Hello all and Hail Satan. I've been experiencing some weird sensations lately. I've just started the power meditation program and did the dedication ritual about 2 weeks ago. First it was hard to get into a trance state but had a breakthrough about 3 days ago. I could really feel the surge of energy going through my body when doing the trance meditation...which was a sensation unlike anything I ever experienced... since that day everything has changed..I feel weird and most of the time not in a pleasant way...I have this weird feeling that is hard to describe..my teeth are sometimes grinding together and I feel very irritable..sometimes i just wanna scream or feel like punching a wall..on top of that I've had 2 weird dreams..and I'm not sure if I was dreaming or awake..in one dream someone was sitting next to me near my head on my bed..when I woke up it felt as if my dream and reality overlaps for just a brief moment and I could feel something or someone pulling my sheets...last night I had a similar dream..I was dreaming that someone was grabbing my legs and lifting me up..I wanted to scream but no sound came out and that's when I woke up..I was flat on my belly with my left hand tucked under my pillow, exactly the same way as in my dream..again when I woke I wasn't sure if it was real or a dream...any comments..or advice...thx.
