I am writing here as a teenager, however I am worried that I might be doing something wrong given that I am not from America (which further adds to my worry that I might make a mistake).
I would like to ask what my paralysis could mean. At that time, I was in my grandmother's attic (I felt that it belonged to my grandmother, although in fact she did not have an attic, and she lives in an apartment, but she has a house outside the city). I watched TV in complete darkness, the room looked like an abandoned, shabby. There was almost no wallpaper and everything was made of wood, except for the ceiling (the ceiling was apparently made of concrete). The room only had a sofa and a TV. And later, I began to hear a huge number of sounds that are played simultaneously (similar to this sound, I know, except perhaps Yume Nikki OST - Face). I felt how entities surround me and prevent me from watching TV, asking me to switch, but I did not want to. I could not move, and therefore, I called Buer. At the same time, Buer jumped out of a small black oval portal. I could distinctly hear his hooves landing on the wooden floor, but I could not hear the scraping of the boards. He asked me: "What happened, dear?", And at that moment I woke up.
Did he save me from something terrible? I don't have very big connections with this demon.
I would like to ask what my paralysis could mean. At that time, I was in my grandmother's attic (I felt that it belonged to my grandmother, although in fact she did not have an attic, and she lives in an apartment, but she has a house outside the city). I watched TV in complete darkness, the room looked like an abandoned, shabby. There was almost no wallpaper and everything was made of wood, except for the ceiling (the ceiling was apparently made of concrete). The room only had a sofa and a TV. And later, I began to hear a huge number of sounds that are played simultaneously (similar to this sound, I know, except perhaps Yume Nikki OST - Face). I felt how entities surround me and prevent me from watching TV, asking me to switch, but I did not want to. I could not move, and therefore, I called Buer. At the same time, Buer jumped out of a small black oval portal. I could distinctly hear his hooves landing on the wooden floor, but I could not hear the scraping of the boards. He asked me: "What happened, dear?", And at that moment I woke up.
Did he save me from something terrible? I don't have very big connections with this demon.