the only planet they are helping. If you only do spiritual war and you do not try to fix the bad things happening in your life, nobody will do it for you. If something bad is happening, know that even with magick it takes a bit of time to fix. It's not impossible as i've had enough experiences with this. You can do it. The God's will help you but do not expect them to fix everything.

I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.

You're basically telling yourself all that shit and blame the Gods for that, not cool. Acknowledge those are your own thoughts and move on, it's a pretty pathetic situation.

 

[Shael]

I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.

For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.

These things have happened to many many people already in the past. The more powerful enemy entities can very easily imitate energies of our Gods. You should never judge the authenticity of communications based on their "feel" alone.

From an outsider's perspective it's crystal clear that you are being played by the enemy, without even a shard of doubt. And the fact that you dont accept this is what allows these entities to continuously keep messing with you infinitely. Until or unless you accept this finally, and shut those entities off instead of letting them in thinking its the Gods, your situation will never improve. Asking to "have protection removed" will not do anything for you at all since these are enemy entities and not allied to our Gods. The voices will never stop unless you realize this and start shutting them out ruthlessly.

 

[ShermanTank]

I have been through difficult times and still am fighting challenging events. I have not given up and neither should you.

 

[Ericbluefire]

Well, if no-one else is going to do this, I'd might as well -

Running away and quitting, by the sounds of it. You have the answers to the questions of how to make life and things better. Why not use those answers? Results don't happen in 1 second.

I never stopped doing warfare. Ever. I did so much of it 3 years ago, I got attacked with more stuff that I could handle and it broke me. I’m just tired of being overly criticized for everything I do. I’ve never asked for anything extravagant. Silence and some support once every blue moon would mean the world to me.

You said the Gods and Goddesses called you a failure or pathetic, etc., and that They are unsupportive of you. You know enemy entities interfere and pretend to be the Gods and Goddesses. If you allow the enemy entities to upset you, then you are giving them permission to beat you. Instead, you should just laugh at their retarded attempts, as in a literal laugh or just with your attitude, and continue empowering and advancing yourself regardless.

What exactly have you not been able to handle on your own, which you say They haven't helped you with? You say, "I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate.". You have been decieved. You have chosen to listen to lies and taken it on-board, and now are upset because of that. You should meditate properly with your Aura of Protection, and Chakra/Soul/Aura Cleanings, and Void Meditations, plus with Returning Curses 1 & 2, as well.

That would be easy if the gods had my back like they do everyone else here. I’ve never had the support or comfort other Satanists get from Satan and the Gods.

OK, now you are choosing to ignore things. If you have read some of my replies, you'd know that I am a lot further behind than others here. I have not seen, heard nor had actual conversations with any entity - good or bad. I have not yet opened my Third Eye nor my Clairaudience Points. I also have not seen posts by everyone here saying that the Gods and Goddesses hang out and go play bowling with them every Saturday, either. If you want pity, then come on; "everyone here" - where has everyone here said such things?

Considering what Ive gone through 3 years ago for them

You need to be working on yourself first and foremost. Spiritual Satanism and National Socialism is not about the self for negative selfish reasons, but you need to look after yourself first before anything else. Don't expect to go out on the front lines if you haven't passed boot camp yet. Get fit and healthy, practice boot camp-type exercises, then go and get the grades and training you need. Satan will not grant you second death/Soul death and dissipate your Soul. All problems can be overcome, and all damages can be fixed - it just takes time.

If you had have continued meditating these last 3 years, you'd be better-off now; you'd have been in a routine and you'd have done other things which need to be done. You know that. If you want to quit, then that's up to you, but I know that you don't. I'm not saying that as "reverse-psychology" BS; I am saying it because you have posted this here and are seeking help. You're not on your own; it can be a struggle, but Humans are incredibly resistant and endurable. You haven't become incapable, so you can still get better and more than better.

If and when you are in the mood, masturbate for pleasure but also use this orgasm energy in your meditations, as well. If you have money, and you can (once this (((lockdown))) has ended), then find a decent, clean and healthy prostitute/escort and hire them even for non-sexual purposes; or if for sex, then use protection, of course; or find a reputable, clean and healthy sex club, if there are any near (if "law" permits). If you can (again, after this (((lockdown))) nonsense), go and get a massage, for example. Go buy some various types and grades of tape, stick them to your arm, and daringly, as long as the tape glue is not too strong, rip if off your arm to get an interesting and probably-painful sensation. Smack - but not too hard - yourself in the face while looking in the mirror. Gently pull your hair on your head until it starts to hurt. Just feel alive! Go buy some chocolate and pig-out on it once (not all the time, though!). Yes, that's unhealthy, but you need to do Earthly, Physical, non-Spiritual things, as well. Buy some pizza with a lot of different toppings (presuming you can where you live), instead of just the boring margherita, and 'go large' if there is that option. Just chill out. I'm not suggesting to be unhealthy and do anti-promoting things which are negative and unhelpful and dangerous; I'm suggesting to do different things which you wouldn't do usually.

Wait until WWE or UFC are in your area, or somewhere where you can travel to, and buy a ticket and visit it. I dare you to have a cold bath or shower once in the next 7 days (seeing as it is getting warmer now), and enjoy how horrible that feels! I dare you to strip naked at home and cook some bacon in a frying pan! :twisted: Then eat it, of course. Just chill-out and do some fun and cool things. You also know about Sananda, don't you? It won't make you the happiest person in the World in just 1 second, but it will build up and work towards working for you.

Hey cold showers are awesome i even take them during winter. :lol: :lol:

 

[Jack]

The Gods would never say you're a failure or be unsupportive of your attempts at life or spirituality. You mentioned you didn't do any hard meditation program,yet continued to do spiritual warfare. This is where I think the problems lie. You're being battered by their curses ,yet you don't have a strong Aura of Protection and your not regularly cleaning the dirt from yourself. I've noticed the days I start my day with an RTR would make my day go monumentally better that when I decided to do it in night because they are constantly cursing you. This is a brutal war of astral energies and those who are in tune with the astral can feel it.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=150167#p150167


I advice referring to the advice posted by brother Stormblood, which is actually very good advice. Maybe take a small loan from your parents and get your astrology chart read by HPHC. A lot of shit we deal with comes from transits and from our general astrological chart .
https://www.josmarket.org/

 

[HailVictory88]

I don't know your specific situation and I won't claim to. But if you were able to open your clairaudience points, don't you think that you are already tremendously advanced compared to well over 99% of humans on Earth?

In your development, either spiritual or just in a general sense, have you ever persevered through something that seemed impossible at the time due to limited understanding, then looked back and saw how everything made sense? I know I have. I hope you keep persevering!

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

The Gods are not going to grant you soul death, don't be ridiculous.

I understand you've been through a lot, and you're not alone. Many of us have had to overcome obstacles which we thought we were going to be stuck in an endless loop. Don't fall for enemy thoughts such as your loyalty meaning fuck-all because I assure you it does. The Gods are very busy, but that doesn't mean they don't appreciate our efforts.

If any entity is continuously telling you that you are a failure, it's the enemy. It's called demoralization, it's a fact of war which comes in many forms. Being insanely self-critical of yourself isn't happening because it doesn't give you any room to grow. That's what your priorities should be above all, to grow and to prosper as the Gods want us to.

The rune Wunjo is excellent for banishing depression, I suggest vibrating Wunjo as many times as you need to in order to banish your feelings of hopelessness, and always, always, always clean your aura and create a proper aura of protection in order to guard your soul and thoughts from such negative influences.

Easy for me to say with a clear head, but lemme tell you, it takes more effort to start a healthy habit than it does to sustain it, but you know what? That makes the effort well worth it because eventually it'll become second nature. You also need to practice void meditation, give those fuckers the silent treatment.

That kind of self-deprecation is coming from the enemy and all you're doing is exacerbating it. Don't fall for it, and work to make yourself better.

 

[Hoarfrost]

What are you trying to prove by letting your soul dissipate? How can there be relief from not being? Sure if you're a prisoner of war or actually in need in euthanasia then death is an option but letting your soul dissipate? That makes no sense.

 

[FancyMancy]

Hey cold showers are awesome i even take them during winter. :lol: :lol:

Where do you take them to - and why not leave it at home? It surely is a pain carrying your shower around with you...

 

[HauptSturm]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

Don't tell us you are going through hard times or else the lurkers on here will know to keep up attacks.
They want you to end your life and if you do then they win and you will not let them win against you.

 

[Aquarius]

I never stopped doing warfare. Ever. I did so much of it 3 years ago, I got attacked with more stuff that I could handle and it broke me. I’m just tired of being overly criticized for everything I do. I’ve never asked for anything extravagant. Silence and some support once every blue moon would mean the world to me.

You said the Gods and Goddesses called you a failure or pathetic, etc., and that They are unsupportive of you. You know enemy entities interfere and pretend to be the Gods and Goddesses. If you allow the enemy entities to upset you, then you are giving them permission to beat you. Instead, you should just laugh at their retarded attempts, as in a literal laugh or just with your attitude, and continue empowering and advancing yourself regardless.

What exactly have you not been able to handle on your own, which you say They haven't helped you with? You say, "I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate.". You have been decieved. You have chosen to listen to lies and taken it on-board, and now are upset because of that. You should meditate properly with your Aura of Protection, and Chakra/Soul/Aura Cleanings, and Void Meditations, plus with Returning Curses 1 & 2, as well.

That would be easy if the gods had my back like they do everyone else here. I’ve never had the support or comfort other Satanists get from Satan and the Gods.

OK, now you are choosing to ignore things. If you have read some of my replies, you'd know that I am a lot further behind than others here. I have not seen, heard nor had actual conversations with any entity - good or bad. I have not yet opened my Third Eye nor my Clairaudience Points. I also have not seen posts by everyone here saying that the Gods and Goddesses hang out and go play bowling with them every Saturday, either. If you want pity, then come on; "everyone here" - where has everyone here said such things?

Considering what Ive gone through 3 years ago for them

You need to be working on yourself first and foremost. Spiritual Satanism and National Socialism is not about the self for negative selfish reasons, but you need to look after yourself first before anything else. Don't expect to go out on the front lines if you haven't passed boot camp yet. Get fit and healthy, practice boot camp-type exercises, then go and get the grades and training you need. Satan will not grant you second death/Soul death and dissipate your Soul. All problems can be overcome, and all damages can be fixed - it just takes time.

If you had have continued meditating these last 3 years, you'd be better-off now; you'd have been in a routine and you'd have done other things which need to be done. You know that. If you want to quit, then that's up to you, but I know that you don't. I'm not saying that as "reverse-psychology" BS; I am saying it because you have posted this here and are seeking help. You're not on your own; it can be a struggle, but Humans are incredibly resistant and endurable. You haven't become incapable, so you can still get better and more than better.

If and when you are in the mood, masturbate for pleasure but also use this orgasm energy in your meditations, as well. If you have money, and you can (once this (((lockdown))) has ended), then find a decent, clean and healthy prostitute/escort and hire them even for non-sexual purposes; or if for sex, then use protection, of course; or find a reputable, clean and healthy sex club, if there are any near (if "law" permits). If you can (again, after this (((lockdown))) nonsense), go and get a massage, for example. Go buy some various types and grades of tape, stick them to your arm, and daringly, as long as the tape glue is not too strong, rip if off your arm to get an interesting and probably-painful sensation. Smack - but not too hard - yourself in the face while looking in the mirror. Gently pull your hair on your head until it starts to hurt. Just feel alive! Go buy some chocolate and pig-out on it once (not all the time, though!). Yes, that's unhealthy, but you need to do Earthly, Physical, non-Spiritual things, as well. Buy some pizza with a lot of different toppings (presuming you can where you live), instead of just the boring margherita, and 'go large' if there is that option. Just chill out. I'm not suggesting to be unhealthy and do anti-promoting things which are negative and unhelpful and dangerous; I'm suggesting to do different things which you wouldn't do usually.

Wait until WWE or UFC are in your area, or somewhere where you can travel to, and buy a ticket and visit it. I dare you to have a cold bath or shower once in the next 7 days (seeing as it is getting warmer now), and enjoy how horrible that feels! I dare you to strip naked at home and cook some bacon in a frying pan! :twisted: Then eat it, of course. Just chill-out and do some fun and cool things. You also know about Sananda, don't you? It won't make you the happiest person in the World in just 1 second, but it will build up and work towards working for you.

Hey cold showers are awesome i even take them during winter. :lol: :lol:

Not something to be proud of, they're unhealthy too, especially in winter.

 

[Ericbluefire]

You said the Gods and Goddesses called you a failure or pathetic, etc., and that They are unsupportive of you. You know enemy entities interfere and pretend to be the Gods and Goddesses. If you allow the enemy entities to upset you, then you are giving them permission to beat you. Instead, you should just laugh at their retarded attempts, as in a literal laugh or just with your attitude, and continue empowering and advancing yourself regardless.

What exactly have you not been able to handle on your own, which you say They haven't helped you with? You say, "I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate.". You have been decieved. You have chosen to listen to lies and taken it on-board, and now are upset because of that. You should meditate properly with your Aura of Protection, and Chakra/Soul/Aura Cleanings, and Void Meditations, plus with Returning Curses 1 & 2, as well.


OK, now you are choosing to ignore things. If you have read some of my replies, you'd know that I am a lot further behind than others here. I have not seen, heard nor had actual conversations with any entity - good or bad. I have not yet opened my Third Eye nor my Clairaudience Points. I also have not seen posts by everyone here saying that the Gods and Goddesses hang out and go play bowling with them every Saturday, either. If you want pity, then come on; "everyone here" - where has everyone here said such things?


You need to be working on yourself first and foremost. Spiritual Satanism and National Socialism is not about the self for negative selfish reasons, but you need to look after yourself first before anything else. Don't expect to go out on the front lines if you haven't passed boot camp yet. Get fit and healthy, practice boot camp-type exercises, then go and get the grades and training you need. Satan will not grant you second death/Soul death and dissipate your Soul. All problems can be overcome, and all damages can be fixed - it just takes time.

If you had have continued meditating these last 3 years, you'd be better-off now; you'd have been in a routine and you'd have done other things which need to be done. You know that. If you want to quit, then that's up to you, but I know that you don't. I'm not saying that as "reverse-psychology" BS; I am saying it because you have posted this here and are seeking help. You're not on your own; it can be a struggle, but Humans are incredibly resistant and endurable. You haven't become incapable, so you can still get better and more than better.

If and when you are in the mood, masturbate for pleasure but also use this orgasm energy in your meditations, as well. If you have money, and you can (once this (((lockdown))) has ended), then find a decent, clean and healthy prostitute/escort and hire them even for non-sexual purposes; or if for sex, then use protection, of course; or find a reputable, clean and healthy sex club, if there are any near (if "law" permits). If you can (again, after this (((lockdown))) nonsense), go and get a massage, for example. Go buy some various types and grades of tape, stick them to your arm, and daringly, as long as the tape glue is not too strong, rip if off your arm to get an interesting and probably-painful sensation. Smack - but not too hard - yourself in the face while looking in the mirror. Gently pull your hair on your head until it starts to hurt. Just feel alive! Go buy some chocolate and pig-out on it once (not all the time, though!). Yes, that's unhealthy, but you need to do Earthly, Physical, non-Spiritual things, as well. Buy some pizza with a lot of different toppings (presuming you can where you live), instead of just the boring margherita, and 'go large' if there is that option. Just chill out. I'm not suggesting to be unhealthy and do anti-promoting things which are negative and unhelpful and dangerous; I'm suggesting to do different things which you wouldn't do usually.

Wait until WWE or UFC are in your area, or somewhere where you can travel to, and buy a ticket and visit it. I dare you to have a cold bath or shower once in the next 7 days (seeing as it is getting warmer now), and enjoy how horrible that feels! I dare you to strip naked at home and cook some bacon in a frying pan! :twisted: Then eat it, of course. Just chill-out and do some fun and cool things. You also know about Sananda, don't you? It won't make you the happiest person in the World in just 1 second, but it will build up and work towards working for you.

Hey cold showers are awesome i even take them during winter. :lol: :lol:

Not something to be proud of, they're unhealthy too, especially in winter.

Yea i guess i just like to challenge myself on the things humans hate one them cold showers.lol
But thanks for the heads up ill ease it on the cold showers.

 

[Ericbluefire]

Hey cold showers are awesome i even take them during winter. :lol: :lol:

Where do you take them to - and why not leave it at home? It surely is a pain carrying your shower around with you...

Omg :lol: :lol:

 

[Kieith666]

Frankly, I’m disgusted with the assumptions of my situation here :/ just forget I asked anything, delete the thread or something please...

 

[Ravenheart666]

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

To cut to the point, would Satan remove me from his protection if I keep asking? My loyalty and warfare hasn’t meant anything to him anyway, and his war is won with or without me. I might be getting kicked out of my place, the one person I’ve ever been interested in will never know or care, and I have no one. I’m really looking into ending my life somehow and letting my soul dissipate.

Sincerely, Please take your time to look into astrology before doing strange stuff make non-opportunistic assumptions. Many of us are in the same situation , alone and sore , yet this is temporary stage in one's development, also planets may VERY POSSIBLY play a big role in these situations. Understanding one's situation gives way to finding solutions in the here and now. Here's a quick guide to astrology that might help out: https://mrigashirsha666.wixsite.com/astrobrief

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Frankly, I’m disgusted with the assumptions of my situation here :/ just forget I asked anything, delete the thread or something please...

What assumptions? The gods would not tell you mean things. 1, because they are nice and wouldn't do something bad to you. And 2, because it's just a dumb waste of effort to do something like that, and they don't waste any effort.

If you think the gods tell you bad things just to be mean to you, then you are completely wrong because they just don't do that at all to anyone. It is your own thoughts saying those things, you hear your own thoughts and assume it's from someone else. And if it is from someone else, it is the enemy trying to curse you and hurt you. The enemy throws curses at all of us, and tries to put all kinds of sad and painful energies into everybody. What does that have to do with any gods?

 

[Hps.mlimlal666]

A lot of us been throw so much, the fight continues, we simply can not give up. Think of how far you have come. Clean your aura, and do your meditations, do not give up and better times will come.

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.
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[Kieith666]

Frankly, I’m disgusted with the assumptions of my situation here :/ just forget I asked anything, delete the thread or something please...

What assumptions? The gods would not tell you mean things. 1, because they are nice and wouldn't do something bad to you. And 2, because it's just a dumb waste of effort to do something like that, and they don't waste any effort.

If you think the gods tell you bad things just to be mean to you, then you are completely wrong because they just don't do that at all to anyone. It is your own thoughts saying those things, you hear your own thoughts and assume it's from someone else. And if it is from someone else, it is the enemy trying to curse you and hurt you. The enemy throws curses at all of us, and tries to put all kinds of sad and painful energies into everybody. What does that have to do with any gods?

Assumptions like I’m just some noob that doesn’t know that the enemy does that mimicking thing (which they have in the past and I’ve overcome easily), how pathetic my situation is, or how I’m asking the gods to fix my problems (I’m NOT and would NEVER do that, I’ve been doing a working to fix one of the problems I’ve stated I had in the op. I was just being negative about it there which was dumb, I admit it.) or that I’m just some weakling lacking character and I’m basically just the-whiny-poster-on-the-forum of the day.

Never mind what I’ve done for the Gods, never mind I’ve been dedicated for years, never mind that my usual average of RTRs a day is 5-10, never mind that I DO HELP MYSELF whenever possible, I’ve NEVER ASKED THE GODS FOR ANYTHING but kindness, love and support. And

:!: I’m not talking about constant validation either :!:

I know they’re busy, I’ve always respected and understood that. You don’t think I’ve taken this kind of advice before? I have. It has helped somewhat, but my situation remains the same at the core of everything.

I’m sorry for going off like this, but I’m just so angry and sad.

 

[ess]

...

Plenty of good advice has been given to you, is not the fact that so many fellow Satanists responding to you with support enough for you? What kind of answer are you expecting? Do you want us to abide by your warped world view? You want us to say "yes the gods do hate you."? We do not make an assumption you are a noob that doesn't know anything, you portray yourself that way. If you really knew what you were doing you would do something about your problems. We cannot magically tell you the perfect solution to your problems, just general guidelines. If you really want to help yourself, you'll find the motivation to do it.

You say the Gods are "unsupportive" of your goals to advance yourself. I find myself repeating questions, out of genuine confusion, what do you expect them to do? You say you don't expect them to do anything for you, but then you turn right around and complain that they're not doing anything for you. The Gods are not going to constantly be by your side every step of the way, you need to learn to be self sufficient. You claim to know about astral communication interference, but then abide by this interference that you hear and say "yes the gods do hate me ". You're like a walking, talking, logical fallacy.

"That would be easy if the gods had my back like they do everyone else here. So so easy...". This part especially pisses me off, as if you're the only person that faces hardship, as if the Gods hand everyone else everything on a silver platter, but no, not you, they choose to not only not help you, but to also constantly insult you as well, get out of here with this woe is me shit.

Look at your natal chart, ask your Guardian for assistance, practice void meditation, keep up your daily meditations, it's not a difficult concept to grasp. I know this may be interpreted as me being rude and mean, but that might be what you need.

 

[FancyMancy]

Frankly, I’m disgusted with the assumptions of my situation here :/ just forget I asked anything, delete the thread or something please...

If we don't know the situation, then we have to start from somewhere and go from there. Come on.

Been going though so much stuff and I’ve had enough. Won’t mention it here since I know no one would believe me.

Frankly, I’m disgusted with the assumptions of my situation here :/ just forget I asked anything, delete the thread or something please...

Now make up your mind. Are we making assumptions - maybe, but based on what you have told us, we are, and we have to, go from there - or what?

Assumptions like I’m just some noob that doesn’t know that the enemy does that mimicking thing (which they have in the past and I’ve overcome easily), how pathetic my situation is, or how I’m asking the gods to fix my problems (I’m NOT and would NEVER do that, I’ve been doing a working to fix one of the problems I’ve stated I had in the op. I was just being negative about it there which was dumb, I admit it.) or that I’m just some weakling lacking character and I’m basically just the-whiny-poster-on-the-forum of the day.

Is that true?

Never mind what I’ve done for the Gods, never mind I’ve been dedicated for years, never mind that my usual average of RTRs a day is 5-10, never mind that I DO HELP MYSELF whenever possible, I’ve NEVER ASKED THE GODS FOR ANYTHING but kindness, love and support.

Have you seen any of my posts? I say "Start lowly and slowly and work your way up from there". If you are doing too much, burning yourself out, spreading yourself too thinly, then of course things will be shit. Are you sure you can handle it? Then why complain? If you can't handle it, then please do complain, and also change what you're doing to something which you can handle.

And

:!: I’m not talking about constant validation either :!:

I know they’re busy, I’ve always respected and understood that. You don’t think I’ve taken this kind of advice before? I have. It has helped somewhat, but my situation remains the same at the core of everything.

So you keep on stubbing your toe every time you walk past the bed post. You know what to do. I'll give you a clue - put on a toe version of the Szalinski Numb Thumb, or move the fecking bed! If you can't find a Szalinski Numb Thumb for the toe, because you're not a fictional character, then put on some slippers or sandals!

I’m sorry for going off like this, but I’m just so angry and sad.

There's no need to apologise. You asked for help, and that's part of what we're here for.

 

[ChaosBringer666]

Assumptions like I’m just some noob that doesn’t know that the enemy does that mimicking thing (which they have in the past and I’ve overcome easily), how pathetic my situation is, or how I’m asking the gods to fix my problems (I’m NOT and would NEVER do that, I’ve been doing a working to fix one of the problems I’ve stated I had in the op. I was just being negative about it there which was dumb, I admit it.) or that I’m just some weakling lacking character and I’m basically just the-whiny-poster-on-the-forum of the day.

Never mind what I’ve done for the Gods, never mind I’ve been dedicated for years, never mind that my usual average of RTRs a day is 5-10, never mind that I DO HELP MYSELF whenever possible, I’ve NEVER ASKED THE GODS FOR ANYTHING but kindness, love and support. And

:!: I’m not talking about constant validation either :!:

I know they’re busy, I’ve always respected and understood that. You don’t think I’ve taken this kind of advice before? I have. It has helped somewhat, but my situation remains the same at the core of everything.

I’m sorry for going off like this, but I’m just so angry and sad.

Buddy you tearing yourself apart with the warfare take a step back on focus on protection, void and personal time. You’ve earned it and you owe it to yourself. Doing 5-10 RTRS a day without sufficient protection and void leaves one very vulnerable to enemy attacks so increase your suryah protection and normal Aop and clean curses as much as you can. Most people who have posted have offered great advice, and those who didn’t or what your referring to, just aren’t emotionally invested everyone’s different, and the enemy can be very crafty at making one see, hear and feel like it’s the gods I know this first hand.

Also if you haven’t ever asked for anything I think this would be a the time for an exception. Once again you’ve earned it the Gods are very loving and generous, dude they would even help some that they KNEW would never be of any help. So don’t feel the slightest bit bad just In vision Satan’s Sigil and ask for help and guidance we all need it from time to time.

Finally don’t ever fully surrender and give up, I am speaking from Experience, this is the WORST THING you can possibly do. I know it can be hard when you seem like a failure, like nothing you do is helping, But giving up is the one thing the gods WILL judge you for because it shows massive weakness in character and there is always a way through hardships you just haven’t found it yet. Your already better off than me, talking about your problems because I never did and had to wait around for help, and I still am dumbfounded by how it happened and when I was in the right state of mind Satan told me straight up, and I am quoting here “you weren’t being judged harshly, until you actually gave up” Don’t be foolish like I was now, the Gods love you, they have no reason not too, but they won’t help immediately if you don’t ask. Take my advice cut down on the warfare like 3 RTR’s that’s it and focus on void, Suryah protection, normal AOP and cleaning curses, that’s all you have to do.
Hope this helped.
Hail Satan!