This is to the person that accept and reject posts and message

[spidermouse1987]

Hey i think i post 2 messages last night i don't know what i did wrong that didn't get accept but to know that they were rejects kinds of upsets me that i cannot state what's on my mind and/or find anyone out there that share the same experience i am going through that's okay i am not mad or angry at you just with myself but it kinds put me down knowing that i'll always be alone in my life with this stuff i tired to tell my close friends about this they left me thinking i was all crazy and whatanots its okay i could care less what they think i don't even know how to communicate with demons and/or the gods and i am afraid that my mind might get too cocky and assume things that's not right and anger the demons and gods im afraid to summon a demon cause i don't want to waste their time nor do i want to ask dumb questions which is already on the website i have read and understood the basic concept on joy of satan website but cannot follow throught with the instructions cause i just don't understand teh instructions but when i apply the basic concept in my own way i get results that's different from what's expect idk if i am doing anything wrong towards satan, enki, ea's name even tho i dedicated myself i feel like i am special that this life im going to be completed cause i see the number 8 everywhere i go i don't know how it will work but eventually i'll find out im very patience and calm at all times my mind controls my body feelings and emotions and my life path you must be high ranked to have the ability to do this i don't understand why i am so different from everybody around me i am fully aware of my capabilities and what i can do but others can't i feel the need to teach them or help them process its like they say knowledge is power somehow i have unlimited knowledge in the back of my head like its all locked and someone or something is prevent me from knowing everything prolly cause i'll use that destructive powers and protect the satanist community maybe you reject them for a reason maybe im suppose to work alone and do something important in the afterlife

this is my last chance at this if you know anything or understand what im going thourgh could you please take me under your wing in person and teach me its gonna take me more than 10 years to advance to god hood knowing im deaf and gotta work 4 times as hard to get to where i need to be in working alone trying to break down everything on the website and restruct the basic concept in my own way and understand it in my own way im willing to do that no matter what but i just thought its time i stop being strubbon and ask for help i know i can do everything by myself but it would be faster if i could get help and do what i wanted to do help others in return which makes me happy

 

[Mr E]

still there?

--- On Mon, 3/30/09, spidermouse1987 <spidermouse1987@... wrote:

From: spidermouse1987 <spidermouse1987@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] This is to the person that accept and reject posts and message
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, March 30, 2009, 9:35 PM
Hey i think i post 2 messages last
night i don't know what i did wrong that didn't get accept
but to know that they were rejects kinds of upsets me that i
cannot state what's on my mind and/or find anyone out there
that share the same experience i am going through that's
okay i am not mad or angry at you just with myself but it
kinds put me down knowing that i'll always be alone in my
life with this stuff i tired to tell my close friends about
this they left me thinking i was all crazy and whatanots its
okay i could care less what they think i don't even know how
to communicate with demons and/or the gods and i am afraid
that my mind might get too cocky and assume things that's
not right and anger the demons and gods im afraid to summon
a demon cause i don't want to waste their time nor do i want
to ask dumb questions which is already on the website i have
read and understood the basic concept on joy of satan
website but cannot follow throught with the instructions
cause i just don't understand teh instructions but when i
apply the basic concept in my own way i get results that's
different from what's expect idk if i am doing anything
wrong towards satan, enki, ea's name even tho i dedicated
myself i feel like i am special that this life im going to
be completed cause i see the number 8 everywhere i go i
don't know how it will work but eventually i'll find out im
very patience and calm at all times my mind controls my body
feelings and emotions and my life path you must be high
ranked to have the ability to do this i don't understand why
i am so different from everybody around me i am fully aware
of my capabilities and what i can do but others can't i feel
the need to teach them or help them process its like they
say knowledge is power somehow i have unlimited knowledge in
the back of my head like its all locked and someone or
something is prevent me from knowing everything prolly cause
i'll use that destructive powers and protect the satanist
community maybe you reject them for a reason maybe im
suppose to work alone and do something important in the
afterlife

this is my last chance at this if you know anything or
understand what im going thourgh could you please take me
under your wing in person and teach me its gonna take me
more than 10 years to advance to god hood knowing im deaf
and gotta work 4 times as hard to get to where i need to be
in working alone trying to break down everything on the
website and restruct the basic concept in my own way and
understand it in my own way im willing to do that no matter
what but i just thought its time i stop being strubbon and
ask for help i know i can do everything by myself but it
would be faster if i could get help and do what i wanted to
do help others in return which makes me happy



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Be patient.. Dnt be so hard on urself... Things happen when u least expect them to.. I never spoke with a demon before, never saw a ghost or anything. But i can feel Father and his Demons are keeping an eye on me frm time to time.
The journey on the road that leads to this powers are much more rewarding, coz i knw ill get there eventualy. I knw how u feel. Stay close to Father, live the spiritual way and relax coz ur not living the lie anymore.
Fuck your friends, i also tried to convert mine, u can take the sheep to the water but u cnt make them drink, u dnt get pills that can cure ignorance. Im actually at a stage where i can feel other peoples emotions and i sense theyre thoughts, it fucking sucks, coz i dnt knw sumtimes if its my own thought or am i reading a thought of some1 near me, does any1 have any tips on how to deal with this?
Anyway dnt be afraid man, u suck. If u treat the gods with respect im sure they will treat u with the same respect. If they dnt them its probly the enemy. We all have to crawl before we walk, i went thru the same shit, but as the cleaning of the soul process begins, this type of shit will come out like this. I even got panic attacks. Xtianity raped our souls. Fuck jesus.
Im a year dedicated now, and im getting loads of possitve experiences. When i was new it felt like my bones and flesh are on fire, i could feel my spine and aura glowing with energy. And its still there, and i knw this energy is only building stronger each day.
Study if u can, even reading and understanding what u read is enough and meditate. Ive noticed that i have actualy been a lil psycic all my life, its only getting stronger.
Maybe this is off toppic but never conform to any fucking degrading assholes, ignorant people need people, to use them as stepping stones to stomb on them for an ego boost on theyr way to the top. But little did they knw that theyre jist still ignorant shit, still blind, still powerless. If you want to be a god then u must have standards, in other words if you dnt get respect then u dnt give respect. Cut away the shit people in your life. Hail Satan!
Who did you invite btw?

-original message-
Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] This is to the person that accept and reject posts and message
From: Mr E <dripslaughter12@...
Date: 16/12/2009 06:46

still there?

--- On Mon, 3/30/09, spidermouse1987 <spidermouse1987@... wrote:

From: spidermouse1987 <spidermouse1987@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] This is to the person that accept and reject posts and message
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, March 30, 2009, 9:35 PM
Hey i think i post 2 messages last
night i don't know what i did wrong that didn't get accept
but to know that they were rejects kinds of upsets me that i
cannot state what's on my mind and/or find anyone out there
that share the same experience i am going through that's
okay i am not mad or angry at you just with myself but it
kinds put me down knowing that i'll always be alone in my
life with this stuff i tired to tell my close friends about
this they left me thinking i was all crazy and whatanots its
okay i could care less what they think i don't even know how
to communicate with demons and/or the gods and i am afraid
that my mind might get too cocky and assume things that's
not right and anger the demons and gods im afraid to summon
a demon cause i don't want to waste their time nor do i want
to ask dumb questions which is already on the website i have
read and understood the basic concept on joy of satan
website but cannot follow throught with the instructions
cause i just don't understand teh instructions but when i
apply the basic concept in my own way i get results that's
different from what's expect idk if i am doing anything
wrong towards satan, enki, ea's name even tho i dedicated
myself i feel like i am special that this life im going to
be completed cause i see the number 8 everywhere i go i
don't know how it will work but eventually i'll find out im
very patience and calm at all times my mind controls my body
feelings and emotions and my life path you must be high
ranked to have the ability to do this i don't understand why
i am so different from everybody around me i am fully aware
of my capabilities and what i can do but others can't i feel
the need to teach them or help them process its like they
say knowledge is power somehow i have unlimited knowledge in
the back of my head like its all locked and someone or
something is prevent me from knowing everything prolly cause
i'll use that destructive powers and protect the satanist
community maybe you reject them for a reason maybe im
suppose to work alone and do something important in the
afterlife

this is my last chance at this if you know anything or
understand what im going thourgh could you please take me
under your wing in person and teach me its gonna take me
more than 10 years to advance to god hood knowing im deaf
and gotta work 4 times as hard to get to where i need to be
in working alone trying to break down everything on the
website and restruct the basic concept in my own way and
understand it in my own way im willing to do that no matter
what but i just thought its time i stop being strubbon and
ask for help i know i can do everything by myself but it
would be faster if i could get help and do what i wanted to
do help others in return which makes me happy



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