Wanting advise and some help with guidance...

[Stephanie Stone]

I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?

 

[Syt D]

Although the Goddess Lilith is not to be summoned, respectfully ask her for her assistance and presence in ur life.

Be aware of incoming possibilities and opportunities to get yourself out of that 'dark hole'.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Stephanie Stone" <halfpint0924@... wrote:

I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?

 

[Orc Barbarian]

My advice will be blunt but do something about your husband. I've never been in your position with that but I'd divorce him or something.. My honest opnion about Satanism, and religion in general, is that it's nice that your life will get better and all but sometimes, even most of the times I think, you should do things completely yourself, it makes you stronger. So my advice overall I guess is write down what you want changed (if you want, this helps for me sometimes, oddly when writing it and looking at it often it helps), mediate and focus on what you want and then make it happen, like divorce, w/e.
Sorry, I'm not sure what else to say to help, I'm pretty new here as well.
I hope everything works out
 

To: [email protected]
From: halfpint0924@...
Date: Sun, 4 Apr 2010 13:25:37 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Wanting advise and some help with guidance...

  I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?


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[thesataniclazy]

He hits you.... leave him that guy he is pathetic, I would like to come over there and teach him something. I would never hit my girl, I treat her like a queen. Ask Father Satan for help in a ritual.... Father would not let scum like that hurt his followers. Now, you may love the guy but if he hits you he is not worth it. Leave him! And if you want to you could ask Satan to hook you up in a relationship with a demon. I am with a demoness and she is very very affectionate.


Hail Father Satan and the Gods of Old!







Hail Father Satan and the Original Gods!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Syt D" <jri9vero@... wrote:

Although the Goddess Lilith is not to be summoned, respectfully ask her for her assistance and presence in ur life.

Be aware of incoming possibilities and opportunities to get yourself out of that 'dark hole'.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Stephanie Stone" <halfpint0924@ wrote:

I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?

 

[Anti]

If your husband is a distraction and a thorn in your side, cut him out of your life. Satanists don't scrape the bottom of the barrel for a companion, we aim our sights high. Help yourself by finding somebody better.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Stephanie Stone" <halfpint0924@... wrote:

I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?

 

[Ashley Ardis]

<td val[/IMG]Meditating is hard at first, because you have to access a side of your brain that you normally don't. Practicing daily for a least a half hour should help you become better with meditation. As far as your family issues, Satan teaches us to be strong and independent. You are the only person you need in your life. Dependency is not a good thing at all. However, I'm not saying being in any kind of relationship at all, including family, and friends, is a bad thing, just when you begin to "need" them. If he treats you like shit, you have the ability to get back at him for it. There are many magickal workings you can perform to get him back, or correct the situation, if you wish. If you are unable to do so, I suggest summoning a God.   HAIL SATAN

--- On Mon, 4/5/10, thesataniclazy <thesataniclazy@... wrote:

From: thesataniclazy <thesataniclazy@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Wanting advise and some help with guidance...
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, April 5, 2010, 12:04 PM

  He hits you.... leave him that guy he is pathetic, I would like to come over there and teach him something. I would never hit my girl, I treat her like a queen. Ask Father Satan for help in a ritual.... Father would not let scum like that hurt his followers. Now, you may love the guy but if he hits you he is not worth it. Leave him! And if you want to you could ask Satan to hook you up in a relationship with a demon. I am with a demoness and she is very very affectionate.

Hail Father Satan and the Gods of Old!

Hail Father Satan and the Original Gods!

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Syt D" <jri9vero@.. . wrote:

Although the Goddess Lilith is not to be summoned, respectfully ask her for her assistance and presence in ur life.

Be aware of incoming possibilities and opportunities to get yourself out of that 'dark hole'.


--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Stephanie Stone" <halfpint0924@ wrote:

I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?

[/TD]

 

[Martin Pena]

Well Stephanie I can help since I am new as well I know what you go thru I would say in my opinion leave the guy there is always other people out there I have the problem with xian grilfriends it was either Satan or them I chose Satan and I have the strength to deal with this go to Satan yourself if yu are not sure he will help you blatantly you don't need someone who is gonna slow you down it is like equivalent exchange or the phrase give a little to to get a little I am just giving advice if not maybe this will help when I had my last girl I didn't know she was xian she discovered my enochian books and altar and satanic texts she burned them with my mon's help I cursed that perosn to the point where I destroyed her love life there is no way she can find love thanks to me but the point if you have thw power use it, it takes timeif you know how to work with your aura breathe in white gold energy and affirm I am programming my aura to repel (name) in every way  if you want more help email me at diaboulus567@... I will do my part to help you
 
From: Stephanie Stone <halfpint0924@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sun, April 4, 2010 7:25:37 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Wanting advise and some help with guidance...

  I am new here.I have been studying things on the website.I have dedicated my soul to Satan.I am doing the best I can at meditating and with the way my life is going I can't concentrate on anything.I have a husband who is hurting me.Emotionally and then an hour or so ago physically.If I hear one more time that God doesnt give you more than you can handle I am going to scream.If that was the case my life wouldnt be like this.I want to help myself and am trying but it seems like I am getting nowhere.Does anyone have any advise?