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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
Somehow I missed your post. So it's a bit late for me to answer. My apologies.
I think it is possible to have awakened one's kundalini in a past life. I have had flashes and visions of past lives. Of several, actually, but not in any order. At first I did not understand what they were. They took up my sight and filled my mind. It was viewed in third person. Sometimes in first. Some were dreams, others happened when I was awake.
In my last life, my kundalini was awakened and I had the same crazy kriyas, twitching and twirling and jerking lol. That was what I saw in my vision. I was in an ashram. It was the 1970s.
What is the final ascension of the kundalini?
I sometimes have lucid and vivid dreams, but now I am going through a phase where I do not remember my dreams. This is odd because for the majority of my life (except recently) I always remember my dreams waking up and they are often vivid.
I read about this on Google and it's a sign of the kundalini cleaning. It's normal and it will pass.
I have been feeling odd for the past two days. Just more spacey and like I am a balloon tied to a pair of shoes. When I am outside all I can focus on is not crossing during a red light at the intersection and not walking into people. That's the best I can do.
I have been not myself lately. It feels sometimes (even though it passes) that I am in the border, that blurry grey area, where sanity meets insanity.
It was comforting to read your words. I looked up some old posts in the group about kundalini insanity and came across yours.
Thanks for replying, hope your process is going well for you.
Hail Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhdea11@ wrote:
I think I can help you out. I have recently been hearing from what I think to be demons around me answering some of my questions. Apparently, I rose my kundalini in a past life (not to sure about that). But, anyway, it is my understanding that when your kundalini awakens and is getting closer and closer to its final ascension the more energy you are going to feel. I can speak from experience here, I have felt wiggling in my spine, energy rising up, and there is a feeling I don't like too much but it is not that bad, it is the energy coming out of my crown chakra or going up to my crown chakra and energy from the sun hitting the intersecting area at the same time. It feels sort of bizarre.
The more closer you get to its final ascension the more energy you feel. I have also been told I am about to be free again, at least that is what I heard. To me that means I am about to completely raise my kundalini and no longer live a, in a sense, artificial life.
You can expect other things as well. For example, I have been cleaning out my emotional and repressed baggage. I still have some working to do with that. You can expect vivid dreams, at least that has been the case with me. I have had dreams that seem quite strange and sort of continued when I awoke, such as beings talking to me and asking things like, are you getting material from beyond a gate?" and things like that.
My astral hearing which has always been decently empowered since I meditated consistently for a few months is rapidly improving. I am in much more control, and I do get those bizzare looks others talk about, I think HP Vovim talks about this.
However, there is that looming sense of insanity. The best way I can describe this for myself is that, it seems like a wrong move can throw everything out of whack and I have to make sure to keep on progressing non-stop. To me this just means that a big change is about to happen, again if those beings are correct.
As for energy surges making you twitch or jerk. I think this is normal. I think it just matters how much your soul has been empowered in past lives and in this one, and how much your physical body has become used to handling the energy. Personally, I don't get huge twitches that much, I used to, once in a while. It is most likely incredibly individual.
Just keep going, honestly, that is all I can say about this at the moment. I'm still learning myself, but I do suspect some major changes are about to be going under way.
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@ wrote:
I have come across this term several times while researching and googling the Kundalini. What is it exactly? I am going through the Kundalini Awakening process right now and I don't know if what I experienced last night was psychic attack or actual kundalini madness.
What happened was this:
I started getting energy surges and energy was hitting my crown chakra (when I was calmed down later in the night, my attention was brought to this.) I felt obsession and madness since late after noon to late evening (Around 9:30 it started to calm down), and it was escalating. I seriously thought I was going to lose it, I was feeling like I was inches away from losing my sanity. However, after I finished practicing my harp it calmed down a bit. After my shower, it calmed down a bit more. At the end of the night, before going to bed, all I felt was mental tiredness.
An extra note: I have had bad shakes from the excess of kundalini energy surging through my body before. I go through kriyas everyday.
Is the above kundalini madness? Or is it something that happened to ex-HP Salem Burke? I read on the JoS groups that he went crazy because he couldn't handle the kundalini rising.
What happened last night to me, it felt different from attacks, I didn't really feel the energies of the low level greys. Maybe the higher level greys have different energy? They surround me a lot.
Thanks be to Father Satan and my Guardians for keeping me safe and okay, I was able to pull through this.
Hail Satan!
