very confuse

[dumitru]

Hello to all,i have a big dilema after a time of think,i was ortodox before never practice,a life full of bad things,fate ,or how u all whant call when nothing go good only worse,,i have no mental problems only lots of pain and sad in soul,eny way for me Jesus never help me or ather person ,never answer on prays etc,no miracol hapen, but i did dedication to Father Satan ,meditate in way i can ,but the cold breth i felt on mi face many times i find is only i nische in wall,dream once a snake who protect me but only accident hapen sens then,hot water on mi leg,long iron on mi legs ,right and after water hot on left,and ather small but evry day accident,i need som hel i whant it invoc ,call or sumon a demon or Father Satan but othing only mi life get more worse than before.so in mi opinion the one who is our true creator and God should not protect us and ofer suport dunno somthing ?this is what i think ,i never so miracols so dam last days i start believe that not exist NO GOD ,NO JESUS ,NO SATAN ,NO ATHER ENTITATE ,I AM SORY FOR BE so open but i am down wiht mi moral ,,thanks and maybe i will receve a answer
Hail Satan..

 

[lightseeker15]

Do you meditate daily?Sorry for your problems but Satan helps those who help themselves. You should begin a meditation program after your dedication, of course nothing happens if you just sit down and do nothing. Satanism isn't xianity where you depend on other entities to take care of your problems but YOU do things to help yourself and become powerful, Satan is only here to help you only if he sees you trying your best to do things on yourself. Understand that.

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dumitru" <cami3fox@... wrote:

Hello to all,i have a big dilema after a time of think,i was ortodox before never practice,a life full of bad things,fate ,or how u all whant call when nothing go good only worse,,i have no mental problems only lots of pain and sad in soul,eny way for me Jesus never help me or ather person ,never answer on prays etc,no miracol hapen, but i did dedication to Father Satan ,meditate in way i can ,but the cold breth i felt on mi face many times i find is only i nische in wall,dream once a snake who protect me but only accident hapen sens then,hot water on mi leg,long iron on mi legs ,right and after water hot on left,and ather small but evry day accident,i need som hel i whant it invoc ,call or sumon a demon or Father Satan but othing only mi life get more worse than before.so in mi opinion the one who is our true creator and God should not protect us and ofer suport dunno somthing ?this is what i think ,i never so miracols so dam last days i start believe that not exist NO GOD ,NO JESUS ,NO SATAN ,NO ATHER ENTITATE ,I AM SORY FOR BE so open but i am down wiht mi moral ,,thanks and maybe i will receve a answer
Hail Satan..

 

[lightseeker15]

Another thing, do you put an aura of protection every day?Do you do a ritual every week?The "accidents" you said might be angel attacks since I had these 3 days after my dedication, they tried to turn me away from Satanism but then stopped. And like I said, you should have the Satanic mentality instead of the xian one, you don't pray and call to Satan and expect him to do anything for you. You also should do the dedication AFTER you contacted Satan or had signs that He is real. The bad thing is to EXPECT things to happen just by doing the dedication, it just means you accept Satan it isn't a one-way ticket to happiness or something.

Many people do this mistake you did, have the xian mentality, dedicate to Satan, expect everything to happen in one day and after a while turn xians or something and reverse the dedication. And of course then after a while come back to Satanism bcuz they realize the truth and Satan doesn't accept them bcuz the dedication is done once.

I say meditate consistently and empower yourself FIRST without EXPECTING anything. Once you feel powerful enough then try evoking Demons e.t.c. I'm talking from my experience here.

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lightseeker15" <lightseeker15@... wrote:

Do you meditate daily?Sorry for your problems but Satan helps those who help themselves. You should begin a meditation program after your dedication, of course nothing happens if you just sit down and do nothing. Satanism isn't xianity where you depend on other entities to take care of your problems but YOU do things to help yourself and become powerful, Satan is only here to help you only if he sees you trying your best to do things on yourself. Understand that.

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dumitru" <cami3fox@ wrote:

Hello to all,i have a big dilema after a time of think,i was ortodox before never practice,a life full of bad things,fate ,or how u all whant call when nothing go good only worse,,i have no mental problems only lots of pain and sad in soul,eny way for me Jesus never help me or ather person ,never answer on prays etc,no miracol hapen, but i did dedication to Father Satan ,meditate in way i can ,but the cold breth i felt on mi face many times i find is only i nische in wall,dream once a snake who protect me but only accident hapen sens then,hot water on mi leg,long iron on mi legs ,right and after water hot on left,and ather small but evry day accident,i need som hel i whant it invoc ,call or sumon a demon or Father Satan but othing only mi life get more worse than before.so in mi opinion the one who is our true creator and God should not protect us and ofer suport dunno somthing ?this is what i think ,i never so miracols so dam last days i start believe that not exist NO GOD ,NO JESUS ,NO SATAN ,NO ATHER ENTITATE ,I AM SORY FOR BE so open but i am down wiht mi moral ,,thanks and maybe i will receve a answer
Hail Satan..

 

[Irene Gocela]

It is very common after we dedicate ourselves to Father Satan.  It happens to a lot of us.  It's the fucking angels try to scare us and try to turn us against Satan.You are not the only one!!  But you know, who you are a PROUD SATANIST !!!!  and more..............lEmpower yourself through meditation.  Please do a power of protection meditation here is the link.  http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.htmlAnd Pray to Father Satan. O Mighty Lord Satan, by whom all things are set free, I cast myself utterly into thine arms and place myself unreservedly under thy all powerful protection. Comfort me and deliver me from all of the hindrances and snares of those who wish to harm me, both seen and unseen. 
Visit justice and vengeance upon those who seek my destruction. Render them powerless and devastated. Direct their malice to return upon them tenfold and to destroy them who would resent my being. 
Fill my soul with thy infernal power, strengthen me, that I may persevere in my service, and act as an agent of thy works and a vessel of thy will. 
This I ask in your name, almighty and ineffable Lord Satan who liveth and reigneth forevermore. 
Ave Satanas
Hail Satan!!  

From: lightseeker15 <lightseeker15@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, October 23, 2009 6:16:30 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: very confuse

  Another thing, do you put an aura of protection every day?Do you do a ritual every week?The "accidents" you said might be angel attacks since I had these 3 days after my dedication, they tried to turn me away from Satanism but then stopped. And like I said, you should have the Satanic mentality instead of the xian one, you don't pray and call to Satan and expect him to do anything for you. You also should do the dedication AFTER you contacted Satan or had signs that He is real. The bad thing is to EXPECT things to happen just by doing the dedication, it just means you accept Satan it isn't a one-way ticket to happiness or something.

Many people do this mistake you did, have the xian mentality, dedicate to Satan, expect everything to happen in one day and after a while turn xians or something and reverse the dedication. And of course then after a while come back to Satanism bcuz they realize the truth and Satan doesn't accept them bcuz the dedication is done once.

I say meditate consistently and empower yourself FIRST without EXPECTING anything. Once you feel powerful enough then try evoking Demons e.t.c. I'm talking from my experience here.

Hail Satan!!

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "lightseeker15" <lightseeker15@ ... wrote:

Do you meditate daily?Sorry for your problems but Satan helps those who help themselves. You should begin a meditation program after your dedication, of course nothing happens if you just sit down and do nothing. Satanism isn't xianity where you depend on other entities to take care of your problems but YOU do things to help yourself and become powerful, Satan is only here to help you only if he sees you trying your best to do things on yourself. Understand that.

Hail Satan!!

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "dumitru" <cami3fox@ wrote:

Hello to all,i have a big dilema after a time of think,i was ortodox before never practice,a life full of bad things,fate ,or how u all whant call when nothing go good only worse,,i have no mental problems only lots of pain and sad in soul,eny way for me Jesus never help me or ather person ,never answer on prays etc,no miracol hapen, but i did dedication to Father Satan ,meditate in way i can ,but the cold breth i felt on mi face many times i find is only i nische in wall,dream once a snake who protect me but only accident hapen sens then,hot water on mi leg,long iron on mi legs ,right and after water hot on left,and ather small but evry day accident,i need som hel i whant it invoc ,call or sumon a demon or Father Satan but othing only mi life get more worse than before.so in mi opinion the one who is our true creator and God should not protect us and ofer suport dunno somthing ?this is what i think ,i never so miracols so dam last days i start believe that not exist NO GOD ,NO JESUS ,NO SATAN ,NO ATHER ENTITATE ,I AM SORY FOR BE so open but i am down wiht mi moral ,,thanks and maybe i will receve a answer
Hail Satan..

 

[lancefireopus45]

um typo much?

sigh if you dont have mental problems then how come ya type so bad let me guess didn't pick up the skills in school right?
lol i did that too

sigh um i gonna do ya a favor try to edit your message by reposting it so it looks better im no mod but i think i can do this cause everyones words are editable within my part of a post or something

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dumitru" <cami3fox@... wrote:

Hello to all,i have a big dilemma after a time of thinking , i was orthodox before never practice , a life full of bad things , fate , or how you all what call when nothing go good only worse , , i have no mental problems only lots of pain and sad in soul,eny way for me Jesus never help me or other people , never answer on prays etc,no miracle happen , but i did dedication to Father Satan , meditate in way i can ,

but the cold breth i felt on my face many times i find is only a niche in the wall,

dreamnt once a snake who protect me

but only accident happen sence then,

hot water on my leg, long iron on my legs , right and after water hot on left, and other small but every day accident, i need some help i want it invoke , call or summon a demon or Father Satan but othing only my life get more worse than before. so in my opinion the one who is our true creator and God should not protect us and ofer suport dunno somthing ?

this is what i think , i never saw miracle so many damn last days i start believe that not exist NO GOD , NO JESUS , NO SATAN , NO OTHER ENTITYS , I AM SORRY FOR BEING so open but i am down with my moral , , thanks and maybe i will receve a answer
Hail Satan..


(keep in mind this version of this was edited to correct typos i did it as a favor and this person just needs to get a lil trust and confidence building therapy welcome him/her with open arms let see how much can be done for him/her)