Using porn as a healthy outlet?

[Valentine1699]

I’ve been extremely busy with scaling my business, working on advancing spiritually, and working on my health & fitness

I haven’t had the time or money available to go out & meet women & have relationships & sex

Which has lead me to a lot of masturbation to porn which I’ve always felt guilt, shame & other negative emotions about which has caused major hangups

Before I found the JOS I was into the whole no fap semen retention bullshit which certainly didn’t help

I’d go weeks or months without porn & then end up going on a porn binge relapse

I’ve also tried masturbaing just using my imagination, but sooner or later I’d end up going back to porn

For the last few months I’ve been masturbaing to porn almost daily & still feeling some negative emotions/hangups about it which I’ve felt has weakened my aura & caused me to get sick frequently

What can I do about this?

Is the answer to continue using it & just try to not feel any negative emotions about it?

 

[AFODO]

A sexual freeing working with Munka. For example "This energy completely frees me from malicious sexual karma, in the most beneficial way for me".

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

There's not only porn. There is erotism, nude images or videos.
I think the negativity coming from porn is what the jews imbedded it with, I mean treating people like low-level apes and instilling any sort of inferiority complex and false expectations to the people watching it. This is what leaves negative feelings after watching that, in my opinion. I think there's also a giant vortex of energies (I am not able to see that, but I am strongly convinced) feeded by all people porn-dependant, if you link to this vortex, you'll hear the call from time to time.
Using sexy images to help your fantasies, why not? It may be a step towards de-porning if you want to do this in Neptunian ways (slowly, drop by drop).

 

[BlackSnake]

Which has lead me to a lot of masturbation to porn which I’ve always felt guilt, shame & other negative emotions about which has caused major hangups

Pain of regret > Pain of discipline

Give up pleasure in order to have pleasure. Porn and healthy do not fit well in the same sentence.

Recommended readings:
Re: Porn
On Porn
Sexual and Spiritual Evolution / Porn Industry
Sexuality and the Metaphysical

 

[Valentine1699]

Thank you for the advice

I like the idea of using images to help create fantasies instead of watching porn

Can anyone expand on this energy vortex?

I am also convinced it’s real

Billions of men orgasming at the same outlet on a near daily basis surely sounds like a very powerful type of sex magick