Hello brothers.
I wanted to consult you something, we are two spiritual satanist girls, we have been approximately 3 years, previously especially at the beginning we had some problems but now we were doing well, it happens that it has entered usan existential doubt.
We are confused.
I realized that all the good things that ever happened to me were when I did not meditate or was not active in the SS, and that confuses me and makes me wonder, why?
Why when I was not active, I did not meditate, I did nothing but I did believe in Satan, everything good happened to me and now that I was 100% active every day with my meditations, RtR etc, everything goes wrong? And on top of it worse? I do not know what to think.
With this post I do not expect you to throw shit at me, insult me or call me Jewish, no, I am not, I am looking for help, an explanation or if someone else has this happened and how it was solved.
Thank you very much to all.
I wanted to consult you something, we are two spiritual satanist girls, we have been approximately 3 years, previously especially at the beginning we had some problems but now we were doing well, it happens that it has entered usan existential doubt.
We are confused.
I realized that all the good things that ever happened to me were when I did not meditate or was not active in the SS, and that confuses me and makes me wonder, why?
Why when I was not active, I did not meditate, I did nothing but I did believe in Satan, everything good happened to me and now that I was 100% active every day with my meditations, RtR etc, everything goes wrong? And on top of it worse? I do not know what to think.
With this post I do not expect you to throw shit at me, insult me or call me Jewish, no, I am not, I am looking for help, an explanation or if someone else has this happened and how it was solved.
Thank you very much to all.