DarkAries said:
I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me sick. And I wasting 3 or 4 more years of my life, just to get a diplom, what I cant use to anything.
Of course I'm not fully unmotivated, if I had the time I would meditate all day, and theching other to Satanism. Anything else seem like a useless waste of time and energy for ridiculosly low money.
What should I do?
This is going to be the case with the majority of careers. In the future, your job would be blended with Satanic elements.
There is some value in a career that gives you free time, allowing you to meditate. However, even within a given career, one can take steps to increase the time available to meditate, such as getting all your work done sooner, then getting an isolated office, or working at home where you can meditate on the job, and so on.
There is also value in finding a career that makes use of your natural talents and interests. As stated above, these talents will be made to full use in a Satanic world. What you can do now, then, is to get your diploma (of varying usefulness), and establish yourself professionally. Then, when Satanism becomes mainstream, you will be able to rapidly incorporate it into your career.
When I do workings for increasing my productivity, I focus on my "Satanic career", which to me involves my JOS responsibilities, personal development, as well as my "earthly" career.
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What you do now is up to you. For some, it may make sense to spend more time meditating, and less time working or going to school, if possible. This is all dependent on the resources you have available, and the current skills/level of advancement you possess.
If you have the ability to finish your schoolwork fast enough, which may take less time than 8 hours of a job, then that may be a better use of your time. In regards to stress, studying, and overall productivity, then make use of Saulo, Nauthiz, and Mercurial energies to increase your ability to do all that quicker.
One can even use runes on a short-term basis: "The energy of Saulo has now incited me to finish my research paper, in a positive way for me". For me, this has the effect of making me bolt upright and immediately get to work. One can also chant runes while reading, with partial focus.
This can be used to support yourself while doing larger, permanent working.