Hey I have a situation when it comes to the Venus square particularly the affirmation.
A short period of time ago I asked about Square Strength, the squares are potent, but I've noticed in recent times the Venus square finally manifesting. Ironically enough it does something in the sense of attracting and acquiring sexual stuff but for other people. In other words I've noticed people around me acting more sexual and speaking sexually and me focusing on that.
That isn't what I wanted. Rather I'd wanted a relationship or relationships occurring for me to experience sexual intercourse and or outercourse(non-penetrative sex).
This is my affirmation I used as of May 17, 2019 - July 4, 2019(49 days)(FYI I might have the wrong affirmation as I made a series of affirmations but it's all similar I was just nitpicking the affirmation.)
Previous Square Affirmation: I am constantly, continuously, and eternally attracting (and acquiring(I think I added this)) sexual intercourse, sexual outercourse and sexual activities with love and affection at all times and in the most happy, positive, beneficial, and best way for me. x13
After affirming I spent at least 5 minutes or so visualizing to the best of my ability.(Inspired by Lydia who mentioned 5 minutes being a very good amount of time to visualize sometime last year or was it in 2018 when she mentioned it).
Now the dilemma I believe in my personal opinion a combination of Jupiter Square and this Venus square is affecting my reality. For example I noticed a lot of sexual clues and subtleties in other people. I noticed a few times sometime at night catching one of my neighbors fuck loudly through their walls. I also noticed some oddities here and there like for example hearing my neighbors talk sexual stuff and whatnot.
At first I found it hilarious I was like man can't believe it but now I'm bummed out because it's affecting others but not myself. I made the ritual to affect me and bring me stuff but I think I screwed up.
November 13th(Friday) both after Mars Retrograde ends and enters Direct(Just to be sure) and hour of Venus sometime at around 8 or so PM. I plan on doing another Venus Square.
1. Is my affirmation appropriate for me to experience sexual stuff coming towards me in the sense of me interacting with the act of sex.
"I am now having sexual intercourse, sexual outercourse, and sexual activities with love and affection in a safe, healthy, happy, and positive way for me. x13"
Is this good enough? I don't want to attract sex and just be like okay sex is occurring to OTHER people but not to me. Does this guarantee it comes to me and affects me directly?
2. Should I even be doing another Venus square in the first place?
Like is there some way to remove the previous Venus square or something? I think I truly messed up with the affirmation and it's intent.
A short period of time ago I asked about Square Strength, the squares are potent, but I've noticed in recent times the Venus square finally manifesting. Ironically enough it does something in the sense of attracting and acquiring sexual stuff but for other people. In other words I've noticed people around me acting more sexual and speaking sexually and me focusing on that.
That isn't what I wanted. Rather I'd wanted a relationship or relationships occurring for me to experience sexual intercourse and or outercourse(non-penetrative sex).
This is my affirmation I used as of May 17, 2019 - July 4, 2019(49 days)(FYI I might have the wrong affirmation as I made a series of affirmations but it's all similar I was just nitpicking the affirmation.)
Previous Square Affirmation: I am constantly, continuously, and eternally attracting (and acquiring(I think I added this)) sexual intercourse, sexual outercourse and sexual activities with love and affection at all times and in the most happy, positive, beneficial, and best way for me. x13
After affirming I spent at least 5 minutes or so visualizing to the best of my ability.(Inspired by Lydia who mentioned 5 minutes being a very good amount of time to visualize sometime last year or was it in 2018 when she mentioned it).
Now the dilemma I believe in my personal opinion a combination of Jupiter Square and this Venus square is affecting my reality. For example I noticed a lot of sexual clues and subtleties in other people. I noticed a few times sometime at night catching one of my neighbors fuck loudly through their walls. I also noticed some oddities here and there like for example hearing my neighbors talk sexual stuff and whatnot.
At first I found it hilarious I was like man can't believe it but now I'm bummed out because it's affecting others but not myself. I made the ritual to affect me and bring me stuff but I think I screwed up.
November 13th(Friday) both after Mars Retrograde ends and enters Direct(Just to be sure) and hour of Venus sometime at around 8 or so PM. I plan on doing another Venus Square.
1. Is my affirmation appropriate for me to experience sexual stuff coming towards me in the sense of me interacting with the act of sex.
"I am now having sexual intercourse, sexual outercourse, and sexual activities with love and affection in a safe, healthy, happy, and positive way for me. x13"
Is this good enough? I don't want to attract sex and just be like okay sex is occurring to OTHER people but not to me. Does this guarantee it comes to me and affects me directly?
2. Should I even be doing another Venus square in the first place?
Like is there some way to remove the previous Venus square or something? I think I truly messed up with the affirmation and it's intent.