BlueWizard
Member
Satan's day is in less than 2 weeks and I'm wondering what do you guys usually do on that day? Asking because I don't want to miss something important.
And I decided I'll dedicate day before, 22nd of December. I had some problems with my first try to dedicate because I was weak and couldn't prick my finger.
I don't know, I didn't have time or I forgot just to mention couple of things since coming here.
Since I started doing meditations, cleaning aura and opening chakras I started to feel much more positivity in my life. Last month I have being really happy and positive towards others and myself personally.
First time I discovered JoS, I was really angry that time. Don't remember what got me, it was 2 years ago, I got so angry and just said to myself, I don't care, let the demons take me or whatever, so I searched on google how to summon demons. And first search was JoS site. Of course I clicked on it and started reading page about demons and summoning. I was suprised how page described demons differently from how I was looking at them that time. So I got really interested and started reading whole JoS site.
Then I started doing meditations a bit. Don't know again what got me, but I stopped doing meditations for almost 2 years. ( I'm simply lazy person and I told that to myself recently which encouraged me to start again).
So here I am, back, almost 2 months doing meditations, finally decided to do RTR (not really daily but I do it around 5 times per week, will try to do more, still not sure am I doing it right because I just rush through it, don't really vibrate the words, I just say them, so if I'm doing it wrong, pls say) ( and no idea how you guys manage to do RTR in 10 mins, it takes me like half an hour, I could seriously do more RTR daily if I could get it in like 10 mins, but I dont mind if it even takes an hour).
I can feel much more than I did before so I can say that I "advanced" a bit. I am young. There is still a lot for me to learn and I have to take small steps at time towards big goals. So I'm taking all of this slowly so it doesn't happen again, like last time when I did a lot at once and stopped (for like 2 years ,-, ). Currently on 6th day of opening the 6th chakra, it's not much but hey, better than nothing. I think that's all for now.
BIG thanks to all here who helped and encouraged me to do more and thanks to HP's for being awesome.
....... if you're still here, sorry for this wall of text, I'm usually not the person that types big text, but I somehow had feel I should do it. Maybe it was better if I made 2 separate topics but who cares, everything what i needed to know is asked here and I'm looking forward for replies.
Much love, cheers
....wew, that took like an hour to write, I'll be lurking around the forums as usual and seeya around, gtg sleep, have exam tomorrow ( today when post is approved).
And I decided I'll dedicate day before, 22nd of December. I had some problems with my first try to dedicate because I was weak and couldn't prick my finger.
I don't know, I didn't have time or I forgot just to mention couple of things since coming here.
Since I started doing meditations, cleaning aura and opening chakras I started to feel much more positivity in my life. Last month I have being really happy and positive towards others and myself personally.
First time I discovered JoS, I was really angry that time. Don't remember what got me, it was 2 years ago, I got so angry and just said to myself, I don't care, let the demons take me or whatever, so I searched on google how to summon demons. And first search was JoS site. Of course I clicked on it and started reading page about demons and summoning. I was suprised how page described demons differently from how I was looking at them that time. So I got really interested and started reading whole JoS site.
Then I started doing meditations a bit. Don't know again what got me, but I stopped doing meditations for almost 2 years. ( I'm simply lazy person and I told that to myself recently which encouraged me to start again).
So here I am, back, almost 2 months doing meditations, finally decided to do RTR (not really daily but I do it around 5 times per week, will try to do more, still not sure am I doing it right because I just rush through it, don't really vibrate the words, I just say them, so if I'm doing it wrong, pls say) ( and no idea how you guys manage to do RTR in 10 mins, it takes me like half an hour, I could seriously do more RTR daily if I could get it in like 10 mins, but I dont mind if it even takes an hour).
I can feel much more than I did before so I can say that I "advanced" a bit. I am young. There is still a lot for me to learn and I have to take small steps at time towards big goals. So I'm taking all of this slowly so it doesn't happen again, like last time when I did a lot at once and stopped (for like 2 years ,-, ). Currently on 6th day of opening the 6th chakra, it's not much but hey, better than nothing. I think that's all for now.
BIG thanks to all here who helped and encouraged me to do more and thanks to HP's for being awesome.
....... if you're still here, sorry for this wall of text, I'm usually not the person that types big text, but I somehow had feel I should do it. Maybe it was better if I made 2 separate topics but who cares, everything what i needed to know is asked here and I'm looking forward for replies.
Much love, cheers
....wew, that took like an hour to write, I'll be lurking around the forums as usual and seeya around, gtg sleep, have exam tomorrow ( today when post is approved).