Lightstar23
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What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
Lightstar23 said:What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
Lightstar23 said:What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
Lightstar23 said:What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
Lightstar23 said:What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
Shadowcat said:Lightstar23 said:What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.
If you have any hard aspects between your sun and saturn you might benefit from a spiritual sun square depending on other factors in your chart, as long as other negative effects arent amplified by the square. You can use an affirmation tailored to breaking free of self desctructive tendancies and self love for this. Next best time for a sun sqare is when the sun is in leo so sometime starting late july. so starting any sunday that happens to fall on or after the 23rd of july.
Since that is still a ways a way you can start for now with the wunjo rune which banishes depression and encourages emotional and otherwise overall health and well being. Vibrating it anywhere from 20 to 50 or even 216 times ( dont go higher than what you can handle) with the proper affirmation for banishing depression and or tendancies for self disgust/hate.
Also meditate on these feelings and ask yourself where they really come from. Consciously and objectively trying to get to the root causes of something like this can also reveal to you the best way to remedy such a problem and why it might be there in the first place. These things are manytimes easier said than done as mindsets can be addictive and gotten used to. At worst you may also have some past life or karma issues that cause these feelings of which you may need to free your soul from. the most deep rooted issues call for 80 to 90 day workings on a waning moon, best time being in capricorn or scorpio. using munka or ansuz will suffice.
Don't forget to have someone to talk to or reach out to if you feel particulary self desctructive as legitimate desires for self harm can prove deadly at worst. No one deserves to treat you badly not even you.
Also try getting to the bottom of any stressors in your life as this is usually a main factor for chaotic thoughts or disorganization. This can be chart related also if you have poor concentration or focusing on a task. Take one problem at a time, write them down and try to figure out where they come from, from all sides, as far as your charts disposition, your environment and personal feelings and try to use that to come up with solutions. Depression is also often a result of burnout from poor stress management.
[/quotwhen ever i go to the jos website i for some reason HOVER OVER OVER TO THE DEDICATE YOUR SOUL TO SATAN LIKE IF SOMETHING IS CONTRILLING ME AND TELLING ME TO DO IT WHEN I ALREADY HAVE IS IT BECAUSE I DIDNT COMMIT FULLY BY HEART IM CONFUSED AND I KEEP ON GETTING CONTROLED BY SOMETHING IDK WHAT TO SAY AND THINK
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan