So i have very big problem - for like 6-8 years i suffer from some kind of severe depression,i dont have regular work because im trying to switch professions because in my previous workplaces i was very close to some kind of mental breakdown,my family hates me and they think that im just lazy and looking for cheap excuse to not find work anytime soon - i tried to meditate for some time in hopes of achieving oobe,opening third eye and contacting a Demon but i was unsuccesfull in any of these tasks
and this is where my question begins: can i possibly make a deal with a Demon that in exchange for money and help with meditations i will serve him/her for amount of time we will both agree ?
and can someone possibly ask in my favor a Demon if he can contact me on that matter ? - I'm very sorry and i know that this is something i should be really ashamed of but i'm afraid this is only way i can think of (i tried to achieve oobe,and contact demon for years [how many ? i dont even remember anymore] - but as mentioned before i was unable to achieve anything)
and this is where my question begins: can i possibly make a deal with a Demon that in exchange for money and help with meditations i will serve him/her for amount of time we will both agree ?
and can someone possibly ask in my favor a Demon if he can contact me on that matter ? - I'm very sorry and i know that this is something i should be really ashamed of but i'm afraid this is only way i can think of (i tried to achieve oobe,and contact demon for years [how many ? i dont even remember anymore] - but as mentioned before i was unable to achieve anything)