When did it "click" for u? For me it was about a few years ago.

[Seeker in the Dark]

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

The realization is like a plot twist in a movie. I don't know exactly how to describe the feeling other than surprise, shock, anger. Now I just shrug, most times checking the early life section isn't even necessary anymore.

Sometimes I wish I could back just to have that feeling of "waking up" again. lol

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

 

[libra_sun_rising]

Besides what's on here it's all a lie

 

[HolyRaven]

It clicked for me when I lost my parents and the funeral home was trying to up sell my Aunt

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

For me it was shortly after the Dedication of the Soul to Satan that I discovered the truth about the Jews, and in any case it happened gradually and unexpectedly.

I discovered the truth about the Jews in a very strange way. In reality, anti-Semitism has never been a problem for me. Indeed, I have always been anti-Semitic and a profound accuser of Jewish reality since I was little. But obviously I wasn't aware of the whole reality behind the Jews and how they are behind the scenes of the most depraved things in the world. In fact, mine was just an innate dislike.

Then, some time after the dedication, when I still didn't really know anything about Joy of Satan's National Socialism, I came across a Christian anti-JoS propaganda post. Without repeating the unfounded slanders of that retarded Christian, since I was almost just dedicated to Satan, I was quite shocked by the things that were written there.

In fact, for the first few minutes I was shocked by these slanders that dealt with JoS's vision of Jews as well (here too, it wasn't so much the fact that they said that JoS was against the Jews, because what they nowadays call "anti-Semitism" was not a problem anyway for me, it was the way and specific accusations with which they slandered JoS that scared me), and it was honestly "the world was collapsing on me".

But then I thought about Satan. I thought: "it's true, I have recently dedicated myself to Satan, but Satan has taught me something in this short period", so I told myself that up until then Satan had taught me was to think with MY head and understand what I thought and don't let me instill ideas that aren't mine (especially by Christians).

So I calmed down and started to reflect, to think with my head and I began to slowly dismantle with simple logical reasoning all those common propaganda slanders with which Christians accuse JoS. After doing so, and understanding how things really were, I understood the Jewish situation, I was also quite proud of myself and how I had used logic and a critical spirit.

Furthermore, by now my curiosity was aroused so I decided to delve deeper into the Jews through the PDFs of Satan's Library together with some personal research to confirm the things that were written there.
And this is how I discovered that I had always been right to accuse the Jews, and finally this "anti-Semitic" feeling was no longer simply innate, but WELL motivated.

I thank Satan again for teaching me to use my brain. I have extremely high IQ scores, but I have NEVER used my brain before Satan. Satanism has truly unlocked my potential...not just spiritual. HAIL SATAN!

 

[V12-POWER]

I always found the word “Nazi” and the flags very aesthetic since I was a kid, when the brainwashing age came studying wwii I distanciated a little.

but it was never strong enough for me to turn sides, every time I saw hitler speak either in short fragments I would get chills all over me.

however as brainwashed as I could be, the Jews I always found strange, like the word “Jew” didn’t make me feel at ease for some reason.

It all came to me when in a bodybuilding forum some guy was posting things about demons and posted links to what was the JoS back then circa 2015, I finally found the truth about everything, I read everything about the holohoax and other political matters, I was too young to actually grasp these things. Almost 10 years latter I began truly understanding the world and what was happening, and is happening.

I dedicated in 2019 after a life threatening situation occurred and said goodbye to my old self. The struggle is wonderful, being with the Gods and Satan is something truly unique. And if you asked me what would I do if I had to part ways with Satanism. I would rather die in a fire