FlameGhost
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I have been dealing with this for quite a while.. I've said before about me having to put up with my xian parents and with having a long distance lover from another country. I'm not sure on what people say about having a long distance relationship but because of our relationship and bond, rather that turn away and go to whatever else to get by; he did do the dedication ritual and dedicated his soul to Satan and is doing his best to advance himself. We can almost feel each others emotions at this point whether we are talking to each other (in a call or in text) or not.
What I'm saying is I have been worried so much for him because his family doesn't bring in much food and I have him telling me that he has almost nothing to eat some weeks and it almost breaks my heart every time...
I have asked my parents about giving me money to go there and they said that they would be allowing him to come here and would be willing to find a way to have a bed and all that is needed. That is only because I told them that he was a (she) so they wouldn't go off on me and simply kick me out right then and there. I have later told them the truth, only because they were talking about "supporting bisexualism" and calling themselves "Bisexual" because of polygamy ideas and them doing research to at least figure that much out about human culture. Also because the kike book seems to allow that at least in the Torah. But when I did mention it they gave up that idea and my dad said "no" of course and even though my dad said that he would still be okay with allowing me to live with them; I could tell that he wouldn't for long since I told him before about wanting money to visit him (which I still said her) and he said that he would give it to me and doesn't. So I simply lied to him the day after and said that we broke up since he couldn't deal with the situation and he bought it, thankfully.
While I am relieved that he did do the ritual and even though he was vaxed and used to have bad anxiety, the effects from all of it are just about non existent now. I am still worried about knowing how this world is going and I understand that the Jews are gonna do all they can to unleash as much as they can on humanity while they can, which also includes the vaccine ideas and why I told him to dedicate and to stay healthy as best as possible. I'm still worried about what is going to happen and I know that Satan protects his own and does what he can but I'm not sure if that will be able to extend to food and everything else needed to live.
Because of that I have just about got a job now although I won't be able to actually get a house or anything for 3 more months and I don't know what will happen in this country or his by then. But I have also just about decided on doing a death spell on my parents as a quick way to solve that. The problem is I think my mom is a bit psychic and may feel when I attempt to do it and wake up or something. I say that because I used to play around with the idea of chakras and using magic a few years ago (which my parents also didn't have an issue with since they are open to some extent). and she could feel a bit of the energy from me while my dad couldn't.
So I'm not only asking on what to do about the whole situation but I'm also wondering if Satan will still be able to help me in that and keep them from finding out and help me and my lover to be together.
I hope that someone here could please help on what to do because I'm about at a loss on this. I know that the next waning moon chance in in 2 days and on November 27th and I'm still deciding on whether to go with the job normally and hope or to go through with it.
What I'm saying is I have been worried so much for him because his family doesn't bring in much food and I have him telling me that he has almost nothing to eat some weeks and it almost breaks my heart every time...
I have asked my parents about giving me money to go there and they said that they would be allowing him to come here and would be willing to find a way to have a bed and all that is needed. That is only because I told them that he was a (she) so they wouldn't go off on me and simply kick me out right then and there. I have later told them the truth, only because they were talking about "supporting bisexualism" and calling themselves "Bisexual" because of polygamy ideas and them doing research to at least figure that much out about human culture. Also because the kike book seems to allow that at least in the Torah. But when I did mention it they gave up that idea and my dad said "no" of course and even though my dad said that he would still be okay with allowing me to live with them; I could tell that he wouldn't for long since I told him before about wanting money to visit him (which I still said her) and he said that he would give it to me and doesn't. So I simply lied to him the day after and said that we broke up since he couldn't deal with the situation and he bought it, thankfully.
While I am relieved that he did do the ritual and even though he was vaxed and used to have bad anxiety, the effects from all of it are just about non existent now. I am still worried about knowing how this world is going and I understand that the Jews are gonna do all they can to unleash as much as they can on humanity while they can, which also includes the vaccine ideas and why I told him to dedicate and to stay healthy as best as possible. I'm still worried about what is going to happen and I know that Satan protects his own and does what he can but I'm not sure if that will be able to extend to food and everything else needed to live.
Because of that I have just about got a job now although I won't be able to actually get a house or anything for 3 more months and I don't know what will happen in this country or his by then. But I have also just about decided on doing a death spell on my parents as a quick way to solve that. The problem is I think my mom is a bit psychic and may feel when I attempt to do it and wake up or something. I say that because I used to play around with the idea of chakras and using magic a few years ago (which my parents also didn't have an issue with since they are open to some extent). and she could feel a bit of the energy from me while my dad couldn't.
So I'm not only asking on what to do about the whole situation but I'm also wondering if Satan will still be able to help me in that and keep them from finding out and help me and my lover to be together.
I hope that someone here could please help on what to do because I'm about at a loss on this. I know that the next waning moon chance in in 2 days and on November 27th and I'm still deciding on whether to go with the job normally and hope or to go through with it.