The color black is often used for protection. There is protective and soul freeing properties to it. From what I can see you're benefiting from your meditation practice. Letting go and detaching from the burdens you've been carrying on your day to day life. Releasing from mental stress and floating free in this beautiful darkness.
Sometimes letting go is good. Sometimes it's better to remember to face these problems head on. Use that free feeling to face these problems head on if you are aware of the problems. When both of these things are utilized together ive found great results. Look into the darkness and see what your own darkness says and look for the most optimal solution.
If there is things resting under the surface while in these deep states it's a good time to "look into a mirror" and see what's going on. Except you are looking into your soul. This is part of the healing process too. The balance between being comfortable and uncomfortable. It is neccesary for genuine growth. sometimes the pain we suppress can cause great turbulence when released, but it is never impossible.
Please do let me know what you think about all of this. After all I don't know you, I'm just going based off as much as I can possibly see. I'm new to the forums myself in a sense. How ever ive been following JOS for years. I'm wishing you the best along your path!! Again don't be afraid to let me know what you think.
HAIL SATAN!!!