swordofastaroth said:
I need to know the right way to be a true satanist and make surebim not delusional I'm loosing faith in my self
So far, it all proved to be a truth for me since I joined. Make sure you study all well and stay open minded. Also don't expect too much in the beggining, try to focus more on your own wellbeing and staying consistent in your meditations, Gods and magic will become a normal daily thing for you later, part of your life, tho it all will always be there in some form.
I had periods where I had some doubts but I really soon managed to open my third eye and some of my chakras, maybe I was lucky to open it up that soon, it usually takes people longer. Anyways, after few months of meditations every day I got all the proofs that I need and I'm here years after. I will stay here, I think I have no reasons to leave really, I feel like I always was with Satan anyways.
Idk did this helped you at all, but I understand how hard it can be to start believing it all. I guess it takes some time. Try to read JoS more and feel free to talk here.