I had this as well about 2 years ago now, but it ended when I became fed up walking into a library one morning and being hit blatantly with the grey goyish energy of all the people there on the computers and phones- the same as it had been all the times I was in this library, since I had fallen from my emotions. I had a "do or die" moment, and got extremely, extremely obsessed with my previous idea of greatness I had left behind those 2 years ago. Like a very intense, directed anger and focus in bettering my current state of being + a hatred of weakness in the world around me. Ever since then, I've been writing my thoughts down more as I care more emotionally for them now, I haven't been tolerating and allowing abuse to my person, or ideals and openly am more revolutionary (and thus, happier) in day to day life. I hadn't meditated for a long time when this happened, and ever since the first day of this compulsive shift I passively felt my aura more, was having dreams again and so on- so it makes for wonder whether one's emotional energy is directly connected to their spiritual qualities.
(I rant and reiterate, this is directed to those less knowledgeable I guess, but I also think there is a "wave" of this amongst some brothers and sisters)
The emotions are what explicitly and implicitly drive intellect and "figuring things out" as well as making ideas real and "sorting things out"- it should definitely be of supreme importance to you if you suffer from a lack of emotion, to observe the beauty of this future we are creating. This is where you don't stop meditating because of thoughts of "i am tired" (yadayada, so be it then loser), and instead decide in going over and above to completely and genetically improve yourself. Reach deep inside, to the first memories you had with Satan, search out for literature (the sermons from the HP's, particularly the more emotional ones from the time where it was harder) that brings you closer to what is already in your soul.
The Water is the flowing of your subconscious mind, the dreamy beauty of this world atop a green hill, and the never ending stream of inspiration and ideas. The Fire is the life, the joy and excitement of freedom and your passions which you exert proudly. Meditation does not bring this power to you on its own, it only helps you realise the truths about this, you have to work on seeking these things yourself as they say "find your passion in life" etc.
Meditation the magic fix all cream on its own won't make you more emotional- YOU need to go, get off your ass and do a square/runic for it, or also physically go and do what attributes to that - with people or alone, jogging at night, listen to your music or dance viciously, or serenely, or however spastic you please. Forget about the smallness of this world- its "expectations" and dwell on the greater, know you are a part of it, listen to the emotional+intelligent people like Hitler, who lead and focus our inherent drive to live. He's still remembered because of his oddity, his individual spirit and grandiosity- not giving a fuck of what the small and narrow-mindedness of others had to blurt out crying that led nowhere for us. The German people without full spirituality, still physically and mentally laboured which naturally improved them spiritually as well. They didn't just sit around and do the same work and the same path of thinking everyday. Physically do things to challenge yourself to improve-
There is also a world you have to live in aside from just meditation, that's why you switch up your routines instead of worrying whether you have meditated enough yet to deal with this next level pineal gland orgasm ritual that you don't know you are ready for yet- Fuck that. No difference existed between myself and those of us who had been meditating the past years, and couldn't feel emotion. If you lot were just doing the bare minimum then so be the bare minimum of reward, if coming from drug backgrounds and so on that means not much at all. You might as well go Buddha, can't be starting your fires, no no- its much better to just live in the same boredom and repetitive of your day to day "spiritual" lifestyle, the only reason I kept until now without meditating was my own deep seated aggravation to the surrounding systematic crud/seeing myself decay.
"There is also a world you have to live in aside from just meditation"- don't just go to work and routine yourself believing just meditating is doing you good, you still have a person and a freedom to seek. Indulge in your weirdness and expression, break from the restrictions and find your true structure as a Satanic soul's structure and root should be, don't put up and just wait for your meditation to lead you there- if you have that rebellion in you, rebel.
I know there is fated stuff that led to said break from self and emotional drives- with the current pisces Neptune and all which likely could be influencing some of you guys' troubles too. Still though person reading, if likewise to many, you come from a background of this ^ and it's self corrosive shit, it is in your best interest to find your personal drives- remember who you really are because you are wasting time otherwise. Emotion is what empowers your life, and busts you out your thought cage. It can also do the opposite in excesses, that is the price of power to create and destroy. Guide creation to your beauty and guide destruction to your ugliness.
Fall in love with your divinity.