hailsatanorion9
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Me and some members of my family decided to go to the Vipassana 10 day meditation programm and so we did yesterday. It was all nice n fine the first day and then the meditation that happened during the night felt VERY suspicious. I have researched really small amount on the internet about it and i expected only some breathing exercises and some meditation that would increase attentiveness. BUT in the recorded instruction i heard some vile stuff like " Surrender yourself to us ... " and also a lot of Meditational words like Pranayama which most people will not understand the meaning of (duh) even i didnt understand some D: and plus they never explained their words and plus no one could talk with each other during the meditation session (which was false, no one could talk to each other during the whole programme, i found this out the next day) AND THEN they started using chants that is in foreign language probably in Tibetan or something but when the chant started i felt extreme suspiciousness and i tried doing the Cleansing Blue Flame techinque on myself just in case, it barely even worked, it felt like my powers were being dilluted and it felt like the energies of the blue flame is being kept down by some other energy... So i just left it there assuming stuff... And then they made us do an EXTREMLY basic and easy breathing stuff like " focus on your breathing, be wary of it " thats all we did, we focused on our breaths in a sitting position for 1.5 hour and in the 0.5 hour they made us hear a recorded mantra or a chant. And then they told us to go to bed right away after the meditation session and in between and to do nothing else and they told us to be silent and to not even make a gesture to each other for communication, and everyone simply obeyed like CATTLES. Btw taking notes , having phones and having religious piece of item with you was prohibited. (I didnt follow any of it and just lied that i didnt have them lol ). I was trying to talk with my sibling about the meditation and then the woman who was part of the charge told us to not talk and to be separate from each other, it pissed me off so i asked the reasoning behind it, she told me to ask the master bout it so i just left it there and went to bed and instead of sleeping i opened my notepad and started drawing stuff. Then the woman came and told me to stop drawing and she asked my name then after a while she told me to go see the master. And then the master took my notepad told me that i wasnt understanding the meaning of this meditation and i asked them about their reasoning of forcing us to be cattles then he simply replied (it distracts you, if u have a conversation the conversation u had will distract you during the meditation ) well shit arent we LEARNING to be attentive no matter what ???? Well long story short after that i just simply put all my assumptions into the trash can and started calling out every suspicious thing to my siblings and they understood me because they themselves were feeling negative stuff about it aswell. We told my parents and at first they were kind of furious then my Dad somehow just simply accepted our departure and told us to come back. And when i came back he told us that his friend once went to Vipassana and when he came back he felt kind of lifeless. (All the previous practitioners who were there felt extremly dull and lifeless and just simply non existent and weak). Also after coming back i remembered the women who registered the people for Vipassana saying " the Buddhist temple has banned us so dont ask them about us we are doing this on the weekends to not get caught " (they were doing registrations on Sundays)...... well they also prohibited stuff like " women shouldnt reveal too much skin it distracts, you people should not bring any food and you will not eat meat, you will experience some physical problems which are all part of the effects of the meditation so when u do feel em ask only the master bout it " etc....
I apologize for my bad English , it is not my first language and i felt the need to share my experience to all my Brothers and Sisters out there... Dont trust Vipassana it will try and turn you into a cattle.
Hail Satan!!!
Me and some members of my family decided to go to the Vipassana 10 day meditation programm and so we did yesterday. It was all nice n fine the first day and then the meditation that happened during the night felt VERY suspicious. I have researched really small amount on the internet about it and i expected only some breathing exercises and some meditation that would increase attentiveness. BUT in the recorded instruction i heard some vile stuff like " Surrender yourself to us ... " and also a lot of Meditational words like Pranayama which most people will not understand the meaning of (duh) even i didnt understand some D: and plus they never explained their words and plus no one could talk with each other during the meditation session (which was false, no one could talk to each other during the whole programme, i found this out the next day) AND THEN they started using chants that is in foreign language probably in Tibetan or something but when the chant started i felt extreme suspiciousness and i tried doing the Cleansing Blue Flame techinque on myself just in case, it barely even worked, it felt like my powers were being dilluted and it felt like the energies of the blue flame is being kept down by some other energy... So i just left it there assuming stuff... And then they made us do an EXTREMLY basic and easy breathing stuff like " focus on your breathing, be wary of it " thats all we did, we focused on our breaths in a sitting position for 1.5 hour and in the 0.5 hour they made us hear a recorded mantra or a chant. And then they told us to go to bed right away after the meditation session and in between and to do nothing else and they told us to be silent and to not even make a gesture to each other for communication, and everyone simply obeyed like CATTLES. Btw taking notes , having phones and having religious piece of item with you was prohibited. (I didnt follow any of it and just lied that i didnt have them lol ). I was trying to talk with my sibling about the meditation and then the woman who was part of the charge told us to not talk and to be separate from each other, it pissed me off so i asked the reasoning behind it, she told me to ask the master bout it so i just left it there and went to bed and instead of sleeping i opened my notepad and started drawing stuff. Then the woman came and told me to stop drawing and she asked my name then after a while she told me to go see the master. And then the master took my notepad told me that i wasnt understanding the meaning of this meditation and i asked them about their reasoning of forcing us to be cattles then he simply replied (it distracts you, if u have a conversation the conversation u had will distract you during the meditation ) well shit arent we LEARNING to be attentive no matter what ???? Well long story short after that i just simply put all my assumptions into the trash can and started calling out every suspicious thing to my siblings and they understood me because they themselves were feeling negative stuff about it aswell. We told my parents and at first they were kind of furious then my Dad somehow just simply accepted our departure and told us to come back. And when i came back he told us that his friend once went to Vipassana and when he came back he felt kind of lifeless. (All the previous practitioners who were there felt extremly dull and lifeless and just simply non existent and weak). Also after coming back i remembered the women who registered the people for Vipassana saying " the Buddhist temple has banned us so dont ask them about us we are doing this on the weekends to not get caught " (they were doing registrations on Sundays)...... well they also prohibited stuff like " women shouldnt reveal too much skin it distracts, you people should not bring any food and you will not eat meat, you will experience some physical problems which are all part of the effects of the meditation so when u do feel em ask only the master bout it " etc....
I apologize for my bad English , it is not my first language and i felt the need to share my experience to all my Brothers and Sisters out there... Dont trust Vipassana it will try and turn you into a cattle.
Hail Satan!!!