You can get a job that allows you to travel. You need to hande being alone to travel. I think its alright to meet Satanists if you meet them organically some how and have a sense of who is jewish and who isnt. Plenty of ua have Satanic friends in real life and most of the time we had to meet them a first time. It gets tricky conversing online with someone in a case neither of you know each other well and your Satanism is out on the table - that is riskier than adding someone in your hometown on facebook who has a heavy metal profile picture. I find it impossible making connections to some in real life if i know a superior version of those individuals exists elsewhere, sometimes hours away, and are accessible online. Its like some of sick joke where we are the punchline. And when you travel you too see how many copies of the people you dont care about are and how truly rare the few you do are.