Urges

[caitlyn sawyer]

Can Father Satan help me with this? I have so many urges to kill. I haven't told anyone about this. Some days, I find myself getting ready to go and find someone and just stab them until they die. Idk I want to know if he can help me but then again, idk if I want to be helped. I can picture myself doing it and find it fascinating. I know if I do it, I my be caught. But can someone talk with me? Am I the only one who feels this way?

 

[Sims Motal]

Not sure what or if you are trying to pull here. I seriously doubt your credibility. Normal people sometimes
feel -- when justified for some kind of abuse -- like killing someone. But to want to kill for fun! THAT IS NOT A
SATANIC THING! Either you are nuts, or you are just trying to get a rise out of someone. We do not go out
and murder people. We fight with rituals.


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Thu, 7/28/16, caitlyn sawyer sawyercai@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Urges
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, July 28, 2016, 5:30 PM


 












Can Father Satan help me with this? I have
so many urges to kill. I haven't told anyone about this.
Some days, I find myself getting ready to go and find
someone and just stab them until they die. Idk I want to
know if he can help me but then again, idk if I want to be
helped. I can picture myself doing it and find it
fascinating. I know if I do it, I my be caught. But can
someone talk with me? Am I the only one who feels this
way?















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[Dean van Der Merwe]

i can myself relate to that I have had the same urges  but to a greater extent of craving power  aswell  your urge to kill comes from within  your aura is unbalanced and you need to find out what it is that is  brewing that within my personal suggestion is to  clear your chakras  and do a void meditation  from personal experience which may differ     with all of us  is that something has you caught in a emotion that you have felt before and that you did not dea l with do some searching and write down what you have felt over the past  year or so if you cannot find out what has triggered this you need  to  search future hope this sheds some light  remember he gives you the chance to make your choices these can either   neither right nor wrong  but there is always a lesson to learn in this
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On Fri, Jul 29, 2016 at 2:30 AM, caitlyn sawyer sawyercai@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Can Father Satan help me with this? I have so many urges to kill. I haven't told anyone about this. Some days, I find myself getting ready to go and find someone and just stab them until they die. Idk I want to know if he can help me but then again, idk if I want to be helped. I can picture myself doing it and find it fascinating. I know if I do it, I my be caught. But can someone talk with me? Am I the only one who feels this way?

 

[black_knight_4]

It is most likely a form of OCD, yes Satan can help you. Dedicate, also find a therapist. The enemy is planting these thoughts so that you go to jail and are not a threat to them.

 

[wn33kfoau2an6fmdlrac7tusm2kvmwf4c6i4uelw]

I don't think anyone enlightened enough to find JOS, and consider it's points seriously, would also be having homicidal thoughts.

 

[[email protected]]

I felt like i have to add my opinion to this because I had similar experiences before I dedicated. It was under different circumstances, but the core thought of killing remained the same. I can confirm to you that these thoughts are enemy manipulation. After dedicating I found out a damn lot about how the enemy manipulated me. It actually started when I was about 11 years old. They firstly brought my friend to tell me about some kind of alien horror movie. Then I spent the following TWO YEARS in permanent fear, until all my emotions started to fade away. I had the mindset of "I'm powerless, so if they want to kill me, they can go right ahead. And I don't care." Notice the slave-mentality in this mindset. After this, the enemy brought me to find out about subliminal programming. I ll leave the details out, but until the day I found jos, I actually thought I was GOD. That was because I thought this subliminal stuff would work and I would be the only one who knows it. This went further into actually thinking I was god and got so bored that I decided to wipe my memories and live a human life. After this, they brought me to hate humanity more and more. I have to add that, my theory is that they intended for me to wreck havok over humanity. I don't know if it was just as a last resort, or as part of their actual plan. Anyways, they purposely got me to raise massive amounts of energy while doing the subliminal programming (I didnt even know that it was energy at that time). This led to the programming to actually be somewhat EFFECTIVE, since the real concept is to raise energy and program it. This boosted my powers and energy by an enormous degree. But don't get me wrong. This last year, or more specifically, the whole time after my friend telling me about this movie, was HELL(Just a way of saying it, I know what hell really is). It was a transformation. A gruesome transformation from a human into a humanity hating slave. I hate them for this. On the bright side, however, I was lucky enough to find to father satan in time. And now this "slave" will use his massive amounts of power to kick their jewish asses!
I actually just noticed I went a bit off-topic here. Sorry for making it so long xdTL;DR : It's most probably enemy programming. You should dedicate and research as much as possible. +Don't forget to clean your aura twice a day. You can also talk to father satan about this once you dedicated. 

On Sat, Jul 30, 2016 at 5:49, catchpool11@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I don't think anyone enlightened enough to find JOS, and consider it's points seriously, would also be having homicidal thoughts.

 

[babyb00m]

Meditate daily. Meditation cleans out all of the dross from your mind and heals you of psychological disorders.

A good place to start with meditation is the 40 Day Self Empowerment Program available in Satan's Library. Some links in the 40 Day Self Empowerment Program PDF are broken. PDF copies of the hatha and kundalini yoga routines from the broken links are in Satan's Library.

Satan’s Library
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Sa ... brary.html  

Clean your aura and build an aura of protection daily. A clean aura naturally repels negative energy, banishes depression, and prevents disease from manifesting. A dirty aura will cause bad luck, negative thoughts, financial hardship, problems with meditation, and other issues. A strong aura of protection will guard you against bad luck, accidents, psychic or physical attack, horrible people, and other misfortune.   How to Clean Your Aura http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html   Aura of Protection http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html   Meditation for Protection http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html   You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way,”. The protection working can be done multiple times a day.

Also, you can channel the intense desire into something more productive. If you want to kill something, the do as many reverse torah rituals as you can. The rituals destroy the spiritual root of all enemy programs and the rituals will cause a mass uprising against the jews.
  Reverse Torah Rituals http://www.angelfire.com/wizard/pixie66 ... ituals.htm  

 

[funnyfred1932]

Just a note, be very careful if you go into therapy, a lot of therapists are kikes and I would not trust any therapist, regardless of race, with any major secrets, like telling them you're a Satanist, etc.